Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Twins ♥

你不是好情人


我知 你想走 因愛得我未夠
明知 你覺得玩厭時候
萬樣借口 曾聽你 說我姊妹過分賣力
便是愛盡頭 這種愛 沒法接受

我知 沒了電 因你一向善變
明顯 我信得到愛情後便大過天
誰知你 懶去檢點
我像賣藝 賣盡我笑臉
原諒也徒然 我太犯賤
你未道別便愛多天

痛恨你這情人非好情人
你閒來出手勾引 如今教我驚震
被你熱吻是狂賣性感
夢中情人極好品
我誤信我靠真心改變緣份
我也真太笨 (就是被狂吻) 無能為力也苦吻 (情人同樣變心)

已經 沒眼 戀愛非錯便對
明知 與你相戀多長命
亦未會娶 曾聽說 你那顆心愛定事業
現在有著誰其實當玩具
偶爾玩累 再遇玩具便會想追

我讓我得到卻未到
令我更相信漫遊花都無芳草 我哭泣喝著醋


黑色喜劇


甚麼都好好單單只是我不好 隨便行路 亦會走到去絕路
情侶漫步 最後剩低我一人去走 正路

你要在大街當作路人才拋下我
謝絕悲觀 還像我麼

如果這叫悲劇 我演過 人黑黑到幾時告知我

曾做什麼 承受惡果 但我卻從未殺人 又未放火
如果這叫喜劇 也不錯

明明失戀 卻使我娛樂過
內裡荒謬太多 我也好歹拍過拖
喜劇人生 不枉過
愁眉便鎖 猶如命數 考我
什麼的恩恤都可感動我哭泣 你偏要講 沒有必要去復合
除了禮物 快樂自尊什麼都喪失 那日

我算好 就算好
未夠好 未最好
趣劇也未狂煲 從未試過控訴 但其實也都遲早


多謝失戀


回頭是場空 大地回冬 初分手數天 總會痛
仍然在途中 只好相信 雨過後有彩虹
曾落空 先知我 因為愛 曾經多英勇
曾為愛上你面紅 夠我閉上大門 在慶功
全靠當天喜歡過錯的人
今天先會 自我解窘
明白小小的失戀 不害人
更加添我 成熟感
無法一起都總算 愛過些人
借過你體溫 練習擁吻
留下你合照細望 才知道
我跟他人 更合襯

從前學年中 自命情種 一出手 愛得比較重
來年換時空 應該長進 再愛定更鬆容
曾撞板 先知我 因為愛 曾經多失控
回望過去也面紅 愛上你似漫遊 外太空
全靠當天喜歡過 錯的人
今天先會 自我解窘
明白小小的失戀不害人
更加添我 成熟感
無法一起都總算愛過些人
借過你體溫 練習擁吻
留下你合照細望 才知道
我跟他人 更合襯

全靠當天喜歡過 錯的人
今天先會 自我解窘
無論初戀多麼的 感動人
更好的愛 前面等
無法一起都總算 愛過些人
借過你體溫 練習擁吻
明白要讓我這樣 年輕過
至懂得誰最 合襯

Thursday, April 01, 2010

紫玫瑰

紫玫瑰 (Roseate-Love)



梁文音 :: 愛一直存在


那天我揚起帆 想看看未知的海
心裡很多話想說 說不出來
雖然我臉上看不出來

天空一樣蔚藍 卻換了多少雲彩
那時的你讓我幸福百分百
是否為我等待

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想SAY GOODBYE
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

站在你的門外 我決心不再徘徊
心裡很多話想說 說不出來
但我想你一定都明白

時間過的好快 想念卻不曾更改
現在的你是否幸福百分百
我應該怎麼猜

愛一直存在


梁文音 :: 哭過就好了


不喜歡懷疑什麼 並不表示我沒有感受
看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同
我不是生氣 只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了 但越解釋越覺得難過
你可以說人會變 但不能說
你會這麼做 是我的錯

哭過就好了 傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨
愛是為了擁抱 為了牽手
不是為了爭吵 為了調頭

哭過就好了 痛都會走的
記憶有限所以它會淘汰壞的
失眠聽歌想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣 卻不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上 某個地方

Friday, March 26, 2010

Where is she?

Life is getting so monotonous. Passing life day by day. The only day that I look forward to is Sunday when I can really sleep, sleep and sleep. Then it's the start of the weekly routine again. Monday tired. Tuesday boring. Wednesday finally in the mid week. Thursday one more day to the weekends. Friday no mood for work + shagged. Saturday energy recharge 50%. Sunday finally!

Maybe I should need to do something about it.

And I seem to be losing touch with my friends (especially those close ones). I'm becoming very antisocial and lazy to hang out with friends. Have I been living in my own world? I seem nonchalant to everything around me. I'm losing the 'kpo' attitude (updating myself with what my friends are up to lately). I'm losing myself.

I'm kind of guilty when I read an email from my bestie. And I felt alot after reading it. Many thoughts flooded my mind. Yes. Though we haven't been contacting for some time, I've never forgotten about her. Afterall, my secondary school life was interesting and crazy, partly because of her. Those days were really memorable. Not like we went through alot, but at least we managed to pull through those unhappy and down times together. We had our fair share of laughter and fun together as well. And probably she's one of the very few who really understands me. I really hope for the best for her and she'll be blissful always.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Vicious cycle

Sometimes when I choose to keep quiet, not because it doesn't matter. But what's the point of voicing it out? Even if so, it might not work out anyway. Yes. I know it's not always the case for all. But I'm sick and tired of going through all the crap again and again. It's a cycle. Maybe some kind of persistent flu virus that bug you for some time. Getting yourself in some crap. Then got all so troubled over it. And you keep thinking about it. Thinking of all the 'what-ifs', 'what's-nots', 'if-onlys' and blah blah blah. The possible solutions, consequences or maybe you even thought of running away from the problem. That's not all. There's side effects like losing appetite or sleep. Or maybe even cry yourself to sleep. Wake up and the first thing that came to your mind was the "problem" and your day repeat itself again.

Then at one point of time you start questioning yourself, "Why should I be the one going through all the emotional and mental torment? Do I deserve all these?". No. You think that you don't deserve all those but you still continue to let yourself drown in sorrow. Then here comes the struggle between the heart and mind. The mind is usually more rational but the heart gets all stubborn and doesn't listen to the mind.

And, I haven't even mention the part when your friends come in. They lend you a listening ear, console and give advices. You know they meant well. But you just ignore it. And you start to rant all over again and again and again for 971346285 times. And your bestest friends go over the process with you again and again and again. Aren't our friends great? That's what are friends for!

Do such symptoms happen to you, be it friendship/relationship problems? Just only visualising the whole process, I'm sick of it already. But you just can't get outta this. Unless, you don't feel a thing. That's part and parcel of life.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Movie marathon-ed again

It's been quite some time since I last tried movie marathon-ing.


Remember Me.
The beginning was quite boring.
And I almost doze off.
But the later half of the movie was much better.
I'm so envious of the little sister (Caroline).
She had sucha doting brother (Tyler).



Kidnapper (绑匪).

Movie Synopsis:
A woman who loses her husband is called a widow.
A man who loses his wife is called a widower
A child who loses his parents is called an orphan
What do you call a parent who loses his child?

Kidnapper tells the story of a father who defies all odds and moves heaven and earth to rescue his kidnapped son. In the process, he gives up everything in his life to raise the ransom, only to discover that the nefarious kidnapper wants even more money. Unable to raise the second ransom, Lim descends into madness as grief and self-doubt overwhelms him. His own morals were threatened when he flirts with the dark side in desperate attempt to get his son…

I thought this was really good.
Was darn gan chiong while watching.
The sound effects also startled me a little.
Kelvin Tong's film ain't that bad (remember his Rule #1?) .
It's really something different for a local production.
Go watch this!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Failure. It's Not The End.

Though failed again, but I'm not gonna give up.
I've tried my best but not at my very best. I could be better.
No doubt, there's a tinge of disappointment.
On a happier note, I wasn't as "traumatised" as the previous encounters.
In fact, I felt more encouraged and motivated.
The feeling was really indescribable.
I'll definitely put in more effort the next time.
And in the meantime, I'll prepare myself for the next battle.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Randomness @ KBox

Thursday 11th.March




Gathering cum pre-birthday celebration for Jean.

Happy Birthday Jean!

Monday, March 08, 2010

Alice In Wonderland


I seriously never read Alice In Wonderland before. My impression of this story since young was about a girl named Alice who wandered around in Wonderland and her many adventures. Even so, I was never keen to read up or know more about it. True enough, I'm not the least awed by the movie. In fact, I was kinda disappointed with the movie. I guess I had expected too much. Yes. No wonder I missed this out during my childhood days.

Friday, March 05, 2010

I Don't Care

2NE1 :: I Don't Care


[CL]
hey playboy
its about time
and your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
that's the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
ni otgise mudeun ripseutigeun naneun jeoldaero yongseomotae
maeil harue susipbeon kkeojyeoinneun haendeupon
byeonhaji anheulgeotman gata oh oh

[Dara]
geujeo chinguraneun sumanheun yeojachingu
nal ttokgachi saenggakhajima I won't let it fly
ije nimamdaerohae nan miryeoneul beorillae
hanttae jeongmal saranghaenneunde oh

[CL]
gakkeumssik sure chwihae jeonhwalgeoreo jigeumeun saebyeok daseossiban
neon tto dareun yeojaui ireumeul bulleo no

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
dareun yeojadeurui darireul humchyeoboneun
niga neomuneomu hansimhae
maeil ppaenonneun keopeulling na mollae han sogaeting
deoisang motchameulgeotgata oh oh oh

[Dara]
neon jeoldae aniraneun sumanheun nauichingu
neon neukdaeran chingudeulkkaji tailleotjiman
charari holgabunhae neoege nan gwabunhae
nae sarangira mideonneunde oh oh

[CL]
oneuldo bappeudago malhaneun neo hoksina jeonhwahaebwatjiman
yeoksi dwieseon yeoja useumsoriga deullyeo oh no

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
nan neottaeme ulmyeo jisaedeon bameul gieokhae boy
deo huhoehal neol saenggakhani mami swiwonne boy
nal nochigin akkapgo gatgien sisihajannni
isseulttae jalhaji neo wae ijewa maedallini

[CL]
sogajun geojitmalmanhaedo subaekbeon
oneul ihuro nan namja ullineun bad girl
ijen nunmul hanbangul eobsi neol biuseo
sarangiran geim sok loser
mureupkkurko jabeul su inni
anim nun apeseo dangjang kkeojyeo

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care


English translation

[CL]
Hey playboy
It's about time
And your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That's the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh

[Dara]
All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them, I won't let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I'm going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it's 5:30 am
Again you say another girl's name no

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Dara]
My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care