it had to be you

its temptatious and beautiful
wanted it so much when she cudnt.

when she got it

its losing its shine each moment.

i guess am not cut out for it
unlike you
but am learning it.

deres always no exceptions
irritations after enthusiasm.

unknowingly i got myself nothing
but annoyance and torments.

its a temptatious cycle
which never leads to a blissful ending.

if ever things got screwed up
and crossed the breaking point
deres one thing for sure
i never meant to hurt you.

its distressing
but how cud i quit it
when you're my motivation yet distraction.

am amazed by my stupidity

and you jus dun get it.