I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Monday, February 27, 2006
Exams again.
Projects are done. Presentations are over. So exams are coming up nex. Exams from 1st to 3rd March. Having my study week - 5ive pathetic days. But am not putting it in good use cos kinda slack. MA & MHR ca results are out. Satisfied & happy wif my grades. POMkting haven release yet. Hope its gonna be good too. *grinning*
My hp hasn't been beeping unnecessarily after clearing tinks out wif a fren. Typical human beings. Well, i shud be glad & relieved too. Don wanna find us in an awkward situation as time goes by.
Weekends were great.
I shud be happy. I shud be taking it easy. I shudn't be asking for more.
Well... I shud be busy mugging for exams instead of pigging.
*rolls off to tattyland*
My hp hasn't been beeping unnecessarily after clearing tinks out wif a fren. Typical human beings. Well, i shud be glad & relieved too. Don wanna find us in an awkward situation as time goes by.
Weekends were great.
I shud be happy. I shud be taking it easy. I shudn't be asking for more.
Well... I shud be busy mugging for exams instead of pigging.
*rolls off to tattyland*
Friday, February 17, 2006
Indulgence in Sui dreams
Accompanied Nana to kino to get her jap mag but cud only get it after 6pm thus decided to roam ard to kill time. And guess wad?! The mag wasnt ready by then and Nana was allowed to reserve e mag. WTH. Why din dey say so earlier?! Roamed aimlessly for 4hrs for nothing. Nana and i cud hav went home for our afternoon nap!!
Thu 16th.Feb
Skipped sch. *Opps*
Wed 15th.Feb
Clubbed @ MOS wif Royie & co. First time to MOS. The rnb area is kinda "interesting". Heard tat its like a cage and small but i din expect it to be really so small. Saw Catsy & co. Surprisingly, GY was dere too. The atmosphere dere wasnt tat bad. Jus tat its a lil too crowded.
Tue 14th.Feb
Went to town wif Nana, Mabel, Andy. Had our lunch @ Suki Ramen den roamed ard town while waiting for Darren. Den we had chocolate fondue @ Haagen-Dazs. It was Darren's treat. Supposed to spent v'day wif dem but last min got other plans. Went to meet Bengnifer & co. ard 7plus. Cine KBox was full house thus we went to LYP Partyworld.
Flingy:: Wo hai shi ai ni de. Sorry for tat day. Well, at least i still hav u for half a day. *muackies*
Sat 11th.Feb
2475 gathering @ Beary's house wif xiaoguigui, buyi, naimei, jas, miko, debbie, zhuzai, keiko, yingying. Met Beary ard 2pm @ Amiralty mrt stn. Bought some food back for e girls. Den Beary, Miko and I started to prepare yu sheng and heat up e food while waiting for e rest to reach.
We had a salty lunch. Xiaoguigui and i happily happily add curry into our bee hoon thinking tat it wudnt be tat salty. Worst. And before we cud tell e rest, dey started doing tat too. *faints*
After lunch here comes our yu sheng. And our fave mochi icecream. Thanks Beary.
Entertained ourselves by watching Jay, Energy & S.H.E concert dvd and Jacky wu's variety prog. Helped Beary to choose a name for her new hamster. e lil hammy picked Xiao ke. Played UNO!! whEe~ still got my fave cartoon char - Eeyore. Lastly, our usual crazy photo-snapping. Took us almost an hour. Beary's mama helped us to snap snap but she gave up half way cos we too ma fan. The girls were doing all kinds of stupig pose wif any things they can find - flower pot, cheenapiang fan, debbie's special earrings - which is those deco for cny. Xiaoguigui and i jus sat dere waiting to pose only. LOL. Poor beary had to run here n dere to adjust and set e cam timer.
*self-declared no sch tmr*
Thu 16th.Feb
Skipped sch. *Opps*
Wed 15th.Feb
Clubbed @ MOS wif Royie & co. First time to MOS. The rnb area is kinda "interesting". Heard tat its like a cage and small but i din expect it to be really so small. Saw Catsy & co. Surprisingly, GY was dere too. The atmosphere dere wasnt tat bad. Jus tat its a lil too crowded.
Tue 14th.Feb
Went to town wif Nana, Mabel, Andy. Had our lunch @ Suki Ramen den roamed ard town while waiting for Darren. Den we had chocolate fondue @ Haagen-Dazs. It was Darren's treat. Supposed to spent v'day wif dem but last min got other plans. Went to meet Bengnifer & co. ard 7plus. Cine KBox was full house thus we went to LYP Partyworld.
Flingy:: Wo hai shi ai ni de. Sorry for tat day. Well, at least i still hav u for half a day. *muackies*
Sat 11th.Feb
2475 gathering @ Beary's house wif xiaoguigui, buyi, naimei, jas, miko, debbie, zhuzai, keiko, yingying. Met Beary ard 2pm @ Amiralty mrt stn. Bought some food back for e girls. Den Beary, Miko and I started to prepare yu sheng and heat up e food while waiting for e rest to reach.
We had a salty lunch. Xiaoguigui and i happily happily add curry into our bee hoon thinking tat it wudnt be tat salty. Worst. And before we cud tell e rest, dey started doing tat too. *faints*
After lunch here comes our yu sheng. And our fave mochi icecream. Thanks Beary.
Entertained ourselves by watching Jay, Energy & S.H.E concert dvd and Jacky wu's variety prog. Helped Beary to choose a name for her new hamster. e lil hammy picked Xiao ke. Played UNO!! whEe~ still got my fave cartoon char - Eeyore. Lastly, our usual crazy photo-snapping. Took us almost an hour. Beary's mama helped us to snap snap but she gave up half way cos we too ma fan. The girls were doing all kinds of stupig pose wif any things they can find - flower pot, cheenapiang fan, debbie's special earrings - which is those deco for cny. Xiaoguigui and i jus sat dere waiting to pose only. LOL. Poor beary had to run here n dere to adjust and set e cam timer.
*self-declared no sch tmr*
Friday, February 10, 2006
Not so happy
Finally done wif MHR proj and left wif POMkting. 3 more weeks to exams.
Thur 9th.Feb
Went to do our POMkting interview wif e girls. Roamed ard in town. Mabel is very funny oso lo.. She wanted to buy bedroom slippers for a very lame reason - the floor is very cold in e morning. Wad can i say? She found e bedroom slippers she wanted but din buy afterall. Waste time. Took a long time to decide whr to go and ended up @ tamp kBox. K for ard 4hrs.
Wed 8th.Feb
Clubbing @ Club Momo wif Anne, Pauline & her sis - Adeline, Andy, Darren & co. 2nd time @ Momo but still don really like e ambience dere. Din really enjoyed myself thou. No kick at all i guess.
Mon 6th.Feb
MHR presentation. All i cud say was i was stunned by tat joker Mabel. For no reason or whatsoever, she jus burst out in laughter while she was delivering her speech. She really can laff anytime anywhere leh. Dots.
Its been some time since e groupie watched movie tgt. But we split into 2 grps. Nana, Anne, Mabel & me watched I Not Stupid Too whilst e guys - Da Sean, Andy, Darren, Chap watched Fearless. After movie met up wif e guys for dinner. Its a fastfood day. Had fastfood for 3 meals. Mac, Yoshinoya & LJS.
Later at night, met Robin for movie again - Fun with Dick and Jane.
Tot of making chocz but i tink its very stupig. And i tink i'll be very lazy. See my mood la.. Tiredness accumulating everyday. Needa catch more sleep. Tmr having a gathering wif my darlings 2475. My pineapple tarts!!
*rolls off to tattyland*
Thur 9th.Feb
Went to do our POMkting interview wif e girls. Roamed ard in town. Mabel is very funny oso lo.. She wanted to buy bedroom slippers for a very lame reason - the floor is very cold in e morning. Wad can i say? She found e bedroom slippers she wanted but din buy afterall. Waste time. Took a long time to decide whr to go and ended up @ tamp kBox. K for ard 4hrs.
Wed 8th.Feb
Clubbing @ Club Momo wif Anne, Pauline & her sis - Adeline, Andy, Darren & co. 2nd time @ Momo but still don really like e ambience dere. Din really enjoyed myself thou. No kick at all i guess.
Mon 6th.Feb
MHR presentation. All i cud say was i was stunned by tat joker Mabel. For no reason or whatsoever, she jus burst out in laughter while she was delivering her speech. She really can laff anytime anywhere leh. Dots.
Its been some time since e groupie watched movie tgt. But we split into 2 grps. Nana, Anne, Mabel & me watched I Not Stupid Too whilst e guys - Da Sean, Andy, Darren, Chap watched Fearless. After movie met up wif e guys for dinner. Its a fastfood day. Had fastfood for 3 meals. Mac, Yoshinoya & LJS.
Later at night, met Robin for movie again - Fun with Dick and Jane.
Tot of making chocz but i tink its very stupig. And i tink i'll be very lazy. See my mood la.. Tiredness accumulating everyday. Needa catch more sleep. Tmr having a gathering wif my darlings 2475. My pineapple tarts!!
*rolls off to tattyland*
Saturday, February 04, 2006
CNY outings
Thur 2nd.Feb (5th day of CNY)
Went to Chap's house for CNY visiting. His mommy was so nice. Prepared lunch for all of us. The dishes were yummy~ Anne, Hanjun, Da Sean, Darren & Chap took turns to play mahjong. While the rest of us played Blackjack. Never trust beginner's luck. First time gambled and i lost. The funny thing is most of the time, Nana & i got the same points. Combined forces wif her but both of us still lost. Andy's luck too powerful alr. Most of us lost to him.
Poor clumsy Nana bumped her head against sth hard early morning. Left her a hump and a wound on her forehead. Omg. She's getting more clumsy these days. Her hump her hump her hump~
Tue 31st.Jan (3rd day of CNY)
Went to ktv pub @ bq wif Nana, Chap, Darren, Andy & his frens, Xiao Sean & his fren - Andy. Played 5-10 and k-songs. Left ard 3plus. Darn tired. Reached home bathed but jus cudn't get to sleep cos my was spinning like mad. Slept @ ard 6am after chatting for awhile wif Wentao.Din go to sch e nex day.
I was kinda excited and looking forward
but things werent as expected thus i din go yesterday.
I cud have getta seeya today yet i cudn't bring myself to do tat.
I miss you so...
Went to Chap's house for CNY visiting. His mommy was so nice. Prepared lunch for all of us. The dishes were yummy~ Anne, Hanjun, Da Sean, Darren & Chap took turns to play mahjong. While the rest of us played Blackjack. Never trust beginner's luck. First time gambled and i lost. The funny thing is most of the time, Nana & i got the same points. Combined forces wif her but both of us still lost. Andy's luck too powerful alr. Most of us lost to him.
Poor clumsy Nana bumped her head against sth hard early morning. Left her a hump and a wound on her forehead. Omg. She's getting more clumsy these days. Her hump her hump her hump~
*Snap snap* in lecture room
Tue 31st.Jan (3rd day of CNY)
Went to ktv pub @ bq wif Nana, Chap, Darren, Andy & his frens, Xiao Sean & his fren - Andy. Played 5-10 and k-songs. Left ard 3plus. Darn tired. Reached home bathed but jus cudn't get to sleep cos my was spinning like mad. Slept @ ard 6am after chatting for awhile wif Wentao.Din go to sch e nex day.
Me. Nana. Chap. Darren
Rin & Me
Jie & Me
Sis & Me
Rin & Me
Jie & Me
Sis & Me
I was kinda excited and looking forward
but things werent as expected thus i din go yesterday.
I cud have getta seeya today yet i cudn't bring myself to do tat.
I miss you so...
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