Am really rotting thru this holiday. Very homely. Last wed morning went to buona vista for a interview but din get the job. Diao. No job = no money = no shopping. After the interview went to town wif Nana. Had yoshinoya. Her treat. Shopped ard orchard den went to PS to look for hair curler and back to orchard again. Bought Loreal hair dye to cover up the roots.
Timetable for nex sem released alr. Mixture of morning and afternoon lessons. Its good tat fri and sat are morning classes.
I love having cereals for breakfasts.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Am a homely girl. LOL
Results released on wed @ 5pm but i was outside thus i checked my results ard 8plus. It made me so anxious and worried. Scare got F. BUT! everything turned out well, i passed all my papers including MA. Yupps. Felt so glad and lucky tat i don hav supp for MA.
Am cooped up at home since last friday cos am homely can. But wed i stepped out of my house bcos of my dental appt. So unexpectedly, Jeselle called not long after my dental checkup asking if am free to meet up wif her. Actually am kinda lazy initially but for the past 2 days she has been looking for me and she don sound okay so i tot it wud be nice to meet up.
Met up wif her at tamp then went to BK. Jus sat there and chatted for ard 2 hours. True enough, she was feeling down bcos of the same thingy.
After dinner went home to slack till Shar called again to confirm whether am going to MOS. Yupps. So went wif Shar, her bf, Chris & co. It was nice of her bf, Chris to fetch us - Shar, Iodine? (erm. i dunno if i got it right) and one more fren (i forgot his name) to and fro.
And tat nite MOS got many funny and weird people at the dance floor. We were irritated initially but the guys entertained one another by imitating those people who were dancing beside us. It was darn hilarious.
Left at 3am for supper @ Chinatown. Porridge. Jus nice cos i cudnt have solid food for few days.
::Sharon & Me:: while waiting for our food
*rolls off to find food*
Am cooped up at home since last friday cos am homely can. But wed i stepped out of my house bcos of my dental appt. So unexpectedly, Jeselle called not long after my dental checkup asking if am free to meet up wif her. Actually am kinda lazy initially but for the past 2 days she has been looking for me and she don sound okay so i tot it wud be nice to meet up.
Met up wif her at tamp then went to BK. Jus sat there and chatted for ard 2 hours. True enough, she was feeling down bcos of the same thingy.
After dinner went home to slack till Shar called again to confirm whether am going to MOS. Yupps. So went wif Shar, her bf, Chris & co. It was nice of her bf, Chris to fetch us - Shar, Iodine? (erm. i dunno if i got it right) and one more fren (i forgot his name) to and fro.
And tat nite MOS got many funny and weird people at the dance floor. We were irritated initially but the guys entertained one another by imitating those people who were dancing beside us. It was darn hilarious.
Left at 3am for supper @ Chinatown. Porridge. Jus nice cos i cudnt have solid food for few days.
*rolls off to find food*
Monday, March 13, 2006
Sneezing away
argh. am down wif flu. ytd have slight fever. whole body aching.
now i got a serious problem wif my sleeping time. for the past few nights i can only fall asleep when day breaks. i've been tossing in bed since 3plus till 6plus before i get into my tattyland.
exams results will be out in 2 days time!! worried for my MA.
Movies i wanna watch ::
The Shaggy Dog
Dorm *because nana wanna watch.. its a horror movie. oh my*
Failure To Launch
To all peeps out there.. Please support my darling xiaopianpian ::
now i got a serious problem wif my sleeping time. for the past few nights i can only fall asleep when day breaks. i've been tossing in bed since 3plus till 6plus before i get into my tattyland.
exams results will be out in 2 days time!! worried for my MA.
Movies i wanna watch ::
The Shaggy Dog
Dorm *because nana wanna watch.. its a horror movie. oh my*
Failure To Launch
To all peeps out there.. Please support my darling xiaopianpian ::
Saturday, March 11, 2006
If i don try i don hope.
Have been hanging out wif my Sweetie Rinx for the past 3 days. Yes. Finally met up wif her since cny, many times we planned to go out tgt but our schedule doesnt allow. Well, both of us are having hols now so its easier to meet up.
Thu 9th.Mar
Sweetie & i went to Weijie's chalet. Slacked ard & had my fave stingray. Then, Jiefeng came to fetch me & met up wif my polymates to chill out. Reason was he's going for NS on sat so he called most of us out. Went to jalan kayu den to yishun dam.
Wed 8th.Mar
First clubbing session wif Sweetie, Dada, Amber & Audrey @ Zouk. Roland & co. were there too. Saw quite a number of tp-sters. Catsy, GY, Fred & co. The company was fun but its oso one of the sucky nite. As i was telling Rinx bout sth i don ever wanna see, a few moments lata, i saw tat. Exactly. Darn suay. Argh. Maybe i shudnt hav said it out so tat my words wont come true.
Phuture plays nice rnb songs only after 2am. Dada & i planned to leave @ 330am as sweetie & co. were outside waiting for us. But till den, we kept dragging till 345am cos lights on alr. Lols. My new found clubbing kakis.
Went to upper thomson for supper. After tat, as there were 2 diff grps heading diff way home tats y i left wif Tony & co. But it was a very wrong choice. I shud have left wif sweetie. I ended up in a pretty awkward situation which made me felt so lost. I even have to put up a nonchalant front.
Tue 7th.Mar
Went to bugis to meet up wif Sweetie & Weijie. Headed to town and waited for Dada to join us for dinner @ LJS. Jie went to meet his frens while sweetie's fren - Amber came to meet us. Slacked @ starbucks till they close shop den went over to lido mac to wait for Dada's bro to fetch us home. But jus as all of us boarded his car. *Uh-oh* we were like "shang le zei che" cos her bro asked us if we were okay going to punggol nasi lemak for supper and he agreed for us. Hahas. All of us were stunned oso. Anyway it dragged till 2am and finally we cud go home to sleep.
Dada & me
Dada.Amber.Evie.Audrey.Rinx
Besties ::Mousy & Catsy::
原來最疼痛的表情竟是沒情緒
原來最殘忍的畫面可以甜言蜜語
我不懂得如何更愛你
影子諷刺地跟著我難分難離
原來最孤單的是我還是那麼想你
原來最悲哀的是我不能面對自己
你收的乾淨
我也會不留一點痕跡
*rolls off to tattyland*
Thu 9th.Mar
Sweetie & i went to Weijie's chalet. Slacked ard & had my fave stingray. Then, Jiefeng came to fetch me & met up wif my polymates to chill out. Reason was he's going for NS on sat so he called most of us out. Went to jalan kayu den to yishun dam.
Wed 8th.Mar
First clubbing session wif Sweetie, Dada, Amber & Audrey @ Zouk. Roland & co. were there too. Saw quite a number of tp-sters. Catsy, GY, Fred & co. The company was fun but its oso one of the sucky nite. As i was telling Rinx bout sth i don ever wanna see, a few moments lata, i saw tat. Exactly. Darn suay. Argh. Maybe i shudnt hav said it out so tat my words wont come true.
Phuture plays nice rnb songs only after 2am. Dada & i planned to leave @ 330am as sweetie & co. were outside waiting for us. But till den, we kept dragging till 345am cos lights on alr. Lols. My new found clubbing kakis.
Went to upper thomson for supper. After tat, as there were 2 diff grps heading diff way home tats y i left wif Tony & co. But it was a very wrong choice. I shud have left wif sweetie. I ended up in a pretty awkward situation which made me felt so lost. I even have to put up a nonchalant front.
Tue 7th.Mar
Went to bugis to meet up wif Sweetie & Weijie. Headed to town and waited for Dada to join us for dinner @ LJS. Jie went to meet his frens while sweetie's fren - Amber came to meet us. Slacked @ starbucks till they close shop den went over to lido mac to wait for Dada's bro to fetch us home. But jus as all of us boarded his car. *Uh-oh* we were like "shang le zei che" cos her bro asked us if we were okay going to punggol nasi lemak for supper and he agreed for us. Hahas. All of us were stunned oso. Anyway it dragged till 2am and finally we cud go home to sleep.
Dada.Amber.Evie.Audrey.Rinx
Besties ::Mousy & Catsy::
原來最疼痛的表情竟是沒情緒
原來最殘忍的畫面可以甜言蜜語
我不懂得如何更愛你
影子諷刺地跟著我難分難離
原來最孤單的是我還是那麼想你
原來最悲哀的是我不能面對自己
你收的乾淨
我也會不留一點痕跡
*rolls off to tattyland*
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Growing cobwebs in process
Holidays are boring. Been slacking and rotting. For e past 2 days i've been sleeping, stoning in front of my comp, eating and watching tv. Waste of life. I seriously need a job to kill time.
Sat 4th.Mar
Dinner gathering wif my family & relatives. And also celebrate my lil niece Kira's 7th birthday. Before the dinner there was a lil unhappiness between mommy & i cos she was angry wif me for waking up late. And ended up i asked them to go shopping without me. When they were done they called to check if am ready to go out so that they cud meet me @ city hall mrt stn. But when they reached, am still @ pasir ris mrt stn. This made mommy screaming @ me on the phone. Argh. I don uds why. Anyway they headed to the restuarant first.
We booked 2 rooms @ a chinese restaurant. Its dinner cum ktv. Aunty Vicky oso brought along red wine. Kira sang her fave "Phantom of the Opera" And everytime she sings that, everyone of us will be so amazed by her. Sometimes when others sing, she wud oso dance along. She's sucha sweetie pie. Elna jie gave me a Bvlgari gift pack which consists of BLV fragrance, body lotion & lip balm. Muahahah. Yes yes. Its one of my fave fragrances. Bvlgari BLV. The dinner ended ard 11plus. The alcohol got my head spinning lata @ nite.
Fri 3rd.Mar
Went to Zouk to celebrate Andy's 23rd birthday wif the groupie - Marilyn, Anne, Mabel, Da Sean, Hanjun, Chap, Xiao Sean, Mcroy, Royston, Gan & co. Credits to Royston for getting the invites for us. But Birthday Boy kena knocked out in less den a hour wif graveyard, flamming and dunno wad chapalang drinks. Anyway Chap sent Andy home first.
Went in and out of Phuture. Either bcos its too crowded or the rnb songs were sucky. Don like the songs playing @ Zouk. Electric house. Saw Douglas wif his frens. Tony & co. was there too. Someone was hanging ard @ Zouk but most of time i was @ Phuture thus i only saw him when we were about to leave.
When we were about to leave, Mabel gave me a fright. I tot she went missing or mite hav gone home first cos my belongings were in her bag. And she's nowhere to be seen. Anne & I bombard her hp but no answer. Luckily everything was solved when Anne's fren managed to find Mabel @ Phuture in a small corner.
Chimpy & I did a very stupig "romantic" thingy. We wanted to take NR home but when we walked to the bus-stop then realised that there's no more service alr. And guess wad?! We continued our walk to Esplanade since we have alr walked quite a distance. Walked past the clubs @ MS, Club Momo and MOS. And also a colorful bridge. Its reali great to stroll @ nite. (i used to do tat wif xz but she alwaz scold me mad to make her walk ard wif me) Finally reached Esplanade @ ard 5plus. Sat down, chatted, crapped.. It was nice of him to keep me accompanied bcos he tot i was sad over sth. (i was affected but not sad over it) We realised tat its alr 7AM when merlion started puking. Super shag. Cabbed home.
Its almost 6am now. Lata meeting Sweetie rin, Weijie & Wentao. If i don go into coma la..
*rolls off to tattyland*
Sat 4th.Mar
Dinner gathering wif my family & relatives. And also celebrate my lil niece Kira's 7th birthday. Before the dinner there was a lil unhappiness between mommy & i cos she was angry wif me for waking up late. And ended up i asked them to go shopping without me. When they were done they called to check if am ready to go out so that they cud meet me @ city hall mrt stn. But when they reached, am still @ pasir ris mrt stn. This made mommy screaming @ me on the phone. Argh. I don uds why. Anyway they headed to the restuarant first.
We booked 2 rooms @ a chinese restaurant. Its dinner cum ktv. Aunty Vicky oso brought along red wine. Kira sang her fave "Phantom of the Opera" And everytime she sings that, everyone of us will be so amazed by her. Sometimes when others sing, she wud oso dance along. She's sucha sweetie pie. Elna jie gave me a Bvlgari gift pack which consists of BLV fragrance, body lotion & lip balm. Muahahah. Yes yes. Its one of my fave fragrances. Bvlgari BLV. The dinner ended ard 11plus. The alcohol got my head spinning lata @ nite.
*Snapped* Wif Sis, Kira & Randolph
BVLGARI BLV
BVLGARI BLV
Fri 3rd.Mar
Went to Zouk to celebrate Andy's 23rd birthday wif the groupie - Marilyn, Anne, Mabel, Da Sean, Hanjun, Chap, Xiao Sean, Mcroy, Royston, Gan & co. Credits to Royston for getting the invites for us. But Birthday Boy kena knocked out in less den a hour wif graveyard, flamming and dunno wad chapalang drinks. Anyway Chap sent Andy home first.
Went in and out of Phuture. Either bcos its too crowded or the rnb songs were sucky. Don like the songs playing @ Zouk. Electric house. Saw Douglas wif his frens. Tony & co. was there too. Someone was hanging ard @ Zouk but most of time i was @ Phuture thus i only saw him when we were about to leave.
When we were about to leave, Mabel gave me a fright. I tot she went missing or mite hav gone home first cos my belongings were in her bag. And she's nowhere to be seen. Anne & I bombard her hp but no answer. Luckily everything was solved when Anne's fren managed to find Mabel @ Phuture in a small corner.
Chimpy & I did a very stupig "romantic" thingy. We wanted to take NR home but when we walked to the bus-stop then realised that there's no more service alr. And guess wad?! We continued our walk to Esplanade since we have alr walked quite a distance. Walked past the clubs @ MS, Club Momo and MOS. And also a colorful bridge. Its reali great to stroll @ nite. (i used to do tat wif xz but she alwaz scold me mad to make her walk ard wif me) Finally reached Esplanade @ ard 5plus. Sat down, chatted, crapped.. It was nice of him to keep me accompanied bcos he tot i was sad over sth. (i was affected but not sad over it) We realised tat its alr 7AM when merlion started puking. Super shag. Cabbed home.
Chimpy @ the colorful bridge
Marilyn & Me outside Zouk taking a breather
Marilyn & Me outside Zouk taking a breather
Its almost 6am now. Lata meeting Sweetie rin, Weijie & Wentao. If i don go into coma la..
*rolls off to tattyland*
Friday, March 03, 2006
Am freed.
Offically having my holidays wif effect from TODAY.
Done wif e 3 papers. HR and POMkting were managable. In fact cud score if i studied real hard. POMkting was almost exactly e same format as wad e lecturer gave. Darn kua zhang. And most of e answers were very long. Halfway thru i jus felt like giving up. Upon scanning thru e questions *excited*, most of e points were running on my mind. Like dere's so much i wanna write it down but too many till i donno how and where to start. Wrote till hands tired and felt lazy. Very disappointed wif MA. As if am taking some kind of alien paper. Can say i noe e concepts yet e questions asked in a way till i donno how to apply. Did e paper till very pek cek. Almost felt like crying out. Argh. Hopefully no supp for MA. I noe i did very badly for it. And a donkey is beta den fish now. But am relieved exams are over. No need to burn midnite oil again.
Zouk having event tonite. Mite be going wif e groupie to celebrate Andy's birthday.
*rolls off to nap nap*
Done wif e 3 papers. HR and POMkting were managable. In fact cud score if i studied real hard. POMkting was almost exactly e same format as wad e lecturer gave. Darn kua zhang. And most of e answers were very long. Halfway thru i jus felt like giving up. Upon scanning thru e questions *excited*, most of e points were running on my mind. Like dere's so much i wanna write it down but too many till i donno how and where to start. Wrote till hands tired and felt lazy. Very disappointed wif MA. As if am taking some kind of alien paper. Can say i noe e concepts yet e questions asked in a way till i donno how to apply. Did e paper till very pek cek. Almost felt like crying out. Argh. Hopefully no supp for MA. I noe i did very badly for it. And a donkey is beta den fish now. But am relieved exams are over. No need to burn midnite oil again.
Zouk having event tonite. Mite be going wif e groupie to celebrate Andy's birthday.
*rolls off to nap nap*
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Monday, February 27, 2006
Exams again.
Projects are done. Presentations are over. So exams are coming up nex. Exams from 1st to 3rd March. Having my study week - 5ive pathetic days. But am not putting it in good use cos kinda slack. MA & MHR ca results are out. Satisfied & happy wif my grades. POMkting haven release yet. Hope its gonna be good too. *grinning*
My hp hasn't been beeping unnecessarily after clearing tinks out wif a fren. Typical human beings. Well, i shud be glad & relieved too. Don wanna find us in an awkward situation as time goes by.
Weekends were great.
I shud be happy. I shud be taking it easy. I shudn't be asking for more.
Well... I shud be busy mugging for exams instead of pigging.
*rolls off to tattyland*
My hp hasn't been beeping unnecessarily after clearing tinks out wif a fren. Typical human beings. Well, i shud be glad & relieved too. Don wanna find us in an awkward situation as time goes by.
Weekends were great.
I shud be happy. I shud be taking it easy. I shudn't be asking for more.
Well... I shud be busy mugging for exams instead of pigging.
*rolls off to tattyland*
Friday, February 17, 2006
Indulgence in Sui dreams
Accompanied Nana to kino to get her jap mag but cud only get it after 6pm thus decided to roam ard to kill time. And guess wad?! The mag wasnt ready by then and Nana was allowed to reserve e mag. WTH. Why din dey say so earlier?! Roamed aimlessly for 4hrs for nothing. Nana and i cud hav went home for our afternoon nap!!
Thu 16th.Feb
Skipped sch. *Opps*
Wed 15th.Feb
Clubbed @ MOS wif Royie & co. First time to MOS. The rnb area is kinda "interesting". Heard tat its like a cage and small but i din expect it to be really so small. Saw Catsy & co. Surprisingly, GY was dere too. The atmosphere dere wasnt tat bad. Jus tat its a lil too crowded.
Tue 14th.Feb
Went to town wif Nana, Mabel, Andy. Had our lunch @ Suki Ramen den roamed ard town while waiting for Darren. Den we had chocolate fondue @ Haagen-Dazs. It was Darren's treat. Supposed to spent v'day wif dem but last min got other plans. Went to meet Bengnifer & co. ard 7plus. Cine KBox was full house thus we went to LYP Partyworld.
Flingy:: Wo hai shi ai ni de. Sorry for tat day. Well, at least i still hav u for half a day. *muackies*
Sat 11th.Feb
2475 gathering @ Beary's house wif xiaoguigui, buyi, naimei, jas, miko, debbie, zhuzai, keiko, yingying. Met Beary ard 2pm @ Amiralty mrt stn. Bought some food back for e girls. Den Beary, Miko and I started to prepare yu sheng and heat up e food while waiting for e rest to reach.
We had a salty lunch. Xiaoguigui and i happily happily add curry into our bee hoon thinking tat it wudnt be tat salty. Worst. And before we cud tell e rest, dey started doing tat too. *faints*
After lunch here comes our yu sheng. And our fave mochi icecream. Thanks Beary.
Entertained ourselves by watching Jay, Energy & S.H.E concert dvd and Jacky wu's variety prog. Helped Beary to choose a name for her new hamster. e lil hammy picked Xiao ke. Played UNO!! whEe~ still got my fave cartoon char - Eeyore. Lastly, our usual crazy photo-snapping. Took us almost an hour. Beary's mama helped us to snap snap but she gave up half way cos we too ma fan. The girls were doing all kinds of stupig pose wif any things they can find - flower pot, cheenapiang fan, debbie's special earrings - which is those deco for cny. Xiaoguigui and i jus sat dere waiting to pose only. LOL. Poor beary had to run here n dere to adjust and set e cam timer.
*self-declared no sch tmr*
Thu 16th.Feb
Skipped sch. *Opps*
Wed 15th.Feb
Clubbed @ MOS wif Royie & co. First time to MOS. The rnb area is kinda "interesting". Heard tat its like a cage and small but i din expect it to be really so small. Saw Catsy & co. Surprisingly, GY was dere too. The atmosphere dere wasnt tat bad. Jus tat its a lil too crowded.
Tue 14th.Feb
Went to town wif Nana, Mabel, Andy. Had our lunch @ Suki Ramen den roamed ard town while waiting for Darren. Den we had chocolate fondue @ Haagen-Dazs. It was Darren's treat. Supposed to spent v'day wif dem but last min got other plans. Went to meet Bengnifer & co. ard 7plus. Cine KBox was full house thus we went to LYP Partyworld.
Flingy:: Wo hai shi ai ni de. Sorry for tat day. Well, at least i still hav u for half a day. *muackies*
Sat 11th.Feb
2475 gathering @ Beary's house wif xiaoguigui, buyi, naimei, jas, miko, debbie, zhuzai, keiko, yingying. Met Beary ard 2pm @ Amiralty mrt stn. Bought some food back for e girls. Den Beary, Miko and I started to prepare yu sheng and heat up e food while waiting for e rest to reach.
We had a salty lunch. Xiaoguigui and i happily happily add curry into our bee hoon thinking tat it wudnt be tat salty. Worst. And before we cud tell e rest, dey started doing tat too. *faints*
After lunch here comes our yu sheng. And our fave mochi icecream. Thanks Beary.
Entertained ourselves by watching Jay, Energy & S.H.E concert dvd and Jacky wu's variety prog. Helped Beary to choose a name for her new hamster. e lil hammy picked Xiao ke. Played UNO!! whEe~ still got my fave cartoon char - Eeyore. Lastly, our usual crazy photo-snapping. Took us almost an hour. Beary's mama helped us to snap snap but she gave up half way cos we too ma fan. The girls were doing all kinds of stupig pose wif any things they can find - flower pot, cheenapiang fan, debbie's special earrings - which is those deco for cny. Xiaoguigui and i jus sat dere waiting to pose only. LOL. Poor beary had to run here n dere to adjust and set e cam timer.
*self-declared no sch tmr*
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