The way we were

Memories light the corner of my mind
Misty water color memories
Of the way we were

Scattered pictures of the smiles we left behind
Smiles we gave to one another
For the way we were

Can it be that it was all so simple then
Or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me? would we? could we?

Memories may be beautiful and yet
What's too painful to remember
We simply choose to forget
So it's the laughter
We will remember
Whenever we remember
The way we were
The way we were

普通朋友

等待
我隨時隨地在等待
做你感情上的依賴
我沒有任何的疑問
這是愛
我猜
你早就想要說明白
我覺得自己好失敗
從天堂掉落到深淵
多無奈
我願意改變 (what can I do?)
重新再來一遍 (just gimme a chance)
我無法只是普通朋友
感情已那麼深
叫我怎麼能放手
但你說
I only wanna be your friend
做個朋友
我在
你心中只是 just a friend
不是情人
我感激你對我這樣的坦白
但我給你的愛暫時收不回來
So I
我不能只是 be your friend
I just can't be your friend
No, no, no
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能做普通朋友

it had to be you

its temptatious and beautiful
wanted it so much when she cudnt.

when she got it

its losing its shine each moment.

i guess am not cut out for it
unlike you
but am learning it.

deres always no exceptions
irritations after enthusiasm.

unknowingly i got myself nothing
but annoyance and torments.

its a temptatious cycle
which never leads to a blissful ending.

if ever things got screwed up
and crossed the breaking point
deres one thing for sure
i never meant to hurt you.

its distressing
but how cud i quit it
when you're my motivation yet distraction.

am amazed by my stupidity

and you jus dun get it.

devilicious.attitude

If dere werent...
the courage
the initiative
the explanations
I wud still be left hanging.

it was a beautiful misunderstanding

My doubts were cleared finally.
Sorry for making assumptions.
Glad everything is back to normal again.
Its like getting to noe u beta or maybe a 'new' u.

yawnielicious

Happy 20th Burp Day to my
Lesbie Rae aka Raymond!!

Last nite after drinking session @ FV, went for supper @ 85mkt. Slacked till early moring 6plus. Super shag-ed. The weather was so cooling and nice. Fell asleep while sitting on the bench and on the way home. Had a quick bath and flew to my tattyland.

It was a lazielicious afternoon. Stayed home whole day. Wakie. Eat. Online. Sleep. Eat. TV. Hahas. I actually managed to sit infront of the tv and watched a 1.5hr show. Usually i wud rather rot infront of my comp or lie on the bed for the whole day when am at home.

Tml is finally the last day of the semester and gotta start preparing for my exams.

18.august Thursday
Thanks to Da S and Andy's recommendation. The groupie - Nana, Marilyn, Mabel, Anne, Seans, Andy and Chap. Lunchie @ Carl's Jr. Wrong decision. I had it once and its enuff. The size of the burger is madness. It's almost the size of my face. All the combo meals cost ard 1o bucks or slightly more and the drinks are free flow. But it tastes normal only. Notink special. After few hours, Flingy and me were hungry again. The burger is definitely not worth eating.

Watched The Maid @ GV Marina wif Nana and Seans whilst the rest went along wif their prog. While waiting for Da S to get done wif his haircut, being the narcissists, we were busy snap-ing. The movie was average and Marilyn had told us bout the storyline beforehand tats why somehow not so interesting alr. And i dun uds why dey like to show kaka crawling out eversince The Ring. The scary scenes were unpredictable and the sound effects were loud and scary. A scene or two reali made me scream out loud and sharp right into Flingy and Dumby's ears. Dun anyhow watch horror movies wif me. U'll be frightened by my screams and grips instead.

... Never enuff wif snap-ing ...



its tattyland time again. imu*

Fly Away

Early morning.. Wakie by Nana's morning call. Its 7am. my g0sh. I've been sleeping my day away when am supposed to study for my test last nite. But.. i jus felt soooo tired and lazy. Simply cant get my arse outta bed. Was listening 93.3 on my bed. Playing jolin's song. Told myself to wash up after the song. Lil did i noe.. I drifted to my tattyland fast enuff.. Guess i was in a half-conscious state kind. I had a brief and awful dream. Ha! I actually felt so jealous in my dream. Thou in reality, sometimes i feel the same. But at times its reali stupig to tink tat way when i jolly well noe dere's notink to be jealous of. The happenings in my dreams were so 'real'. I nearly cudnt differentiate between the dream and reality. In my dream, i saw dis scene which sour-ed me so much. I felt the pain. Den i heard a faint music in my dream.. it was also the song tat finally got my arse outta bed.. it was playing on my radio.. Fly away. Duh. I mus hav heard Nana sing dis million times tat i got so sensitive to it. Her mus-sing song during ktv. It drilled many feelings into me. Wad a morning.

Fly Away

這一次 是我自己為自己下的決定
很小心 你說慢慢來別怕來不及
如果我 還有一點點不安或者遲疑
我不會對你的反應那麼好奇
落葉啊 其實也很不願意
其實也不想回憶 誰沒等到錯過了流星
我們啊 交集在這意外的假期
一定哪里見過你 一定曾經夢見你

Fly away 無窮無盡是你深邃的眼睛
看著你 就可以讓我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly away 當我不顧一切無止盡追尋
有一個人 有一顆心 早已經默默之中在那里

這一次 問我自己都說我毫不懷疑
愛上你 終於我發現我還有勇氣
唯一我 覺得遺憾的是我不夠仔細
不了解 你說那一些話的用意
幾乎是 所有時間在想你
快樂之後是壓抑 有沒有過這樣的呼吸
幸福啊 只要一個眼神的交集
我們擁抱著刺激 我們渴望著相遇

Fly away 當我不顧一切無止盡追尋
是你的人 是你的心 日日夜夜陪我在這里

Hmm.. Will it be a sign telling me tat awful dream of mine will come true someday?

Went to sch and flipped thru my notes. Overall, the test wasnt done badly jus as i tot it wud. Phew!

Here comes my drinking session wif my kakis again.
Enjoy ur weekends peeps.

*miss miss

Its all bout.. Snap snap

Finally!! Presentations and Projects are done. Its been a busy busy week rushing POM and BC. Overall, both presentations are ok, i guess. Nex, gotta start preparing for exams. Hopefully. Nex week is our study week. Soooo fast.

Super LATE again! Wakie at 845am dis morning when am having lessons at 930am. Luckily got Anne to help me sign my attendence. Reached sch at 11am. Missed Nana and Da Sean's presentations. Da bian. Self-break. Snap snap. Presentation reviews.

Lunchtime. Dis is veri headache and irritating. Alwaz dunno where to hav lunch. Someone suggested Marche. Well. I din wanted to so we split up into 2 groupies. Seans, Andy, Marilyn and Anne lunch-ed @ Marche. Me, Nana and Mabel lunch-ed @ Yuki Yaki. Steamboat + bbq + ice-cream buffet. Blardy sin-full. And snap-ed lotsa pix.



Fascinated by our ice-cream-made initials


Cudnt finish da cooked meat. Purposely made it chao-ta.
Evidence destroy-ed.




Our lovely creations. The wonders of mango sorbet.
Helena.Mabel.Eve


Arent we loving.. Shes mine.



Paying attention during BC presentation shows?


Nah.. Crappily narcissistic-ing wif Da Sean's hp


As usual. Act again. Da tou da tou~

13.august saturday
A cute nite. It was cute bcos of a cute da bian. It was Seng's burp day celebration. Saw my cute Dabianbian at the chalet. Initially, cudnt recog her when she called me. Mus be she too cute alr tats y. Shes sucha cute da bian. I mean it. Shes reali cute. And i wanna let the whole world noe how cute she is. So cute to da extend tat i enjoy crapping wif her and cudnt resist tickling her. Shes my Dabianbian. Shes cute. And of cos, shes the cutesy.. Laine

Dabianbian: Madness. i actually crapped here and only crapped about u. LOL

11.august thursday
The day for our individual BC presentation. In our smart casual.




My fave pix wif my gers.

12.august friday
After our POM presentation. Gers in Black. Guys in Formal.


The gers wif Mr Richard Mak


Finally.. a pix of 5ive of us.




The groupie.. wif missing peeps

...Random pix...


My Leopard spot-ed arm. Credits to Da Sean. -_-"


The Culprit of my bruises. The victim of my scratches. Da Sean


Snap-ed during BC lecture


Nana imitating Hanjun. LOL

*rolls off to my tattyland*

it's missing

In my dreams

i see you there

but in my eyes

you're never there.

Crazy weekends

Wakie at 2plus. WoO~ 1o hours of yummie sleep.

It was a sat nite. And.. I was out wif da bunch of crappy peeps.. Marilyn, Anne & her boy, Ryan, Seans, Hanjun, Aaron (xiao sean's loverboy.. lol).

Supposed to mit up wif Aiai, Seans n Hj @ 630 for dinner. Haiyo. All were very late. We had kway chap. Not very nice and expensive. Den went to BFD @ east coast park for drinking and waited for da rest to come. We played few games to entertain ourselves too.. Poker cards, 5-10, 007 bang, froggy and da stupig forfeit, Aiai & I vs Xiao S & Aaron. LMAO

Both Da S and I were too violent ytd. He pinched me real hard. And gave me 5ive bruises on my left arm. Er xin da bian.


I gave him scratches on his arm in return

Drank till quite high but not seh-ed. Seans kip tinking Aiai and I cannot make it alr. LOL. Aiai and I went to da dance floor but.. Da rnb songs sounds weird.. Da beat like very fast. Wanted to hav nissin cup noodles @ 7-11 but dun hav. Went to chai chee for ba chor mee instead. Left @ ard 3plus. Anne & her boy sent Marilyn & I home.. On da way home, Ryan took da wrong exit. A long long road. Yes. Took tat route wif bb before but i din realise it was soooo darn long and scary till ytd. The feeling is so different. Those memories. Tat special place. No more.

Chomp chomp. Chomp-ed my fave stingray and kangkong. And da salad you tiao is nice. And da mus hav big big sugarcane glass. Tat makes a yummielicious dinner. Thanx dumby.


Hanjun's left & right arms. Da biggest bruise i created up-to-date. Still healing in progress. Our way of "greeting" one another. LOL




Crappy Nana & Eve @ green nose monster's hse. Tats not Our bra. Owner of da bra warned us not to disclose her identity. Smart peeps will noe who it belongs to. LOL

Having my POA test lata. woo~ Good luck to my gers & da crappy guys.

*happily rolling to tattyland*

Rainbow after da rain

Hadn't been feeling great for da past few days. Unhappiness. Frustrations. Sadness. And.. I vented it all out by my endless grumblings and whinings to flingie. Thanx for ur listening ear and tolerating my unpredictable madness.

Went to momo ytd wif Shar, Chris & co. 0h boy. Shud hav stayed home instead. I was irritated, sad and pissed off. Din reali enjoyed bcos da music sux and da toilet is irritating. Da walking distance and queue are crazy. My mood was kinda turned off initially over some lil' issues. Tat sucky feeling came back after telling shar some stuffs. After i got more sober, totally not in da mood to club nor drink. Am dread of getting myself drunk jus to numb those feelings. Not gonna fall into tat shit again.

It has been a month in sch. I tink da gers in my class are reali weird. Eh.. not all da gers. But a handful of dem. Till now, i still haven communicate wif at least half of da peeps in my class. But now is not too bad compared to da first few weeks.. At least my clique still got interact wif da peeps at da side.

Had a very very short term break last week. In 3 weeks time, we'll be having our exams. So darn fast. During dis two weeks, will be having tests. Headaches manz. All da confusing theories and formats to memorise. Projects are due next week. POM almost done. Starting on BC real soon.. And individual assignment. Oral presentation is next thur. Da scary day is jus one week away. Well, now i jus hope to faster get it done and say bye to BC. Dis module sux. Never reali pay attention during BC lessons. For da last 2 lessons worst, we went to da student lounge during our short break and returned to class when lessons ended. Today Ah Su finally blew her top. LOL

After sch, 6 of us - Nana, Anne, Seans and Hanjun went to town. Lunchie @ cine pastamania. Cheese lovers. We almost finished 2 full bottles of cheese. Yum yum~ And its reali a veri bad idea to eat wif dem especially wif Da S. Am disgusted wif all his stories and craps. Nana and i learnt alot of crappy and funny terms from him. Went over to PS for movie. Wanted to watch The Maid but haven screen yet so ended up watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Freaking lame but kinda interesting and funny too. Willy Wonka willy wonka~ LMAO

*rolls off to tattyland*

wad the hell

everything is farked up
damn pissed off
am outta it
tats it.