Falling apart.

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say.

A nite of chilling out..

:: MS SILLY VIVI :: CAN I KILL U ?! SAY YES.

Supposed to mit Vivi at 630pm @ Bugis but she changed it to 7pm. And she happily happily reached at 8pm. Ever since she warned me not to be late else she gonna kill me.. I wud be da one waiting for her for at least 30mins. Wait till can seh gor alr.. Still say is me who pass her da virus.. Well.. Infect me wif da virus again can?

Had a change of plan so decided not to go clubbing but chilling out instead. Had my breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner at da coffeeshop wif Vivi and Kimmy den off to our fave place.. Yes yes! Its C.A.N Cafe again. Chilled and played games for 3 hours or so. Finally learnt how to play Bridge. Had a hard time uds-ing da game when dey played at ecp. Its definitely fun once u grasp da tactics. In da meantime, Andy, Beng, Nixion, Rachel and Kevin oso came.

Den we went to Ecp Mc Cafe to chill while Kimmy and Beng headed home. Ate some junk food and shared a BIG CUP of ice lemon tea wif Missy Rae. I definitely noe dis k. Dun kip saying i buay hiao hor.. LOL!

Reached home ard 2plus. Msn-ed and stuffs.

And i discovered something.


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Have u forgotten bout us?

27th April : A date to be remembered alwaz.

Da day when i gotta noe u gers.. Its oso da day when we had so much fun.. Happy 2nd Anniversary to Lyn, Xiaoguigui, Naimei, Buyiii, Jas and Peilin.

Lyn: A fren whom i will miss alwaz.. Thanx for being a veri nice fren all along and being dere for me all da time. If werent for u, guess i wudnt believe in frenships again. But still i din learn my mistake until tat veri day when i noticed da changes in u and i realized tinks wudnt be da same as before. Taking tinks for granted and not knowing how to cherish da tinks i haf in da past.. But its alr too late to salvage everytink when i came to realise all dis.. I noe no matter wad i haf to say is pointless.. Anyway its great to noe tat ya more happier now. Guess u haf learnt to take tinks easy to live life happier.. Thou u no longer hang out wif us, hope u din forget bout us and da memories shared amongst 2475.

I really miss you
But the thing is we are friends
But it’s just not the same
What caused us to end?
We were so inspirable
Talking all the time
You understood me
Things were going so fine
I guess that one fight
Had us slowly drift away
God I just wish I said sorry
On that very day
Every time your near
These words come to my head
I’m sorry once again for the pain
Looking back at the memories I dread
Because it hurts me knowing
There won’t be more memories to share
Even if you don’t like me that much
I swear to you I still care
I’m trying to let this go
Move on about the past
But how can I do that
When I wanted our friendship to last
You were my best friend
And always told me the truth
Guided me in the right way
And helped me through
With all my problems
But I guess some things come to an end
So now I’m wondering
If you even consider me a friend

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Tell u guys a GOODIE news..

My voice is BACK !!

But my enjoyment kakis tink tat its a bad thing for dem.. Sad-ed.. Cos their ears will suffer again.. Muahahaha..

And a bad news.. My nose is starting to peel.. 0mg~ Ugly nose..

26th April Tuesday
Went down to Raffles.. Late for da appointment.. Supposed to mit Vivi 3pm @ Somerset but she sms-ed sayin she will reach only at 330-345pm.. Ok. Still got bout half an hour to go so decided to take bus instead of mrt to kill time.. Woo~ Took da correct bus but wrong direction.. Blurred. Reached @ 340pm. Nice timing.. Happily happily called Vivi and found out tat MY DEAR GER IS STILL WAITING FOR CAB. Diaoz.. Walked over to Winsland House to wait for her instead.. Waited and waited.. 35mins gone.. And she finally showed up. Went up to get her 2 boxes of hair dyes..

*Hungry hungry* Both of us looking at each other.. Heehee.. Great minds tink alike.. PASTAMANIA @ Cine. Had it for 3 times in juz a week.. As usual.. Hers wif extra chili and mine wif lotsa cheese.. Never failed to use up da cheese in da bottle. LOL. It was an irritating afternoon.. Bcos of Vivi.. She's so irritating.. But me too din fail to irritate her.. Haha.. Silly Vivi pls dun be blur when times am blurred.

Down to Bugis.. Like a lil ger, Vivi is so fascinated by all da my melody and hello kitty stickers in da shop.. C.A.N Cafe.. Our fave chilling place.. I had Pink passion and Vivi had Ice chocolate float. Played our usual games till Nixion and Andy finally came..

Went to Marine parade for dinner. Only Vivi and Nixion ate. Yea. Vivi eat again! Pls dun eat da sliced fish soup. Kena scammed sia.. And its not yummy.. Fish soup wif bittergourd taste..

Hey pple.. U rmb tuesday is wad day? Yesh! Its Waffle Day. Was chatting wif Vivi on msn da nite before and she tempted me wif it.. Was deciding whether to go to da Gelare @ Ecp or Siglap. Settled down wif da one at siglap. Waited for Rachel and Kevin to reach. Den i was telling Vivi bout da last time i had it oso at siglap den went to marine parade. Today was juz opposite sia.. Haha.. Shared a large waffle wif Rae.. Chocolate overload and jamaican chocolate wif choc sauce.. Chocolaty yummy.. Den kevin's frens came.. One of ger is da one whom acted as Tao yan in ren wo ao you.. 0h my~ She's so skinny in person.. And i took secret glances at her cos she's pretty.. Look quite diff in tv.. Haha.. Cant possibly stare at her.. It will be so obvious rite.. Its enjoyable looking at pretty gers k.. Haha.. Sounds les huh..

While chilling out at gelare, Joey and Beng were alr waiting for us at Lai lai.. Went dere to play billiard.. Opened 2 tables. 5ive of us - Vivi, Nixion, Rae, Joey and me shared one table and da other one is Andy and Beng only.. And its only me dunno how to aim.. Da other four were alwaz busy aiming to hit da balls into da hole but me is to make sure tat i touched da correct color ball to avoid foul.. Played 2 rounds. Both scores i had are negative. LOL. Juz as we gers came out of da toilet.. Ah ha! Heard someone kip calling out to Vivi.. Din expect to see Jenny and Scallop dere cos da place quite ulu and so late alr.. And its alwaz when am wif Vivi, will bump into Jenny and Scallop but Jenny alwaz see Vivi only.. Haha.. Cos she say i not qi yan enuff.. Dots.. Faints.

Tatz not all!! When all walking to da carpark.. All veri good.. Nobodi wans to send me home.. All thanx to tat stupig corroded zombie who lives in da house of da dead. Bengnifer! Alas is Vivi and her boy send me home.. Rae has finally hopped into her fave Evo.. Sit till gao gao bo.. Wahaha..

Time for my cutie sleep.. And tonite.. Sweeties.. Let's get da party started..

*rolling to tattyland*

Whole body aches.. Argh.

Woken up by my daddy as early as 1145am.. Almost noon but its early for me.. Tot cud sleep till 1 or 2plus.. Chop chop get changed and mit daddy downstairs.. Finally got all da necessary applications done.. Gotta wait for 4-6 weeks for da notification letter.. Hopefully it will be successful..

Daddy drove down to my sis's school to fetch her and went for lunch.. Den finally home.. Rot and rot.. Watched jay's vcd concert.. Fell asleep halfway thru.. Short nap only.. Woke up and con't watching again.. Andy and Vivi asked whether goin out tonite.. Nah. Whole body aching manz.. Especially my shoulders.. Practically dun feel like moving.. Tmr gotta go down to Raffles.. gRr. My shoulders.. If by wed da pain still did not subside.. Dere goes zouk.. Else like wad Vivi say.. We will be busy elbowing pple.. Faints..

24th April Sunday
Wakie at 430pm ytd.. Rotted at home for da whole day bcos of my sunburnt areas.. Din wanted to go out till i was tempted by food! Had a bowl of porridge for da whole day.. Notink nice to eat at home.. Lazy to cook oso.. Reached geylang you tiao da wang at ard 11plus.. Had soyabean milk and mee sua.. *yum yum* Only Vivi, Nixion, Beng, Joey and me went.. After supper.. Home sweet home.. Weekends seems so boring and pathetic.. Only weekdays more happening.. Funni..

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*stomach rumbling* I tink.. Am hungry alr..

And am gonna cook maggi mee for supper..

My darlings.2475 Burp Day

HAPPY BELATED 22nd BIRTHDAY to BEARY!!

(Beary.. Sorry.. Am late by a day.. U muz be enjoying ya taiwan trip.. ALEX is missing u..)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to XIAOGUIGUI!!

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Today's weather is definitely great!! Went to Sentosa for sun-tanning wif Vivi, Beng and Andy.. Finally! am tanned.. wEee~ BUT.. My shoulders and legs are aching and feeling da burning hot sensation within.. Burnt!! Red lobster.. -.-" Hopefully no skin peel.. Same goes for Vivi.. She says mine is BLACK when compared wif her! Wth.. lolx.. Its golden brown k.. After our bath, Vivi and i realized we became Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer.. Dun even nidda put blusher.. Got natural blush.. Haha.. Beng is reali bai zhan ji.. Thou he lay under da sun for an hour or so.. His tan is still not as dark as mine.. He's born to be fair.. Haha.. And his tanning session wasnt successful cos he became yin yang ren.. His front is more tanned den behind.. Can see da diff manz.. LOL.. It was an enjoyable and fun day at sentosa.. Wif all da lame craps and jokes.. But definitely a superb day for both Beng and Andy.. Busy bio-ing at da 3 ang moh sexy babes.. Haha.. Shall get da other sweeties to join us for da nex trip.. Joey and Rae!! My sweetie Winnie's papers gonna be over soon.. And she's ONZ for da nex tanning session.. Hohoho.. Cant wait for it..

My sore throat is recovering all thanx to mommy buying da cough syrup for me.. Its effective! Last nite was practically voiceless.. Had to use alot of strength to tok.. Its reali darn terrible feeling.. Cant even raise my voice a'lil louder.. Pathetic friday nite.. Today was on and off.. Dis morning is so terrible.. Dey even commented my voice is like off-key X3.. 0mg~ Only in da evening was a'lil beta.. Din tok much cos i cant but kena suan-ned till gao gao.. Nevermind.. For today only.. I shall go "bi guan" for 2 days.. And my voice will be back to normal again!! *Hurhur*

*Warning!! red lobster entering tattyland*

Enjoy and chill..

21st April Thursday
Woken up by da agent at 930am.. Got a job interview at 10am.. Definitely cant make it alr.. Called Vivi and decided to go down at 3pm.. Went back to catch my cutie sleep till 1plus.. Den had a quick brunch and changed.. Off to somerset to mit Vivi..

Had to go thru 2 interviews.. Da first interviewer was so sucky.. Unlike da second one.. Ernie.. LOL.. Sesame street.. Dis is da song.. Lalala.. Elmo song.. Finished everytink at ard 5pm.. Den Vivi and i went to Cine for pastamania! Spicy chicken wif my fave cheese.. Yummy~ Walked ard cine and dere's dis shop selling lotsa cute stuffs.. One of da stuff which attracted our attention is Mr P. Yea.. Its name is Mr P. (immediately i tot of Missy Rae) Darn cute and funni.. Its a'lil obscene thou.. Vivi bought its hp accessory.. I shud get da one which will flash when dere's radiation.. LOL.. We saw alot of capsules stations.. Finally found da one which haf da keychain wif a nice fragrance..

Came out of cine and its drizzling.. Vivi and I chop chop went over to The Heeren.. Damnit.. On da way it started to pour heavily.. Had to run over da road.. Den decided to shop ard The Heeren.. All thanx to da rain, Vivi had retail therapy.. Spent almost 70 bucks.. She shop and buy. I shop and see her buy. Saddening.. After i get my pay.. I oso wan retail therapy.. Vivi.. Wait for me!!

Left Orchard ard 730pm and went down to C.A.N cafe.. Reali nice place to slack.. Love it manz.. Credits to Vivi.. Dis time i tried Sunset Boulevard which tasted like fruit punch and Vivi had Pink Passion.. Hers was nicer cos got soda and ice cream.. Vivi played da game for me.. Played 3 rounds and da outcomes were da same.. No obstruction nor intruders at all.. Creepy manz.. Den Kim, Marcus, Nixion, Andy, Rae and Kevin came to join us.. And tatz when da fun started.. Played a couple rounds of jie long (a game which u haf to join da cards by consecutive num), sadly, i sat beside KIM.. Never failed to draw her "best" cards almost every round.. Den 3-6-9 (ahh!), Froggy (diong diong diong) and 007 (Bang!).. Real Madness! Got so agitated while playing.. I had a bad sore throat alr and bcos of my constant screaming, am starting to lose voice.. Sounds so hoarse..

Den we went to da arcade @ Marina South.. Rae and I were bored.. Simply goin rounds and rounds hoping dey finish their games soon.. Cant imagine how did we survive at arcades so long in da past.. *shrugs* Vivi happily happily enjoyed her bomberman and bishi bashi.. After her games.. And she's HUNGRY again..

Down to Simpang Bedok for pratas.. Luckily Rae cant decide wad to eat and din place any order.. I gave her one of my 2 plain pratas.. Their pratas is different.. Bigger portion.. Rae recommended me Neslo.. Coffee mixed wif milo.. Love it.. Its simply yummy~

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20th April Wednesday
Ladies' nite on wed wif Vivi, Rae, Joey and Jessie.. Only Vivi, Rae and i went down to Black first.. Din go black for quite some time bcos recently dere got big crowds q-ing.. Madness.. Reached dere at 9plus thou we planned to mit at 9pm.. But Vivi cfm noe i wud be late again.. And she's still at home at 9.. No worries.. She got her dear boy to fetch her dere..

Mit up wif Rae in da train first.. Crapped and crapped.. I reali wanna faint immediately in front of her.. Thanx ar.. U reali "LIGHT UP" my nite.. And da drink thingy.. Shall see who drink first.. *winks* Dun haf Mr P. still got 25 more from Mr A-Z.. LOL..

Finally got into Black.. All i can say is.. Boring, boring and still boring.. Da veri first time i felt so bored at Black.. Da crowds are mostly ang moh.. Playing all kinds of kuku music.. Da nice songs are played lata.. So much wanted to go over to Zouk and Phuture immediately but had to wait for Vivi's boy to come down first.. While waiting.. Saw Jenny and Worm & co. By chance, Jenny and i tried sometink new.. Vodka fruit punch.. Yummy..

Den Vivi's boy and Kevin came and drove us over to Zouk.. Vivi and i almost half seh-ed.. Due to tiredness oso.. Luckily he din drive his roller coaster (Evo) else da ride can make me vomit.. So bumpy.. But Rae LOVE it and will definitely HOP into it.. Pls dun do it as fast as before-i-knew-it-and-ur-in-his-car speed.. Ok? Its scary u noe.. I witnessed someone else doin tat once.. LOL..

Joey and Jessie were in zouk alr.. Fierce.. Dey drank graveyard again.. 0mg~ Am not gonna touch tat.. It tastes yucky.. My stunt-woman stunned me without fail.. Dis time she got partner wif her.. Their target is a "mambo" guy.. On seeing wad dey did, Rae and i immediately look at each other and down onto da ground.. No eyes to see alr.. Hahaha..

Toilet break.. *dang* Almost half of gers in da ladies were drunk.. While q-ing in da toilet.. Got 2 gers behind us.. 1 still sober and da other was obviously drunk.. Funni.. When one is drunk sure say not drunk and da drunk ger tried to convince us and her fren tat she wasnt drunk.. Haha.. Our whole conversation was so funni..

Went back to da dance floor.. And got a free drink from Beng for Rae.. My dear ger reali can drink.. She drank quite a couple of shots at zouk and before tat she drank at black too.. And its time for Phuture! As usual only Rae and i went over.. Squeezed our way in.. Finally got ourselves a spot.. Suddenly.. Saw 2 malay guys pushing each other.. Dey nearly got into a fight but luckily got pple pulled dem away in time.. Rae and i con't to enjoy.. Da music is so much beta den last week.. Dis time we were practically almost hugging each other throughout.. Ger paiseh.. I reali din get ya hint until we got out of phuture.. Nex time i bring shield and armour to protect u?? Protection gao gao..

Left zouk at almost 3am.. Kevin sent Rae and me home.. Throughout da journey, both of dem threatened to throw me at da highway.. 0mg~ Wad kinda of "GOOD" frens i haf..

Reached home and had my shower.. But.. I din go to tattyland immediately when i supposed to wakie at 7plus da nex morning.. Chatted on msn wif Rae bout some stuffs.. At some point of time how i wish i cud jump out of her comp screen and strangle her.. LOL.. Chatted till almost 5am and off to tattyland..

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AND ITS 845am.. Rae and me still awake.. Haha.. She's busy wif Mr Vippie meal now.. And i wanna slp now..

Rae pls go slp.. Dun titi bio my bloggie.. sh0o~

*almost to my lil tattyland*

A nua-ing day for reflections..

Happy 21st Birthday to Kim!!

Argh. Slept for 12hrs and am still so tired.. So lazy.. Slept too much alr? Made me feel so nua da whole day.. Din even haf da mood to step out of my room.. So i rotted at home da whole day.. Dread of staying at home too.. Alwaz quarel wif my sis wheneva am at home.. Its not tat i wanna quarel.. Juz cant find any reason why is she alwaz so unhappy.. I tink we haf not been tokin nicely to each other for weeks.. Da only way we communicated was shouting at each other.. And after tat she wud slam my door darn hard.. Omg~ I tink my door gonna break soon.. Its like a'lil loose.. Reali.. I went to compare it wif da other doors.. Seriously! i dun enjoy havin conflicts wif her.. Juz simply dunno how to communicate well wif her.. So irritated by her.. Den daddy came to haf a tok wif me bout her.. Told me alot on relationships among human beings.. Be it kinship or frenship.. He used my current sitiuation as examples.. Ya.. Wad daddy said make sense.. Made me realise alot.. I realized how stubborn i was too.. But still.. I chose to do it my way even thou i noe how foolish i am.. And he wud alwaz tell me dis.. Jie mei you jin shi mei lai shi.. (we mite be sistaz for dis lifetime but not in da nex life).. No matter how one person has to give in.. Else da relationship will never work out well.. I used to tink.. Given her character, no way for her to give in.. Den why muz i alwaz be da one to give in? Tatz absolutely NOT fair.. But after giving some thots i started to tink alot.. Bonds between human-to-human are never easy and simple to build up.. I realized tat i haf lived wif my sis for more den a decade but da relationship we haf is not as good as da relationship i haf wif my frens whom i haf known less den a decade.. I used to tink tat we juz cant get along but now am starting to believe it isnt dis way.. Perhaps like wad my daddy said.. Why din i put myself in her shoes and tink bout why did she react dis way? Dere muz be a reason to everytink tat happened.. I guess nobodi wud wan to feel unhappy unless provoked.. Bcos sheng qi hui hen rong yi lao (anger makes one easy to grow old).. Time do play a major part but i guess da both of us juz din put in effort..

We used to be on veri good terms when we were younger but it seems to get worse as we grow older.. Perhaps i din spend quality time wif her all dis time.. I dunno wadz on her mind.. And to make it worst.. Since young she's da kind who never speak up wadz on her mind.. She expect u to noe wadz she tinking and wad she wants.. Else i juz cant make peace wif her.. Perhaps i used to take her presence for granted.. So wheneva she gives attitude i dun bother to find out where da problem lies tinkin tat she will get over it soon.. So why bother.. Juz let her cool down for days or so den tok to her.. Years passed and her temper is getting worse.. Even after a few days of cold war she still wont make peace.. Argh!! Tatz one of da worst feeling one can get.. I tink am experiencing da kinda feeling which someone used to get it from me.. Now i noe how terrible someone felt at tat point of time.. Wad goes around comes around..

Went to sentosa wif Jess and Vivi ytd.. Met up wif 4 other gers at siloso beach.. So much wanted to get a tan BUT it rained.. Rained heavily summore.. Vivi more kelian.. It was a veri veri last min decision of hers to join us at sentosa.. She went home to get changed den took cab down to mit us.. Wasted trip.. She cud haf stayed home and sleep but she went to sentosa instead and had mee goreng.. lolx..

Rained, rained and rained.. Left sentosa at 3pm.. Saw jenny and her fren on our way out.. Wasted trip for all of us.. Sianzation to da max.. Hopefully it wun rain on our nex trip to sentosa..

Vivi suggested C.A.N cafe to slack.. Nice place to slack and sleep.. I fell asleep at dere and vivi had to self- entertain till andy finally came.. Vivi was happily happily snapping pix of her newly bought my melody stickers and played poker cards all by herself.. And she got too bored of self-entertaining when i woke up da second time, she threatened to throw ciggy butt and da stool on me.. FIERCE! No choice but to stay awake.. Played some lame card games wif vivi and andy till vivi's boy reached.. Went to haf our dinner at da coffeeshop.. Kim and Marcus came lata.. Our 2 new members.. Kimthony and Marilyn.. Den we went to ktv.. Oso to celebrate kim's 21st bdae.. Too bad Winston and Joe Black din join us.. Last nite ktv session seemed soooo longgg.. Time seemed to pass veri slow..

It wud be an enjoyable day if it din rained in da afternoon and i din feel well.. Almost falling sick.. Guessed i din had enuff sleep da nite before.. Slept less den 5 hours den had to drag myself out of bed juz for da sake for sun-tanning.. Worst still was i had on-and-off bad stomach cramps.. I even went to bed wif my cramps and headaches.. Ytd was a bad day for me..

My sweeties.. My msn nick is juz part of da lyrics of my bloggie's song.. Notink in particular.. I juz fall in love wif da song when i first heard it today on 933.. And its written by my fave JJ.. Tatz all.. Am not sad or watsoeva.. *winks*

So so so tired...

Fell asleep at my comp dis morning.. Slept as early as 7am i guessed.. Din haf proper slp.. Woke up a few times.. Dragged myself outta bed at 5plus cos daddy is back.. Cant let him see me still in bed else sure kena nag nag and nag...

Met up wif Joey at orchard last nite.. Walked ard aimlessly.. Den went to starbucks near coffee club.. Saw my ex sec schmate.. He's workin at starbucks so gave us discounts for our drinks.. My fave ice blended mocha.. yea.. Chilled dere for an hour or so den went over to mac at lido for dinner.. Not much appetite.. Had too much junk food i guessed.. Sat dere and chilled again.. Chatted some stuffs.. Got to more bout her.. Her looks are so deceiving manz.. lolx.. Ger.. I believe dere are still beta guys exist.. Thou i agree wif u tat all good guys are taken.. After tat we went to explore da hotel nex to far east plaza.. Actuali is lookin for a nice place to sit and rot while waiting for Winnie and her boy.. Vivi and her boy came to fetch us instead.. Den headed down to da chalet to mit up wif de rest..

All having so much fun playing mahjong.. Too bad i dunno how to play.. Joey tried to teach me.. Tink i got no interest to learn oso.. Catch no balls at all.. Left da chalet at ard 4plus.. Got a ride from Keerena's roller coaster.. lolx..

Chatted and played games on msn after pom pom.. Kena stunned.. Guess everytink has cooled down alr.. Else will be veri awkward.. Lately am so addicted to hexic.. Nice game..

Stayed home da whole day and watched da NKF charity show.. Mainly was to watch eg perform.. But so idiotic.. Dey came out at ard 945pm.. Wasted my time watchin da front part.. Cud haf watched other chn instead.. Shuwei's new hairstyle is so weird manz.. Guess Ahdi's hair muz be darn short alr.. Darn.. Beary gotta see it cos she went to da airport.. Niunai and Kunda still da best among dem.. heehee..

Initially my mood wasnt tat good.. Machiam kena questioned lidat.. Perhaps it was juz meant to be a friendly chat but too bad da conversation was initiated at da wrong time.. Bcos i was irritated by wad i saw..

Finally broke da news to someone.. heehee.. Been wanting to say but dunno how to tell.. And its finally.. Happy happy..

*rolls back to msn*

Freed from work..

Today is MY LAST DAY at work.. Da boring job.. Cant stay a second longer.. Supposed to work till sat.. But luckily dey got a replacement for me.. heehee.. Time passed quite slow.. Late for work again.. Its da store manager's off day.. Greattt.. Went for more den an hour break wif Jess.. Had fun wif her in da store and went to slack in da storeroom.. Eating chocz and biscuits.. lolx.. I will miss da people dere.. Especially Jess, Eudora, Haze and Esther.. Tink i shall pop by to "scare" dem when am free.. Jess and Esther are da twosome who simply enjoy scaring people from da back.. Kinda immune to it already.. Den dere's another trend which is butt-pinching.. Taught by haze.. Jess is alwaz our victim.. haha.. See!! How bored can we get at work..

Beary came to bugis to look for me ard 6plus.. She told me bout Energy is jie shan-ing.. ohh.. Beary said can see tat dey are veri worn out and not as enthusiastic as before already.. Trying so hard to stay as one.. So no point dragging.. Perhaps its reali a beta option for dem to disband.. Lata dey will be reaching sg at 12plus and holding a mini concert at j8 at 6plus.. Dey will haf their last album and a goodbye concert in july.. Wan jie shan liao still got so mani tinks.. Anyway i wont be goin to any of da events.. Cant be bothered..

Went to Kim's chalet.. Her 21st birthday.. Played forfeits wif Vivi, Winnie, Joey, Kim and Jessie.. Luckily din play zhong ji mi ma.. 0mg~ tat game is a phobia.. On recalling da "special" ice lemon tea can puke manz..

Not forgetting to mention tat Ms Joey can go real crazy.. First it was at zouk.. Den.. She stunned me wif her actions at da carpark tonite.. *shocked* Stunt-woman..

*rolling to tattyland*

Morning...

Wonderful gers' nite out wif Vivi, Rae, Joey and Regina.. But dere's a missing sheep.. Winnie.. Busy wif her essays and will be having her exams soon.. Add more oil ger.. *winks*

Yan, jH, yQ & kY:: Thanx budz.. I noe u all care and reali wanna help me tide over dis.. I appreciated it.. Dun worry.. Am ok.. Not tinking anytink foolish too.. Sorry for not returning calls or smses.. Will explain everytink in near future..

Mag:: Thanx for being so understanding.. Thou u kept quiet all dis while i noe ya juz waiting for me to speak up.. Yaa.. I will.. Mit up some other time for sakae and chill out.. U haf been craving for it for so longgg.. lil mouse miss mag mag but not ya naggings hor.. heehee..

Am hungry and tired now.. *yawns*

*crawling to tattyland*

Steamboat~ yummie..

It my mommy's birthday today.. Gonna haf steamboat at home.. hohoho..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!

Today and tmr are my off days.. Can sleep like nobodi's biz.. Da job is getting on my nerves.. So irritated by it bcos it's darn boring to da core.. Sit dere oso can fall asleep even thou i had slept for 8hrs.. Once i even went to da storeroom to nap cos my eyes felt so heavy tat i practically cant stay awake.. lolx.. Ytd was stationed at paragon.. More boring den bugis.. Da staff dere so unfriendly and dun like to tok at all.. Time passed veri veri slow at paragon.. Den dere's a shop kip playing Bambi continuously.. And i watched it at least 5 times ytd.. Nitty said dey played it everyday.. 0mg~~ No other cartoons to play?? Luckily ytd was watsons's dinner and dance so haf to close at 7pm.. But we went off at ard 645pm.. Went over to taka's watsons to wait for jess and haze finish work at 730pm.. While waiting for dem in da shop we saw ou xuan.. Haze so -.-" she purposely stand one corner "admiring" her den walk past her.. lolx.. Workin at bugis is so much beta.. At least still got jess, haze and da olive joke to crap.. Cant wait to quit da stupig job.. Juz nidda tolerate few more days..

Watched The Pacifier last nite.. Woo~~ I enjoyed da movie.. So comical.. Not gonna watch Ms Congeniality 2.. Heard tat its not worth da money.. Nex movie.. Ummm.. The Wedding Date or Spanglish?? No horror or creepy movies for me.. Went to watch Samara last week.. Yikes.. I din intend to watch tat movie.. I wasnt even awared tat movie was a horror movie.. Vivi only sms-ed me tat we watching Samara.. Initially i tot was some kinda action movie or smt.. Not until jess asked me to tell her whether da movie is nice.. Cos she dun dare to watch horror movie.. 0mg~~ Only den i noe am watching a horror movie after work.. My frens commented tat it wasnt nice and not scary at all.. -.-" Am too timid liao.. Was scared at least 3 times.. Practically gripping onto regina's arms during da whole movie.. lolx.. Poor ger.. Kena gripped till red red and left traces of my fingernails markings.. It wasnt intentional.. *paiseh*

Planned to go back to sch dis morning but woke up at almost 1pm.. Too late lo.. Might as well go back another day lest my CP is not in sch.. Muz chop chop do all da necessary arrangements.. Left wif half a month only..

Time for steamboat feast...

Happy dinner.. hehehe

wEeE~~

Had a peaceful and wonderful dinner wif my family.. No unhappiness nor conflicts.. Enjoyed da day wif my family.. Went for a'lil shopping.. But i din get anitink.. Not in da mood to shop too.. Juz accompanying dem.. Almost 9plus den we had our dinner.. So so so hungry.. Tot we gonna haf dinner at 6plus so decided not to eat when i woke up at 2plus.. hee.. A simple meal opposite my house.. Had black pepper crab, my fave kai lan, fried baby squid, pork ribs wif sweet sauce, hor fun, bee hoon and rice.. Da food is ok only.. Anyway i was hungry so.. haha.. Da best part of da dinner was having an open tok my wif my parents.. hohoho.. Daddy has guessed so.. Dey din scold and were quite open wif it..

Told dem my decision and plans.. Dey were veri supportive and encouraged me.. Tat was wad i needed most.. Not forgetting my baobei Stephie.. Alwaz dere for me.. Giving me lotsa advices and support.. Without ya encouragement guess am still lost in somewhere of nowhere.. S.E.S WAFF~~ So relieved and happy rite now.. Suddenly my heart felt so lite.. All da stress and worries haf runaway from me.. Heehee.. Juz gotta take a step at a time now.. Its only da beginning.. Dis time am not gonna gib up halfway.. Muz stand strong and attain my goal..

*strolling to tattyland*

Finally its my off day...

Guess i had enuff sleep finally.. Been slping for less den 5 hours lately.. Everyday go work feeling so tired and bored.. Thou da job is so darn slack but i cant stand da boredom.. Argh.. Any beta jobs??

Planned to haf dinner wif my family on wed cos its mummy's bdae but she decided to haf it today.. oh well.. Din spend time wif my family ever since i had my job.. And today am so free and gonna spend time wif dem..

Seems like am creating more probz for my parents.. I knew it a year ago but bcos of my indecisive mind i hit off da tot and dragged till now.. Only till now den i decided to pursue wad i reali wan and am gonna make it cum true.. Some may tink its not practical or perhaps its juz a harsh decision of mine.. And dey even told me not to regret.. Yaa.. I wont.. Anyway its my own life and i gotta live it da way i wan it to be.. I had enuff of all da everyday shit n craps!! Dis isnt wad i liked n wanted and i haf NEVER ever liked it before.. Perhaps in da past dere was smt to kip me goin and continue those craps but haf never tot of da consequences of my stubborn and immature tinking.. Wadeva.. I wont waste ani more time already..

Lateness habitual

Never failed to be late for work again! Dis time was late for almost 2 hours.. Supposed to wakie at 730am but i din bother thou i heard my alarm ringing cos i slept at 5plus.. Was chatting wif winnie bout some stuffs on msn.. Woke up suddenly n realised its alr 9am.. Uh-oh.. Sure cant make it for my dental appointment so made a call to change it tmr instead.. Same time.. Den gave morning call.. Dots.. A pig in serious coma.. Called for almost 20mins den get thru.. Tat means i had 20mins less to sleep.. Nevertheless i went back to my tattyland after da call.. Bankrupt!! Wakie at 1130am when am supposed to report for work at 12pm.. Called da sales manager to let him noe i'll be late for an hour.. Guess wad i did? I WENT BACK TO SLEEP AGAIN! and finally dragged my lazy bones outta bed at 1205pm.. Reached my workplace at 2pm.. After awhile my sales manager came down to pass us a few more stocks.. *Sweat* Luckily i reached before he came.. He tot i was late for an hour ONLY.. hohoho.. So i juz happily happily sign in as 1pm..

Met my new colleague, Diana.. Easy to get along wif but isnt tat chatty.. Din getta noe her more cos she was asked to help out at da other branch to relieve da sick promoter.. Aniwae i din wanted to tok much today oso.. Too sleepy.. And its a rainy afternoon.. 0mg~~ I shud be sleeping in my comfy bed tucked in my cosy comforter and wandering in my tattyland.. Was practically sitting on da stool da whole day and pondering over some stuffs.. Headaches.. So much probz yet i haf no idea how to solve it at all.. Or shud i say haf not come out wif any solutions yet.. It takes two hands to clap afterall.. gRrr.. Someone juz dun uds at all.. Will he even uds wad kinda feelings am goin thru even if i say it out..? Perhaps to him.. Am juz throwing tantrums n taking da word breakup so easily.. Wad can i say...

Time passed very very slow today.. Even da last 20mins was a torture till ah g0ng came to crap wif me.. haha.. FINALLY its 9pm.. da long awaited moment has came.. *excited* Chomp chomp.. Actuali decided to go home straight to rest after work but vivi tempted me wif dinner at chomp chomp.. Haha.. Food!! Had dinner at chomp chomp wif Vivi n co. Stingray, sambal kang kong n crayfish.. Simply yummielicious.. Esp da stingray was so juicy n tender.. *drools* Dey haf sugarcane juice served in super big cup.. Enuff for 2 persons.. Winnie n vivi shared wif their darlings.. But da cup is so interesting so i decided to haf one for myself.. haha.. But is reali too much.. Oni managed to finish 3/4 of it and gave da remaining to bengnifer.. Even after a so darn full dinner.. Winnie was still craving for food.. She wanted to haf satay! But everyone is too full to eat anymore den she suggested to haf durians.. oh my~~ Finally we decided to haf beancurd at geylang instead.. haha.. Yea.. Was craving for it last nite manz..

Beng was wif us today too.. So.. without fail.. Ru hua is mentioned umpteen times.. He's so obsessed wif his Ru hua to an extent tat whilst driving he cud even linked dou hua wif ru hua.. my goodness.. He's driving me mad wif ru hua.. Tatz horrigible.. After having our fan hou dian xin (snacks-after-dinner) slacked dere for awhile.. We weren't crapping but suaning one another instead.. Vivi n i kena shooted by edwina n kerina till so jialat.. Dey machiam xiang sheng lidat.. Another one continue to suan us after one of dem stop.. 0mg~~

Dere's smt i muz say.. Winnie is attached.. hohoho.. like wad she had said.. No more contradictions seh.. And she's so goooood lo.. Din shared her joy wif me till i finally mit up wif her n she popped stunt sia.. Suddenly i juz saw her hand in hand swinging so happily wif her darling boy.. And my reaction was !!! Congratz ger.. Remember our philosophy.. Happy happy..

*rolling to tattyland*

I got a job.. Hohoho..

Bloggin n chattin at da same time wif my sweetie n her darling.. lolx..

Finally got a job.. sales line.. Never liked promoting stuffs but no choice.. Beta den rot at home n no income at all.. haha.. got income = shopping n enjoy.. Met new frens at my workplace.. nice n humorous pple.. My colleague Nitty can reali chat alot n is darn friendly.. She loves to people-watching esp beautiful n sweet gers.. Alwaz bio-ing da sweet ger opposite our store.. Tink tat sweet ger realised tat too.. Whenever she's not doin anitink she wud juz stone dere looking at pple.. Looking out for da pretties, cuties n sweeties.. haha.. Helps to kill time too.. Enjoy working wif her.. No stress n relax.. lolx.. But Nitty will be transferred to another branch tmr onwards.. Sadded.. Hopefully will see her soon.. Got another new colleague tmr which is her younger sis..

My job is so slack till i cud happily chat wif Beary on da fone for nearly an hour.. Updated stuffs on each other.. Hopefully she n her pilot goin smoothly.. Glad she gave up on wu gui eventually.. *sounds so evil* haha.. Guess tinks are gettin beta in 2475.. No mood to tink all those stuffs too.. Got quik n foul temper lately.. Get irritated n frustrated easily.. Seriously lack of sleep i guess.. But still hiak hiak..

Monday seems like alot promoters' off day.. za, activa, polka n biore's promoters din cum to work today.. Da store seem so QUIET! Esp when Jessica da cat eye din cum.. Alwaz walkin ard da store "scaring" n crap wif us.. But today got another za promoter Haze relieving Eudora.. Initially tot she's those unfriendly kind.. Am wrong.. another talkative one.. crap n crap.. Nitty n i told her bout dis Olive salesger cos she look darn darn skinny.. Machiam solely skin wrap bones n anitime will break if not handle wif care.. Stunned when haze told us olive has a child.. 0mg~~ She's still soooo skinny after giving birth.. and she doesnt look like a mummy at all.. She's a hardcore clubber n smoker.. I whole day stone at my counter alwaz see her go smoke smoke.. -.-" Her shop machiam no customers.. don needa serve customers.. Alwaz see her n her colleagues walk out of da shop n go dunno-where.. Sound as if am people-watching rather den working.. lolx.. yea..

Went to geylang wif Andeline n Bengnifer for supper den to ecp to slack.. Craps.. Haha.. da toads at ecp are soooo darn talkative.. Croaking whole nite non-stop.. Maybe is reali bcos of da scare.. lolx.. All thanx to bengnifer..

Last sat wanted to go Black but da queue is so darn long.. Went to mount faber altivo instead.. Had fun.. But it wud be much more beta if Ru Hua wasnt mentioned.. And i kip hearing her name ever since.. -.-" bengnifer is juz so so so in love wif ru hua.. *pukes* Went to rui chun for dian xin.. *YUMMIE* Loves da xia jiao, porridge n steamed pork ribs.. But tink andy enjoyed da most cos he had tonic.. lolx.. da forfeit is darn fun.. Tat nite is enjoyment kakis' nite again.. wEee~~

*yawns* Tmr gotta work n haf dental appointment as early as 930am.. Am left wif 3 hours to slp.. whoops..

*crawling to tattyland*