Shorts updates on my last week of holidays.
Sun 2nd.AprWill be having family gathering at my grandma's house.
Sat 1st.AprHappy April's Fool Day.
Fri 31st.MarIt was a girls' nite but somehow turned out to be a "les" nite. All of us went gaga. Screaming and swaying away. Huggies and kisses. The girls are awesome. I still love
kaili's
cutesy lil tummy. Muahahah. Saw familiar faces -
shrimpy,
alfred & some polymates,
weizhi. Afterwhich we had supper. Chicken rice. Salad you tiao. Yummy !!
Reached home ard 6am and chatted wif shrimpy till 8am.
Thu 30th.MarStayed home to recharge battery. Managed to get myself to sleep ard 7am bcos of my spinning head. Lucky i was fine after the sleep. I din PUKE again ok !!
Mr Kang.
Wed 29th.MarSupposed to club wif
amber,
audrey,
dada & co. but i only getta see them at the entrance cos thot of looking for
sharon & co. first at the vip area den go over to phuture. Jus when sharon and i sat down, they keep asking us to drink. And wad a small world.
Valerie (weijie's cousin) was oso wif the groupie. Din really went to the dancefloor cos our heads were like spinning and spinning. High-ed. Puke-d. Sober-ed den supper-ed.
Was darn disappointed wif someone. But come to tink of it i don even hav the right anyway. I was equally disappointed wif myself at the same time. The consequences of an act of stupidity again. There wont be another time. It gonna be the
very last time.
Tue 28th.MarRotted at home.
Mon 27th.MarMet up wif my ex-colleague
Jessica. Accompanied her to shop along orchard and bugis but she din get anything except for a cute hello kitty sticker @ taka. While we were at bugis BK i saw "her" whom i hav not seen nor heard any news for years. Kinda shocked. I've been thinking if ever someday, i were to bump into "her" face-to-face, how wud we react? Tat wud be so weird. And i keep thinking tat isnt a good sign cos after so many years, still getta see "her" again. I jus got this bad feeling, am gonna bump into "her" again.
Never expect those lil gestures and conversations cud somehow affect my mood. However shar's reassurance did lighten my mood. I tot its jus another "thingy" but im having doubts about it now. Maybe am wrong about it when the time comes.
I mite have said things on impulse but i wont regret.
Things jus cudnt work out well and it never will, period!
JJ :: 你要的不是我
怎麼能忘時間多長
你快樂嗎想代替你回答
你知道嗎走了好遠
我才能去面對
這份牽掛沉默傷悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去輪廓
曾經給你的感動
只是情緒的波動
能給的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩飾不了我的笨拙
就連說話都會顫抖
我被遺忘在
你遺忘的角落
我被遺忘在你遺忘的角落
*rolls off to tattyland*