!!!!!!!!!

one of the worst days.

im getting stressed out.

i can't get things into my head.

emotions not in check.

dead tired.

*screams!

Xin qing bu hao

wo ji hu wang le na ci de dui hua.

bu xiao xin you du dao na ge gu shi.
du zhe du zhe... yan lei ye bu you zi zhu di liu le xia lai.
xin li hen nan guo.
xu duo hua mian ye jian jian di fu xian zai nao hai li.
sui ran bu shi xie shen me you qu huo jing cai gu shi
dan zhi zhi dou chu dong le xin li de tong.

ceng jing ni shi na me de rang wo yi lai zhe.
yi ge wo yong yuan ye bu hui wang ji de ta.
ke xi mei hao de dong xi wang wang bu chi jiu.
yuan lai hui yi zhen de hui sui zhe shi jian xiao shi de.
jin guan ta shi tian mei de hai shi ku se de
dou you xie xu de bu she.
you shang si hu ye bei shi jian cong dan le.
gan jue jiu shi shuo bu chu yi ge suo yi ran.

wo bu liao jie ni shuo le yi xie hua de yong yi.
geng bu xiang cheng ren zi ji de xin qing
hui sui zhe yao bai.
ye xu zui jin bei hao you de xin qing zuo you zhe
zi ji ye bei ying xiang dao le.
qing xu bu zhi zen me de.

you yi xie shi.
wo zhi dao.
ye hen qing chu.
jin guan ru ci wo hai shi xiang xin zhe.
yin wei xin ye hao xiang shi na me shuo de.
ye xu shi wo tai zhi zhuo le.

qi de na xie hua ma.

wo huai nian guo qu de yi qie.
ye xu mou yi tian...

Totally unexpected

Got home. bathed.
online and did my usual stuffs.
well... not sleepy yet so im here.

my friday. burnt.
the pink pill din work.
terrible cramps.

luckily it din affect my saturday.
so just as planned, met up with the polymates - catsy. qx. ivan. jason.
sushi-ed. shopped. slacked.
after which met up with sweet.
clubbed. wrong choice.
it was halloween.
the club was darn crowded.
spoilt mood. left after an hour.
went to chill and had supper. another spoil mood thingy.
sometimes when something bad happens, something good does happens too.
ta-dah! somehow it really made me smile.
from the heart.

and my sweetest.. you're awfully sweet. *loves*

Missing. the past

Energy's new album.
surviving still. surprisingly.
so far only like one song.

ain't the same anymore.

钢索

看不清你沉默的身影
距离藏着不说的秘密

不眠的玻璃
包住彼此的心
一开始 爱情就已不够透明

房间裏
太多寂寞拥挤
躲避 连神也猜不透的心

不愿在(先)放弃
这是无期徒刑
到最后只换来一生冷清

我们的爱像走钢索
谁犯错都要跌落
一步一步颤抖悬在空中
没有其他路走
我们的爱像走钢索
僵持太久不自由
没人愿意先说出口
看不到尽头
回头只剩寂寞

somehow energy always reminds me of 2475.
those days. so crazy yet wonderful. i really miss.

nevertheless its her i miss the most.
she and the retarded deli potato
the yakun addiction
the lil surprises for each other
supposed to enjoy energy's concert
but did dumb dumb things entertaining each other instead
the silly balloons thingy
and the list goes on and on...

yong si nian zhao ni, zhi yao yi shun jian

but we just aren't the same anymore.

If You Only Knew

Look into my eyes
Why are you blind to what is clear
All that I need is simple to see
but you turn cold and I turn weak
Words in the night. Don’t come out right
Now that you think I’m so unkind
I don’t know when, how it began
but I know I can’t stand this pain

Cause if you only knew (Only knew)
For you all that I’ll do (All that I do)
I’d give it all away (All away)
To have you in my life always

Lost feeling unsure
Everything flashes in a blur
Trying to smile so in denial
All of this time will be worthwhile
Passing the time. Nothing seems right
I walk around with my head up high
Hanging with friends time and again
Waiting for all of this to end

Cause if you only knew (If you only knew)
For you all that I’ll do (All that I do)
I’d give it all away (Give it all away)
To have you in my life always
But if you only knew

Sweetie, it’s so hard to express how I feel
I could never find the words to say how much I love you
One day I hope you’ll see
Darling I wish I could erase
This pain I have just won’t go away
Cause if you only knew (If you only knew)
For you all that I’ll do (All that I do)
I’d give it all away (All away)
To have you in my life always
But if you only knew
If you only knew, if you only knew
If you only knew
If you only knew.

Shagged out

Saturday.

totally crazy.

sweet and me.

the night owls definitely can't sleep early
nor wakie in the wee hours like 4am?!

met up with sweet late at night.
chill-ed.
breakfast-ed.

then off to work for a one day event.
the great eastern women 10k marathon.
as early as 530am.

kinda busy throughout the whole event
hence time seemed to pass very fast.

and after the event
all i wanted was my bed.
my legs ached.
totally shagged.


and i practically spent my sunday
SLEEPING!

sleep too much makes you tired too.
overdosed of sleep.

*yawns

Kuishin-bo ladies' night

Wednesday.

buffet dinner-ed with my ladies.

beary and i were practically stuffing ourselves with salmon and more salmon.

and of cos my fave chawanmushi.

*yummielicious*

*ceng-ed*




im glad everything turned out fine at the end of the day.

Ktv madness

Saturday.

ktv-ed for almost 7 hours.

6 of us - sweet. annadol. yahloon. reuben. xiong.

cam-whored. played games. crapped.

ended the day with a sin-full brekkie.

********* ********* ********* ********* *********

15th.oct. 15th.oct. 15th.oct.
the date jus seems so familiar.
wads with 15th.oct?
felt as if i've forgot something important today
but i jus can't figure out.

That's When I Love You

i like this song.

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
That look that u give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
No matter what

Boring friday

Its friday! and im stuck at home tonight
sooooo bored.
thanks to my poor time management.

at least not staying home the whole day.
dinner-ed with family.
small celebration for sis' birthday.

peektures snapped on last friday with sweet.



finished the whole series of why why love.
its really addictive.
and after corner* with love i shall stop youtubing for the time being.

the exams are attacking again!

*roars

Whiny day

Day out with sweet.

the heart-to-heart chat.

hours of bitching whining session.
me and her. i ain't the only one whining.
its just never-ending.
mentally strained.

what's the definition of bliss?

sometimes it really takes a lot of courage to make a decision.
especially when its something against your will
and you just don have a choice.

we realised retail therapy really helps.
tats the only time when we weren't disturbed by all our troubles.
sweet and i were indulged in the dresses.
its never enough. whee~


the peektures say it all.
yes. 3 successful snaps only.
it was a bad day to cam-whore.
our expressions either looked too stiff or too fake.

i need a good night sleep now!