Hell wif emotions

Projects and projects. Due dates are fast approaching. Gotta start to work on it and hopefully finish at least half of it during da mini break.

Gonna kip myself real busy too.. My mind is goin crazy jus wif those thots.. Those memories kip replaying and replaying on my mind. Everything seemed as if it happened ytd. And tats how i got emotional again. Mus i reali heed those dumb advices to make myself feel beta?

When will i ever see da ger smiling happily again?

Terribe weekends i had.
Say everything is jus a bad nitemare
and we'll be da same as before.
Laffing and enjoying each other's company.

U look ok to me. Everything seems normal.
But da feeling is different.
Maybe i reacted in a way which made u feel weird
but i reali din wanted it.
It takes time to heal everything. Everything.
I noe those words were in a fit of anger
but somehow i was affected by it.
IF i were u, i mite probably react in da same way as u did.

Everything is cleared and we'll start anew.

*rolls off to tattyland*

lost in you.

so much feelings within...
those stubborn emotions.
i cant deny but i dun wanna admit.
happiness and sadness overwhelming me.

well, at least its more of happiness. Nothing beats da feeling you gave all dis while. And it reali touches my heart. Those silly smiles and tears are all bcos of you. Words thou not spoken but still i heard it wif my heart. I felt so consoled and blessed by every lil tink you do. Da memories shared were still as sweet as ever. Our memories might fade someday but dey can never be replaced. I hav come to realize how some tinks shud remain as wad dey are now. Perhaps it will do both of us good dis way. Da route will be veri difficult but still i decided to go on. Unless a miracle happens. You and me dunno wad future might bring afterall.

sick and tired.

Am staying home on a sat nite. Sick. Its has been a week and i've not recover. Was supposed to go black wif Marilyn, Gege & co. but decided not to cos all of us r not feeling well. Mus be da playful kisses @ black on wed tat passed da virus ard. And da weather is so darn bad. Even peeps in my lecture r sick too. Everyday having lessons in a lecture hall full of viruses. -_-"

After sch went to arab st. wif Marilyn and Mabel. Slacked and crapped for few hours. Did some silly and funny psychological questions. Hahas. Den we headed down to bugis. oh man. I went to bugis 3days straight in a row. Hahas. Its getting bored and da paths to da shops @ bugis village r so confusing.

15.july friday
Met up wif my bestie Shar @ orchard after sch. I haf not met up wif her since 16.march.wednesday. LOL. Cud rmb so clearly bcos dere were memorable moments on tat particular date in both yr '04 and '05. Shopped ard and lunchie @ taka yoshinoya. Bugis. Guan yin miao. Mos burger. Its our usual bitching session again. Updates on each other's life. Went to eastpoint to mit my parents whilst she went to tm to mit her mummy for dinner. Hahas.

14.july thursday
After sch we went to bugis bcos Anne wanted to buy da bling bling necklace. It was da most crazy day for me too. Slept for barely 2hrs. Super-shagged day. Kinda moodless day but our Miss Mabel is so so so hyper. Veri "entertaining" and irritating. First it was da train to bugis joke. Den she suggested er xin nicks for herself - ah bao, baobao, zhizhi, baobei. Dis reali got anne and me nearly puke-ed. But her nick is Green nose monster bcos when she laff veri darn hard her nose will turn slightly green bcos of her veins. Stunned and amazed when i first saw it. Worst, for da whole afternoon she piak-ed and slang-ed english wif a funny accent.
Irritated da 3 of us. Reali bth her. Dunno wad got into her tat day. Mus be tat Lin Heng Li. ROFL.

1st pic: Wad kinda face?!
2nd pic: Da part tat will turn green
3rd pic: Me & 'zhu jiao' of da day

Eve: f* up face
Anne: gian song face
Mabel: i love it -_-"

13.july wednesday
School. Parkway parade. Lunchie @ Yoshinoya and studied BC quiz for thur morning. Home. Prepared and changed. Black wif Aiai, Gege, Chris & co.. And da usual peeps @ black. Chantel, Jenny, Jasmine, Sophia, Jayden, Seng and Ivan. Veri amazingly Dal & Jason went too. Rae and Shar were supposed to be dere too. I missed clubbing wif dem. After clubbing went for supper @ kopitiam wif chantel & co.. Reached home @ 6am. Seh-ed. Slept for barely 2hrs and off to sch.

Rae: let's go Black wif an empty stomach!! LOL

And now.. Proudly presents da ger who "abuses" me during lectures. I finally got my "revenge". Hahas. But she said da blue-black not painnn at all.. gRrrr~

Anne da violent ger


Day 2 Day 3

Entertaining ourselves during teabreak...



2 retards crazily snapping away... My aiai & me.


The forever Blurry Helena & Marilyn's finger


marilyn . evelyn . helena


Da cutes.ies~ LOL

Him: thanks for being so understanding. ur definitely da greatest, nicest and laziest pig of all. *winks*

D***l: U totally surprised me wif ya actions. Thanks for leaving me wif a darn whole lot of ?. And i dun even noe izit bcos i did sth wrong or misunderstandings. Is keeping quiet da best solution? Ha! Maybe. At least for u, it is. Fine!

*rolling to tattyland*

my blog-ing time.

Bored.. So so so bored.. Hence i decided to blog.

12.july tuesday
Woke up late. Cant mit up wif my gers on time. But luckily i still got time for breakfast. Lessons. Pissed off. As usual. mr.yellow is alwaz soooo darn active during POM. TST!! Crap-ed. Laugh-ed. Pose-ed. Snap-ed. Tempt-ed. *Bo bi* Lunch @ Lido. LJS. It worsened my cough. arg. Slacked @ bugis MOS Burger. Home.

11.july monday
Wakie. Prepare and changed. Super duper hungry. Darn hungry till i almost lose my cool. Pls dun starve me again!! Poor Helena. Keep listening to my grumbles till i start digging into my lunch. Fish 'n' chips. Da serving is so darn big to da extent i find it er xin. Mr.Baldy's lessons. Dinner @ hawker. Dental. No red nor babypink dis time. babygreen.and.babyblue instead. Home.

10.july sunday
Woke up wif a terrible headache. Arg~!! Partly was hangover and am on da verge to fall sick. Terrible cough. Almost coughing my lungs out. Stayed home and rotted whole day. Watched da nkf charity show on da part when JJ's singing onli and vcds of energy's programmes. Sleep.

9.july saturday
Breakfast. School. Excitement. Suntec. KFC. Home. Black. my gers. dearie & co. We took Anne's flight. Super duper er xin dabian de long queue. Cud hav got in earlier but Marilyn and Gege was stuck in da er xin traffic jam. Supposed to mit @ 9pm but she onli appeared @ 1040pm whilst we rotted at mac. While q-ing, our mood is reali sian to da max and wanted to change club initially but still we queued for almost 3hrs. Madness. It din ruin everybody's mood afterall. Not every clubbing session is fun but tat nite was definitely a grreeaattt one wif da gers. Wild-ed. Luckily Helena wasnt bored thou it was her first time to clubs. I 'entertained ' her and we 'played ' da whole nite. Semi-high-ed. Hahas. Gotta noe a babe. Gege. She's da one who craze-d wif me. Initially, Marilyn and i worried tat we wud neglect and cant look after Helena. 0h boy!! It was Mabel we actually gotta kip looking out for. Sigh-ed. We enjoyed da nite except for my aiai i guess. Tat nite was supposed to be a bdae celebration for aiai's fren but bcos of da long q and all tat. It spoiled aiai's mood. She din reali getta enjoy herself but busy running up and down instead bcos of a darn blardy arsehole. And she gotta leave early. Dere were mani pests tat nite. Saw Kaili and Shanqi. Initially he cudnt recog me and created jokes. LOL. Reached hm ard 5am and went to bed wif a headache. I was dead tired and very quickly i roamed into my yummieland.

*Bo bi* succeeded. Goodie goodie.. Marilyn and i can continue wif our plan. Heh heh. wHee~ *muackies*

Alot of pix to upload upload upload. And ms.Anne whr's our pix?! TST!!

*rolls off to yummieland*

S l e e p y.and.l a z y

Luckily for Helena's morning calls else i wud be in coma till noon. Am sure i heard my hp ring but i dunno why i din ans it initially. Still can sleep till veri shiok wif da melody goin on and on. dUhz. As usual. After my heavy breakfast felt so sleepy during lecture. 0h boy~ Mus be fully awake when i sit beside Anne during lessons. She's fierce. Ytd she slapped my arm and gave me a fright, when i fell asleep. Today she pinched me. Its painnn~!! Luckily no blue-black. I tink da seats in da lecture hall r so kuku tat made my aiai so excited bout it. Playing merry-go-round wif it.

We were anticipating for sch to end fast. Were excited to go to da Victoria's Secret warehouse sales @ Havelock Road. Damnit. More like Victoria's shit sales. All seemed like imitations. Not a single piece is nice. Da moment we stepped in, we were like "Huh?! All dis r Victoria's Secret?". Look more like pasar malam sales. 3 pieces for 1o bucks. Left da place wif great DISAPPOINTMENT. Wad a wasted trip down. -_-"

Hopped onto da bus to orchard. Lunchie @ cine ljs. Marilyn and i were craving for it since two days ago. Hahas. Poor Anne cos she has been complaining tat she had too many fastfood lately. (Anne: Am craving for pizzas.. *hint hint*) Both went to mit their 'uh-hem' left Helena and me. Went to far east plaza. I bought a pair of flats and she bought a green top wif sequins. *bling bling* And of all pple i cud hav bumped into. I will never expect it to be tat P. She said Y was dere a few moments ago. Phew~ Seeing anyone from tat groupie simply reminds me of her. Cant imagine how wud it turned out if it was SK i saw. 0mg~ I jus wan SK to never reappear again in my life for good. Life hav been so peaceful without Her presence.

Ytd went to bugis after sch. Slacked at mos burger till Helena was so damn bored tat she kept tickling me and i got no choice but to go shop ard wif her instead. Am 'tortured' by her everyday especially wif her veri colddd jokes. Went to bugis street. Saw Evelyn who's working @ dere now. Kinda surprised cos hav not seen her for years alr. Bought a necklace at lvl 2 after umpteen comparisons Yes. Am veri troublesome when comes to shopping. Luckily da gers were veri patient wif me. Hee.. And we bitched alot. So much. Tinks tat amazed me too. I wudnt and never tink of It tat way till she told me. Its so unbelievable~ I felt so disgust-ed by It upon hearing it. Er xin da bian. Wad can be more disgusting den shit, which is alr veri disgusting? It is incorrigible de er xin.

Had a crazy fun time at fisherman village wif dearie & co. Madness. Drank. Played games. Dead.

Am anticipating for tml nite out wif da gers.. Kinda excited bout it since last week. Hahas.

-yawns-

*rolling off to yummieland*

Ktv addiction.

Had a great time wif da gers at k-lunch ytd. And its cheap. 4 pax for da price of 3 pax due to a special promo. But da lunch dey served is cannot make it. I'd rather hav cup noodles. After tat had a quick bite at mac before heading to sch. Da lecture wud be so much nicer if dere arent any irritants. mr.yellow. Everytink oso wanna hav a say. 0mg.

Anne and her boy were so nice to send Helena and me home. No nidda take BMW. Hahas. Went to fisherman village wif dearie & co.. It has been a long time since i last went dere. A place full of beautiful memories wif my darlings. Stephie. Sharon. 2475. Xiaoguigui. I miss everyone of u.

My baobei sis.Stephie: I noe u alwaz drop by here. Hee. Read ya updates too. Hope ur adapting to da new environment, Lasalle. Work hard towards ya goal. *winks* And! am still looking forward to our nex visit to fisherman village. Please make yaself free on one of dis days and mit up wif me. *huggies*

Today had breakfast @ da hawker. Yummielicious. BREAKFASTS!! Da onli motivation to drag my lazy arse outta bed every morning. LOL. Felt soooo sleepy in class. My eyelids felt so heavy. Luckily da BC lecturer wasnt tat boring. And mr.yellow has lesser comments today bcos da lecturer doesnt seems to be entertaining him.Ear peace. Hmmm.. but on hearing da assignments which we gotta do totally freaked me out. Da grp proj is ok. But! da individual one is gonecase. Oral presentation. 3-minute speech. Cannot exceed 5mins else will be penalised. Wth~

As planned. Lunch den head down to marina sq. after sch. Anne and i were plain excited bout it. Hahas. Jus bcos of a ciggy box. But i was kinda disappointed cos dere's no red. My aiai gave me wrong info!! Sad-ed. Anne and i were veri troublesome and fussy too. Hahas. Guess da aunty oso got abit pissed off. Well.. Ended up all 3 of us got da same color. Pink. And nex we were @ suntec kbox!! Yes. Again. It was a last min decision. Initially Marilyn and i onli wanted to check out da promos but somehow or rather we were kinda xin yang yang. Hahas. 3 of us went ahead wif it whilst Anne gotta leave for a briefing. Helena almost drove me mad wif her stefani's songs craze and persistent irritations. Marilyn left at ard 7plus. We left at ard 0845. And both of us wont go back to suntec kbox again. ROFL~

Had a superb ktv session. Am anticipating more ktv sessions wif da gers.

No more clubbing on ladies' nite unless special occasions. My yummie sleep is so much more important now. I can onli go for kbox's ladies' nite. Hahas.

Am craving for mac hotcakes.. Breakfast? *drools*

*rolling to yummieland*

Everyday is an enjoyment.

Before i start to blog.. Dis is for my ger.

To my silly sweetie Vivi...

Happy 22^nd Burp Day !!

Met up wif da gers for lunch. Pastamania @ tm sux. Yikes. It tasted terrible. Da cheese tasted jus like millk powder. It din melt!! Disgust-ed. We were late for sch but luckily baldy din say anitink. His lessons are so so so boring.. After sch all of us headed home. Yes. Good gers. Hahas. We'll be mitting for k-lunch tmr. Yeah. Am excited. LOL

Sun: KTV!! Partyworld @ orchard. I was shy-ed. Hahas. I still enjoyed myself.

Sat: Went to bugis wif da gers after sch. Had our lunch at da tw teahouse. Popular for its fried rice. Tasted awesome and my fave honey jasmine green tea wif pearl. Slacked at mos burger till 6plus den headed home. Caught midnite movie @ tm. A lot like love. Not bad. I was expecting it to be much nicer thou. I skipped supper. Yea. Wahahah. Failed to tempt me.

An end to my vampy life.

First.july is a sweet sweet day.

This is goin crazy. I either sleep when da sun comes out or i dun getta sleep at all. Did not slept for 2 days. Had short naps here and dere which dun even add up to 3 hours within dis 2 days. I went to sch without any sleep for 2 days!! Omg. But, i still got da mood and energy to enjoy and crap. It mus be bcos of a word. M A D N E S S. Tats oso da reason why I cud make it to sch on time. (Yan & Mag: saw dis? Lalalaa..) Gotta noe 4 babes thru some ice breaking game. Its onli da first day and we were crapping and bitching so much. Am pretty surprised we cud clique so well and da stuffs we were bitching on. Hahas. Guess other den shar, nobodi bitched bout tat to me.

After sch went to to see grandpa wif my family. Had a'lil arguement wif my parents over a small matter. Darn. Felt so guilty for not controlling my temper.

Went to dbl O. Ladies' nite. Due to tiredness, i got so darn high without much alcohol. Luckily dis time i din banged into any walls nor hugged da toilet bowl. But i saw a merlion!! I din had my bah kut teh bcos da soup is not steaming hot. Sianzation. Went back to pasir ris s11 for supper. Den i realised in less den 3hrs lata, am supposed to hav mac hotcakes wif da gers. -_-"

Got home bathed and changed. So much wanted to get some sleep but no matter how hard i tried to roll to yummieland, my eyes are still wide open. Got changed by 720am and off to mit da gers for breakfast. Had a boring and fun time during lecture. Darn. My head aches throughout da whole lesson. It mus be da alcohol's fault.

Went to town after sch. Shopped ard taka, far east and cine. Darn. Went to da capsule stations and wanted to get tat keychain which i wanted long ago but NO MORE. Sigh-ed. Not meant to hav it. Slacked @ rocky master. On bitching, we realised how all of us are inter-linked. Surprised. Hahas. Da world is jus so small. And we were saying da 5ive of us are fated to be stuck together bcos of blah blah blah. ROFL

Its time for my serious deep coma. My eyes are so pain now. Arg~!

D.E.A.D

*crawling to yummieland*