Sleepy Spell..

*yawnz*

Guess i haf been casted a sleepy spell.. alwaz feelin so sleepy dis few days..

Ytd planned to mit yan, jinghui n kok yeow at 2pm but i oni reached at 5plus.. too tired le.. went to KBox da nite before wif my family n relatives till 3am.. it was fun.. sang for hours.. but.. still not enuff.. I wanna go k songs again.. drank a lil too much of red wine.. got da kick when i reached home.. darn terrible feelin.. terrible headache..

Mit yan & co. at suntec den went for my breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner 3-in1 meal.. Pizza Hut.. Yummie.. but ordered too much le.. shud haf ordered da meal for 2-3 pax instead of 4-5 pax.. Stupig ah kok initially still say no prob cos got him.. he kio sai one.. in d end he surrender.. cannot take in anymore liao.. For a moment i disliked my fave cheese cos kuku huihui poured too much cheese onto my pizza.. yikes.. so salty.. haha.. but i did poured a whole lot of chilli powder onto his pizza.. spicy enuff ba.. LOL..

Wad happens when 2 narcissists r together??





Ard 8plus went to look for vivi.. den saw rachel.. wo0~ so she's done wif her sleeping craze.. finally out wif her again.. wahahaha.. den vivi's fren - winnie came to look for us.. vivi intro us in da ladies.. of all places.. -.-" den we proceeded to black.. mit beng n andy dere..

We played da five-ten game.. madness.. stupig me kip repeatin stupig mistakes.. gRrr.. had fun overall.. hee..

We left ard 2plus for supper.. silly vivi drank too much.. haiyo.. nex time beta stop when u reached ya limit.. last nite muz be feelin darn terrible.. We oni had our supper at ard 5am? bcos we dilly-dally too much le.. Initially wanted to go kopitiam for supper but den tot it was too far so deciding if we shall catch a movie n haf junk food or juz supper.. or movie den breakfast.. LOL.. dun tink can make it after movie le.. so went for supper oni.. it was a no-image-nite.. Swensens and da cab.. LOL.. Finally had our supper at kopitiam.. had ban mian.. wEe~ chi bao bao hou can sui tian tian.. thanx beng.. he's da most tired one but still gotta send everyone home first..

Am glad tat i clarified tinks wif someone.. felt so much relieved.. dun wanna waste anybody's time.. i noe itz impossible after clearin my tots at ecp tat nite.. it will be very unfair for him.. i noe am in a weak emotional state rite now.. wont be able to recover so soon..

Lucky winnie was wif me.. Else i wud haf made a great mistake.. all thanx to alcohol.. Nearly sms-ed him.. phew~ i din!!

I missed my-once-used-to-be bendan..
I missed his hugs especially when da nite felt so cold n lonely..
I missed hugging him tightly whenever he sees me home to my doorstep..
I missed his never-fail-to-irritate-me conversations..
I missed his kisses..
I missed his voice..
I missed his sms-es..
I missed those days wif him..
I missed him so muchhhie..
Memories of him n me together are still so sweet but y do i haf dis feelin of da bendan in my heart seems so distant from me.. Im afraid memories of him will start to fade cos sometimes some memories seems abit blur and it felt as if everytink is oni a dream.. Sometimes i felt as if i dunno dis person at all.. As if everytink took place at tattyland n itz oni my hallucinations..

I wait for you,
anxious to see your face.
I stand and watch,
looking for the first sign of your arrival.
I finally see you,
I take a second look to make sure you're really there.
My pulse races and I crack a smile,
this is what I've been waiting for.
You begin to approach,
you say, "Sorry, I'm late."
I say, "No problem."
But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.'

Maybe itz pointless waiting for u..

"Love is alwaz worth da wait" ya waiting for ya new-founded happiness.. Wadz da point for me waiting for smt tat will never be mine again.. Stupig me.. Someone slap me awake can??