deres so much ... in life.

人生難得是歡聚﹐唯有別離多 ……

離別是沒得練習的。

人生的乍然離別﹐常常殺我們一個措手不及。
有誰能夠為離別練習呢﹖
倘若可以練習﹐便不會有那麼多的眼淚和思念。

My eyelids felt so heavy

Happy Burfday to Stephie Sis!!

Superbly tired yet dun feel like sleeping. Had a simple yet fruitful saturday.

Planned to go club momo wif Vivi & co. but aint in e rite state to club so i gave it a miss. Bet am gonna fall asleep dere after a drink or two. Had a good laugh while watching e korean drama. RAIN is cuteee. dan yan pi nan sheng hen mi ren.

Went to town wif Flingie on friday. Lunchie @ cine pastamania. spicy chic wif melted cheese. *yummy* "Thanks" to flingie. argh. i wont let such 'transformation' happen again. Had retail therapy. in fact it was for Desmy's gf. Shopped for hours jus for 3 items. bought a denim skirt (zara), matching top (mango) & bikini (maameemoo). Energy totally drained out after having dinner. jus wanna faster get done wif e third item. Its the first time i felt happy-yet-not-so-enjoy shopping. Well at least we got sth for ourselves too. heh heh. Went back to tamp to mit Wentao & co. for movie after "mission completed". its a treat from Desmy to compensate Flingie and my aching legs. hahas. nice deal.

Flingie: bad news. he's going overseas every month. madness >.<

nites peeps.

middle of e nite. boring

5.11am:
Morning!! everyone still in their dreamland ya? lucky deres lesbie rae & lazy bum on msn chatting wif me. i slept ard 10plus till 4am. before tat i was taking my nap den wakie for dinner. my bio clock is totally turned upside down. duh.

xiaoguigui jus wakie. shes enjoying herself in japan. feasting her eyes on cuties in tokyo. LOL

Went Black on wed wif my gers. Silly Vivi and Lesbie Rae. It has been a very longgg time since we last went clubbing tgt. While Vivi and i were walking into Pacific Plaza silly ger reali never fail to stun me on each clubbing session. She nearly bua bua si dis time. Too bad i din snap it down. Nvm. Nex time sure got more stunts from her. Reached ard 12am but left after an hour or so. Jus when we reached Rae titi asked us to ta cos we were late. Vivi had 4 1/2 whilst i only had 3 1/2 glasses of my fave vodka fruit punch/ribena. It got us feeling so terribly bloated. Not long lata Vivi disappeared to e toilet for quite some time so we decided to look for her.

Vivi was PUKING!!

Its a rare sight. the reasons she gave were due to tiredness and she seldom clubs & drinks now. Headed to Swensen's for supper since black is boring and Vivi cmi alr. After supper, Vivi puked again. She reali gotta train up its so unlike her. ^^

Thou dere were only e 3 of us we still had a great time crapping and bitching again. Having a whole lot of fun and laughters like before. Hopefully dere will be more meet ups like how we used to in e past.

i miss my gers .vivi .rae .winnie .joey .kimmy

rotting away

11.30am:
for days i've been turning in as 'early' as 5am and wakie as early as 9am =.= den i'll take late evening naps for 4hrs? omg. am actuali sleeping veri lil and sleeping at e wrong time. and my cranky peeps tot am MIA'ing. Hahas. when am online u guys are either sleeping or outside.

Nana. Maris. Anne. Pauline: i've yet to hav e chance to send u e pix. e pix are rotting.
Anne: i wan e pix we took @ sentosa!!

am rotting my hols away. seriously. e new timetable is out. afternoon classes. morning class on sat only. dead. i'd rather hav morning classes thou smt its kinda hard to get my arse outta bed in e morning but i feel so sleepy during afternoon classes. totally not in e mood for classes. zhe me ban? afternoon classes... sigh-ed. well.. anyway am left wif less den 2wks to rot my hols away. Ktv is getting boring too. Too much k sessions alr. And i hav decided to visit e library wif flingie one of dis days. Hahas. I noe its unbelievable but i wanna read e chinese short stories written by zhang xiao xian. Recommended by flingie. its nice and interesting.

2.57pm:

hmmm.. jus had bread for breakfast cum lunch. sick of maggi. so bored. waiting for Lesbie Rae and Silly Vivi to wakie. Finally. Hav not mit up wif her ever since shes backie from her tw trip.

received a mission from mr.desmy. am gg shopping on fri. hohoho.. but its not veri exciting either. at least got myself sth to do.

0h ya.. lately i've been sticking to my tv. Deres dis korean drama caught my attention. Full house - 浪漫滿屋. comedy cum romance. its bout a internet novelist loses her luxury home to a celebrity. to regain her property she strikes a deal wif him - marriage contract for 6mths. dey gradually fall in love during dis period of time. hah. lotsa funny incidents happened. and e guy's superbly attitude alwaz pissed her off. overall its sweet & nice~

On e-news i saw energy introducing HK disneyland. kinda fun. but e main pt is eg. kunda has goatie. lol. kawaii neh. He Junxiang (xiaomei) is getting more pop huh? e-news has been featuring news on him. tvbs is showing 2 tw idol drama series of his - 惡魔在身邊 & 惡男宅急電. and hes having alot of tong gao. =.=

Wanted to find kunda's latest pix but ended up wif these..

-賀軍翔- he looks so much beta wif his new hairstyle


Energy


Milk wif his new hairstyle *shuai*

Din see carol online for days and... i decided to 'steal' some of e pix tat she had uploaded in her bloggie album.

8.09pm:
argh. sth is wrong wif my 無名小站 (wretch blog). else i cud jus upload all e pix onto the photo album dere rather den resizing and editing e pix. its so tiring.. *yawns

Pix taken on Buyiii and my bday celebration

9.13pm:
backie from dinner. cup noodles. but its not nissin =.= okie.. its time to pom pom and off to mit my gers.

零

從來不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞還有一些疲憊
不允許他人隨意進入我的零度空間
寧願孤獨懶得再去想誰
兩個人一起是否只是得到一種安慰
掙脫過去然後忘記一切
沒想過有天我的結局忽然全部改變
誰會抓住我的無力雙臂

怎麼會哭 (誰錯誰對為誰抱歉)
不會再哭 (誰錯誰對為誰憔悴)

走入零度空間等到一切分裂
就算愛的危險我們一起面對

來不及的防備沒聽過的誓言
要我怎麼學會多了愛的明天

走出零度空間終於一切分裂
就算愛的很累我卻不會後悔

放下所有防備一切都無所謂
逃出黑暗世界開始新的明天

新的明天
新的世界

Headache is killing me

Happy Burp Day to Maobu Baobao !!!

Went ktv @ cine wif e cranky peeps. Had retro k-session during intervals. Lagi best is e "Jiu huan ru meng". LMAO. Finally had supper wif Supper Queen. Hahas. She cant kikigio i din supper wif her now. Slack-ed @ somerset s11 till lost track of time. Head-ed hm ard 6am =.=

Results were released ytd instead of 16th. The sch is efficient. Mus be Da Sean kip pestering dem for results. Lol.. Before e results are out, he alr happily happily refreshed e page for quite some time to prevent it from LAGGING. Duh~

I PASSED ALL!! Phew~ So worried for my POM paper initially. NO supp for any of us. whEe~

My belov-ed flingie is BACK. Hahas. She mus hav misses me lotsa. Its been a week since we last met. Am not hinting u. Am telling u, NANA TAN to mit ur cutesy flingy asap.

Tired yet not sleepy. I got a bad headache now. HOW TO SLEEP?!!!!!

I hate you for making me mad
I hate you for damping my mood
I hate you for making me tear-ed
I hate you for appearing on my mind so often
I hate you for making me feel so stupig
I hate you more den anything else
But when i saw ur smile...
I forgot all bout e hatred and unhappiness
Will you promise to smile and be happy everyday?

Dream vs Reality

I cudnt help but to laugh at my stupidity and blurness.

I woke up thinking tat today is 24th December becos of my crazy sweet dream. When i woke up, i was still in a confusion. Kept thinking so hard wad happened after we left e place. Only after a few minutes den i realised its only a dream. Duh. Murder-ed my brain cells for nth. It was a sweet dream.. of Mr.B and my sec sch classmates - Macvis and Geokfang. Jus sudd dreamt of dem whom i'd lost contact wif for so long alr. How i wish e dream wud last longer..

Planned to go ktv but ended up being a pilot. Reali veri tired. Sorry peeps.

Results will be out on e 16th instead of 15th. *Pray hard* No supp!!

Flingie is coming back from her HK trip. Yippie~ *miss miss

Snapp-ed alot of pix wif my 2475 darlings. Shall upload it when am not so lazy.

Deres so much to say yet am loss of words when i face you. And its definitely not e right time. I dunno whth its right or wrong. Neither wud i noe whth i will regret in future. I jus think tat it will be beta dis way. At least for me. Wad bout you......

Big Thankies to My Lovees

Thankies to my groupie who celebrated for me and to all who wished me. Be it sms-es, msn, testi-es, bloggie taggie, calls and Magmag's special mms.

Muackies Flingie Nana for e bday song. (^,^)

Received sms-es from my lovely sweeties, Yan, Debbie, my sis Gwen, Doggie, Buyi Baobao, Fiona, Carol, Tony, Zhizhong, Jinghui, Sampson, Beng, Wanhua, Amos, Chap, Delia Hubby, Lingwee, Anne, Pauline, Royie, Marilyn aiai, Kristine, Tri, Shikai, Buddy Ray......

Msn from Hanjun, Shrimp, Xiao Sean, Seng, Jas, Zhuzai, Sweetie Rin, Mabel, Kok yeow, Lyn, Jason, Kaili, Sharon, Baobei Stephie, Da Sean......

Had a greaaattt nite @ Black wif my groupie and frens. Helena, Marilyn, Anne, Pauline, Mabel, Da Sean, Hanjun, Andy, Chap, Sophia, Diana, Gan, Sampson, Jiefeng & Kidd.
Thankies for e cake and pressies. And...

Nana: Ur greatly appreciated. Glad u went thou u were so reluctant to club. And... u did a great job for not being e "pole". Dere's one more bday for dis hols.

Maris: My podium kaki. We did it again. (^.^)V

Anne: U finally went black wif us!! Its so diff to pull u along.

Pauline: AhhHhh!! I had a crazy nite wif u. Muack. My new-found podium kaki.

Da Sean: Am wow-ed. U had great boogie moves. Another podium kaki.

Soph: Another great clubbing and bitching session wif u again.

Jiefeng: Thanks for ur graveyard thou its simply yuckie. Enuff of it.

Thanks Magmag. Esp e other mms tat made me wHee~


The bitchielicious trinity


My lovely bitches


Aiai and Me :: Nose kissing wif whipped cream




The cranky crappielicious groupie


Sucha "pretty" face. Thanks to Anne & Pauline -_-"


Andy ... Da Tou ... Da S ... Chap


My notti ger -Sophia-


Maris :: Soph :: Evie :: Nana


The crazielicious cutesies


Peace. No more pinch-and-scratch fight again


Boogie boogie


The freaking high-ed duo. Chap = Duracell


*evidence* Chap was busy sms-ing after someone left

Our Candielicious shots...

Thanks for everything!!



P.S. Went tanning with the clique on the day before the celebration. That's why all of us look so tanned and burnt. LOL.

Its my Burp Day!!

Exams are OVER!! Finally. In fact, i wasnt in e right mood for exams. Emotions taken me over. Distracted. Tinks jus cudnt get right into my head. Kinda struggled thru. Esp POM. Hope dere wont be any supp.

15th September... is a dreadful day. Results will be released. Best of luck to my groupie and me.

Tot thru things tat hav been bothering me all dis while. I still cudnt make up my mind so i decided to giv myself another time frame. Yes. It kips dragging. Convincing myself everything is worthwhile and giving myself all kinds of reasons i cud tink of but now its e last i cud find. Hopefully i will stick to it dis time if notink goes wrong. Well.. I admit am flicker mind-ed. Sometimes my decisions solely depend on my mood. I may change my mind e nex moment. My moodswings come and go as and when it like.

Hav i been missing out too much over dis matter? Yet at times i tink tat i wud hav missed much more if arent for dis.

Wad will be, will be.

The ger made a bdae wish last year.
Her wish was realised half.
Shes wishing for the other half to come true.
Someday.

"Xiang xin bi jiao xing fu" >> thanx Yan dearie. Wait for my good news.

I cherish those days and every single moment of it
I miss ur smiles and laughters
I wanna share my happiness and joy wif u
I wanna hav u by my side during my downs
I wanna and always be ur only lil'happy ger.

-i heart u-

After MIA-ing for god-noes-how-long..
I've came to realize the kind of bonds we shared
Deres always U to make the effort to keep us going
Glad i din realize it too late. My sweetie Beary

Am looking forward to 2475 reunion

I reali hope to see Lyn. So miss her
I hope and pray for tat day to come.

*rolls off to my lil tattyland*