Exams stress.

Its the exam period again.

31st.may to 2.june

cant wait for it to be over fast.

All the best peeps. and study superbly hard for the papers.

*back to mugging*

Soiled.Agitated.Madness.

Watched The Da Vinci Code at Great World City. Caught the 6pm slot. Almost 150 minutes.

I don even look like 16? Hahas.

Nana had read the book alr so I wasnt really kept in suspense cos she had told me who's the baddie, wad the nex scene wld be and the ending. Did enjoy the show except for tat "psychotic" scene.

During movie Flingy soil-ed unknowingly. Her bad habit is coming back. Few days back was sweets. Not once but twice in a day. Haiz.

After movie went for dinner-supper. The best part of it was the language thingy and making jokes outta it. Darn hilarious.

Yeh jor thin: Mingdelaba. Jayzoo. Jayzootimbatei. Hotei. Mahobu. Megnetpiedui!meh. Tadtar.

Clever Flingy and me. ROFL.

I wonder if SES is doing well. I missed my girlies and loving you always.

Last but not least...

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Jiangjiang~~~

:: Pix-of-the-day ::

Proudly present our ban hua (class beauty). Miss Mei Nuu. Spotted and snapped by Nana. She loves to sing and always has unlimited cold jokes to share. Has a pair of teeny weeny eyes. Very helpful and hardworking. Single and available. Shi shang jue zhong de hao "nuu ren". Chimpy is one of Mei Nuu's admirers. Don be shy to befriend wif her, she's very friendly. Ok. This is crazy. Thanks Chap. ^o^

3.49am. *yawns*

He's always there. Mei you li kai guo.

*rolls off to tattyland*

Not in a good mood.

Yes. Nowadays am jus plain lazy to blog. And nothing interesting to blog bcos everyday is jus a routine-d school day. Ok. I'll be real slow in updating cos am chatting on msn and on the phone.

Thu 18th.May
Went to Isetan private sales wif Nana, Kaili & Karen. Darn. Hungry-ed and somemore got alot of people. Kinda stuffy. Ok. I did put on a black face for a short short while. Sorry girls. Nana and I went into the wrong queue -_-" No wonder the queue don seems to move at all. After 3hrs of shopping finally can have dinner at Han's.

Mon 15th.May
Last monday went K wif Nana for nearly 5ive hours. Thanks to sis for getting special rates for us. Some Kbox outlets have changed their charges - 1 drink can only sing for 2 hours. Wth.

After all this while.. Well, it was so much beta to say it out rather than avoiding and stuffs. I do listen to others' opinions but convincing me is another thingy. Am not escaping from the reality. I can say am more clear than anyone else about it but maybe somehow am not convinced. Subconsciously, I think differently. Am jus plain stubborn. The problem lies wif me. Sometimes I regretted wad I've said and wanted to do sth about it. However my pride doesnt allow. I noe this time is for real. Many times I asked myself if this was the best way out. Some said I was right in my move. I oso tot it was good initially but sometimes its a torment.

Am greatly disturbed. Have been avoiding it for a couple of months and now the thingy snowballed. Given to others, wld u react jus like how I did? I tot I over-reacted but I don see any wrong for being upset, annoyed, frustrated, irritated, pissed-off. Any word tat cld describe my exasperation over tat thingy. If it was a white one I think I definitely wldn't got so worked up but its a soiled one. Darn. Even after ranting about it for days am still so agitated. Arrrghhhh.

I haven get over it. Close to hatred.

Anyway tmr will be watching The Da Vinci Code. Woots~

Its 3.24am alr. See!! Slow rite?!

Ok. Chimpy and Chap stop nagging. Updated alr.

*rolls off to tattyland*

End of projects.

Skipped three days of sch to do my BIS project. Stayed up the whole nite to complete the webby and a one-page report. Its a torment to face the comp for almost 24hrs. Hopefully nex sem wont have such project again. So nice of daddy to send me to sch else i'd be very late.

Finally left wif OTQM. Finished my part. Left wif the compilation.

Sat 6th.May
Mabel's birthday celebration @ pasir ris park. BBQ.

Supposed to be there ard 8pm but only reached at 9plus cos it was raining cats and dogs. Not a good choice to go to the park because everywhere got puddles of water and muddy.

Cabbed home wif Nana ard 2am.

I made my statement too early. I shudn't have.
And now i start to shun away.

A not-so-good day.

A moody day. Tired. Aching legs.

Tmr is this-is-yet-another-pissing-off OTQM lesson but i shall stay away from it to get my webby started. Yes. Finally am getting started bcos i hav to and i mus. It's due on nex wed.

This otqm lecturer really loves to pop stunt. Last tue lesson was cancelled last min bcos noone was informed tat the lesson has been changed to the morning. This has never happened till him. And i really wondered how many wud go online everyday to check the timetable when you had printed out ur timetable. He best liao lo.. Got replacement class which means that he wud eat up one of our pathetic study week (which is always not more than 5 days). Once, he even forgot tat he hav lesson wif us. And we hafta wait for him for almost 45mins. He wasted 45mins of our lesson time and still happily happily ended the lesson almost an hour earlier. Of all the lecturers, he really very stunt-ful. Aarrghh.

Wed 3rd.May
Momo-ed wif the girls - .nana .kylie .karen .catherine

I wudnt say momo was terrific but wif the girls around was definitely a great one. The stupig motive. Nana. Kiss. Knights. And the ultimate one - Kaili. Tat got all of us LOL.

Club-hopped. MOS. Mac brekkie.

They made my nite.

It wasnt jus another nite.
Things jus happened unexpectedly

And I found myself struggling within.

A day i used to love and anticipate

But changes made me hate it till tat very day.

Am falling in love wif it once again.

*rolls off to tattyland*

Lazy long weekend

It was nice to not have OTQM lesson on a sleepy saturday morning and BIS bcos of monday blues. I was glad to stay home on a sunday nite. And soon i'll be dead bcos of my BIS project. Oh well.. The webbie and tatty bears.

I planned to wakie early and go for a jog. Yes. I want to do some workout. Well, i din hear my alarm for the past 2 mornings. Today i did but! i went back to sleep bcos it almost 9 and the sun is shining bright and hot - i don wanna be burnt. OK. Tao was right. Getting myself outta bed early morning is already a very big problem, not to mention getting my lazy bones to work out.

Tmr is OTQM. The annoying-irritating-boring lecture.

*rolls off*

Slacking thru.

2 k-sessions in 4 days. Thanks to Nana's idea. Guess she had satisfied her crave for ktv.

Celebrated Kimmy's birthday celebration @ momo last wed. For the first time i enjoyed myself there bcos NO trance. Shall upload the pix when i get them from silly Vivi.

2 more weeks to BIS project deadline. Hafta design a simple webby. Have the concepts but i've not started on it. I dunno what has webby design gotta do wif mgt studies!? I tot i wudnt hafta touch any stuff related to IT again. Argh.

Last sem POMkt'ing lec was bad enuff but this sem got sth worst. OTQM. Pissed off wif his lec. Draw draw and draw but information not clear at all. Messy handwriting. The tutorial can take up almost half of the lesson but discussed ONE question only when there's at least 4, 5 qns for each tutorial. What the ... ?

Addicted to the fish soup @ TM.

Happy Birthday to 2475 April's babies !!

:: Beary, Xiaoguigui, Xinzhen & Chuying ::

*rolls off*

Ooh~ school again.

First week of school so far so boring. Another 2 months of routine-d sch days again. Projects and datelines given out alr. About 5ive more weeks only !!

Lunch'ing before school makes me so sleepy. Plus boring theory lectures. This is very bad.

The best thing of morning classes is having breakfasts at clementi market. I miss the chicken wings and the Le Le mi fen (tats wad flingy named it).

Tuning back my bio-clock.

Coming to an end of holidays.

Shorts updates on my last week of holidays.

Sun 2nd.Apr
Will be having family gathering at my grandma's house.

Sat 1st.Apr
Happy April's Fool Day.

Fri 31st.Mar
It was a girls' nite but somehow turned out to be a "les" nite. All of us went gaga. Screaming and swaying away. Huggies and kisses. The girls are awesome. I still love kaili's cutesy lil tummy. Muahahah. Saw familiar faces - shrimpy, alfred & some polymates, weizhi. Afterwhich we had supper. Chicken rice. Salad you tiao. Yummy !!

Reached home ard 6am and chatted wif shrimpy till 8am.

Thu 30th.Mar
Stayed home to recharge battery. Managed to get myself to sleep ard 7am bcos of my spinning head. Lucky i was fine after the sleep. I din PUKE again ok !! Mr Kang.

Wed 29th.Mar
Supposed to club wif amber, audrey, dada & co. but i only getta see them at the entrance cos thot of looking for sharon & co. first at the vip area den go over to phuture. Jus when sharon and i sat down, they keep asking us to drink. And wad a small world. Valerie (weijie's cousin) was oso wif the groupie. Din really went to the dancefloor cos our heads were like spinning and spinning. High-ed. Puke-d. Sober-ed den supper-ed.

Was darn disappointed wif someone. But come to tink of it i don even hav the right anyway. I was equally disappointed wif myself at the same time. The consequences of an act of stupidity again. There wont be another time. It gonna be the very last time.

Tue 28th.Mar
Rotted at home.

Mon 27th.Mar
Met up wif my ex-colleague Jessica. Accompanied her to shop along orchard and bugis but she din get anything except for a cute hello kitty sticker @ taka. While we were at bugis BK i saw "her" whom i hav not seen nor heard any news for years. Kinda shocked. I've been thinking if ever someday, i were to bump into "her" face-to-face, how wud we react? Tat wud be so weird. And i keep thinking tat isnt a good sign cos after so many years, still getta see "her" again. I jus got this bad feeling, am gonna bump into "her" again.

Never expect those lil gestures and conversations cud somehow affect my mood. However shar's reassurance did lighten my mood. I tot its jus another "thingy" but im having doubts about it now. Maybe am wrong about it when the time comes.

I mite have said things on impulse but i wont regret.
Things jus cudnt work out well and it never will, period!

JJ :: 你要的不是我

怎麼能忘時間多長
你快樂嗎想代替你回答
你知道嗎走了好遠
我才能去面對
這份牽掛沉默傷悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去輪廓
曾經給你的感動
只是情緒的波動
能給的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩飾不了我的笨拙
就連說話都會顫抖
我被遺忘在
你遺忘的角落
我被遺忘在你遺忘的角落

*rolls off to tattyland*