Its tests week. BS and MicroEcons. nex following 2 wks are deadline for projects. dis sem seems to pass very fast. or maybe am slow. poor time management for projects. projects stuck at nowhere.
After our test happily happily tot can go home early ended up wasted an hour printing e survey forms. lousy printers. endless jamming and eating of papers. e sch hav hungry printers.
monday blues. everyone seemed so moodless. flingy was very naggy and still very naggy ytd. my mood and temper werent tat good recently. kinda get agitated easily i admit. i tink we were quite pissed off wif each other ytd too. our tones arent nice to each other. hahas. its not very nice to see flingy throw her temper. shes scary. i saw it twice. i was superbly late for 30mins tat day plus most of e time shes e one waiting for me. its no wonder tat she flared up, for e very first time. den e second time was she had a bad haircut and highlight i tried to cheer her up but irritated her instead. she flared up again. well.. we had our fair share. she pissed me off last sat morning when we were having breakfast. she accidentally dropped a twenty-cent coin on my yummie egg. hahas. i noe it was kinda stupig to get pissed off wif such trivial matters but my mood was darn bad tat morning. she coaxed me wif a sweet. nice one. love u to bits.
Wasted my time going to sch on sat cos i practically slept throughout e whole lesson. accumulated tiredness. slept very soundly till i had a very bad dream of nana and marilyn. i dreamt of nana using all her might to strangle me whilst marilyn held one of my wrists very tightly and i used another hand to scratch nana. e scenario was in e lect room too. it felt so real till anne tot i was crying when she heard me breathing so hard. =.= wad a dream. andy said i had a very bad impression of dem sub-consciously. hahas. initially planned to stay back in sch to print our survey forms but tri din attend sch when all e info was wif him.
Last fri went to work wif flingy @ nus. its an unforgettable one bcos we lost our way in e campus for 40mins. walked ard e campus like 2 mad gers. we even asked quite a few people for directions. dere were 2 swimming pools. omg. we went to e wrong one. finally got e correct direction. took e shuttle bus but alighted at e wrong bus-stop thus had to walk a long way back. worst still, flingy and my feet had blisters. wad a day. we were late for almost an hour luckily e in-charges are nice people. phew~ our job was supposed to usher but ended up more like 3 retards (nana, rita & me) stood dere and did nothing. we even had our fill on e buffet. flingy even made a new indian "best fren" when we were sitting at a corner enjoying our food. LMAO. she din wanted to be rude tats why she "entertained" tat guy's stupig questions. and hes stupig enuff for not being able to sense tat his presence is so much unwanted. rita and i were bad enuff bcos we din even bother to "rescue" her. rita acted blur while i acted busy eating my food. heh heh.. hes too irritating alr. he gave each of us his namecard and even asked nana for her number as she's e only one answering him. luckily she isnt stupig enuff to exchange number else can kick her butt hard into e pool. nana jus kept quiet bout it and tried to avoid his qn, he still can stupig-ly ask if she wanna go out wif him on sat and sun. he said hes lonely and wants to make more frens. WTH. darn him. he might hav tot tat we were social escorts. yikes. i simply cant wait to feed e trash bin wif his namecard soon after he finally walked away. jus as we were walking out of e pool side "suay suay" see him again. nana mus be more irritated cos he happily asked her to call him. *pukes*
its e rainy season. dun get urself drenched. take good care of urself.
*rolls off*
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Monday, October 17, 2005
wad an easy job. wHee~
After a day's work.. back ached. leg ached. hands ached. body ached. its a 10hr job but minus lunch and dinner break. worked for 8hrs only. on average its like 16 bucks per hr. great bucks. our job was to promote e new fragrance - lacoste essential. simple job. jus before an hour to knock off all our fragrance testers left almost 3/4 full and e funny thing is e client of this event expected us to use up most of e testers. madness. guess wad? 4 of us sprayed as we walked along e stretch of pathway outside seiyu. lacoste essential overloaded. darn choking. stupig. it smells nice initally. but after e smell settles down e smell changed. citrus to pepper rose to woody.
Ytd accompanied flingy to town to buy a pair of jeans. wanted to chop chop buy den head home to sleep but shopped till 6plus when both of us were like dragging ourselves.
Ytd accompanied flingy to town to buy a pair of jeans. wanted to chop chop buy den head home to sleep but shopped till 6plus when both of us were like dragging ourselves.
Last thur went ktv wif flingy, flying lizard, weekiat and grace. after tat ktv session flingy and i gonna stop for a period of time. totally no mood for ktv for e time being. ktv-ed till sian-ed. as usual only flying lizard forever so enthu. duh.
this week gotta start working on projects. research, reports den case study. *yawns*
*rolls off*
*rolls off*
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Laugh out loud.
Happy Birthday to Gwen!!
Started my day off wif a tired feeling. Its econs lesson today. those graphs are reali confusing and boring. Dere i go into my own world again. *stone-d* Idiotic flying lizard last min put plane but flingy and i still went ahead to watch movie. Wanted to watch Corpse Bride but decided to giv it a miss and watched The 40-year-old Virgin instead. Had a reali good laugh. Flingy even laughed till she teared. omg. deres one scene which made e both of us laughed till we almost went crazy. it was superbly hilarious.
it turns me off again
it made me shun away
some things jus cant be forced
u hav overdone it
tats it.
tv timee!!
*rolls off*
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
tml will be a beta day.
Its WAFFLE day!!
Went to siglap wif Vivi, Kimmy, Nixion, Andy, Bengnifer and Tommi. My lesbie Rae was LAZY to meet us. duh. Well, kinda look forward to hav waffle initially. Yet i din reali enjoyed it. Seems like it doesnt taste as yummie as before. Den went to bedok jetty and slack. It was a crazy/scare-d nite wif e peeps. Hahas. But it was kinda fun (if only without the mirror thingy). *shudders*
looking forward to watch Corpse Bride. many commented its a nice show..
Went to siglap wif Vivi, Kimmy, Nixion, Andy, Bengnifer and Tommi. My lesbie Rae was LAZY to meet us. duh. Well, kinda look forward to hav waffle initially. Yet i din reali enjoyed it. Seems like it doesnt taste as yummie as before. Den went to bedok jetty and slack. It was a crazy/scare-d nite wif e peeps. Hahas. But it was kinda fun (if only without the mirror thingy). *shudders*
looking forward to watch Corpse Bride. many commented its a nice show..
craving for teppanyaki.. *drools*
hahas.. ohhh flingy~~
hahas.. ohhh flingy~~
big and small changes taking place in everyday life.
it came out of nowhere. out of e sudden.
wasnt expecting it. wasnt prepared for it.
to learn to walk out of e circle and accept it
or to shun away from it?
sometimes it does turns me off. seriously.
u spelt it out. i admitted
no intention to deny nor hide anyway
it came out of nowhere. out of e sudden.
wasnt expecting it. wasnt prepared for it.
to learn to walk out of e circle and accept it
or to shun away from it?
sometimes it does turns me off. seriously.
u spelt it out. i admitted
no intention to deny nor hide anyway
its nice tat we talked it out
at least now u noe clearly how i felt towards u
and letting me noe tat u sensed my changes towards u
at least now u noe clearly how i felt towards u
and letting me noe tat u sensed my changes towards u
for certain things its not tat i cant be bothered
its not tat i dun wanna lend a listening ear or comfort u when ur down tat day
its jus tat psychology barriers dun allow
once bitten twice shy
but we're still frens
this is for sure.
*rolls off*
its not tat i dun wanna lend a listening ear or comfort u when ur down tat day
its jus tat psychology barriers dun allow
once bitten twice shy
but we're still frens
this is for sure.
*rolls off*
Saturday, October 08, 2005
I jus wan a peace of mind.
its a bad bad day
totally not my day
was it my moodswings
or was it tat matter which made me so moodless e whole day?
had a hard knock on my head against e door in school
lost e beads of e necklace from dearest
felt so bad about it
i've been avoiding very hard yet am thinking of you so often
ur only making me feel so weak again
i realized whenever i try to convince myself to forget
am actually unknowingly remind myself more of you
many times i tried so hard to fight back those tears but everytime i failed
i hate myself for believing in you thou i noe you lied
i even think tat i've only myself to blame for e way we are now
but come to think of it
tats e way u are
tats e way how you see to problems
sometimes i do detest e way u are
but i still hope u'll be happy always
有兩種遺憾最折騰人 一個是得不到自己心愛的人
另外一個是看到心愛的人得不到幸福
and for tat distressing matter. its e fact now
too late to say or do anything
circumstances dun allow neither
if only i cud jus runaway from all these
am mentally and emotionally worn out.
and not forgetting to wish e gers...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to LYN & WINNIE !!
totally not my day
was it my moodswings
or was it tat matter which made me so moodless e whole day?
had a hard knock on my head against e door in school
lost e beads of e necklace from dearest
felt so bad about it
i've been avoiding very hard yet am thinking of you so often
ur only making me feel so weak again
i realized whenever i try to convince myself to forget
am actually unknowingly remind myself more of you
many times i tried so hard to fight back those tears but everytime i failed
i hate myself for believing in you thou i noe you lied
i even think tat i've only myself to blame for e way we are now
but come to think of it
tats e way u are
tats e way how you see to problems
sometimes i do detest e way u are
but i still hope u'll be happy always
有兩種遺憾最折騰人 一個是得不到自己心愛的人
另外一個是看到心愛的人得不到幸福
and for tat distressing matter. its e fact now
too late to say or do anything
circumstances dun allow neither
if only i cud jus runaway from all these
am mentally and emotionally worn out.
and not forgetting to wish e gers...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to LYN & WINNIE !!
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
be indifferent. happier?
new chapter new beginning?
it seems like picking up from where we stopped
am feeling neither excited nor happy when it supposed to
in fact am kinda dread of it
everything seemed the same yet different in some ways
it seems like picking up from where we stopped
am feeling neither excited nor happy when it supposed to
in fact am kinda dread of it
everything seemed the same yet different in some ways
when wud all these end?
can all these be rewritten?
as time goes by...
wud i feel likewise?
can all these be rewritten?
as time goes by...
wud i feel likewise?
thou we feel the same
we share the same tots
yet we can do nothing about it
we share the same tots
yet we can do nothing about it
its so distressing
mentally tortured wif the ongoings
wud the situation improve or worsen?
mentally tortured wif the ongoings
wud the situation improve or worsen?
days were so simple in the past
no complications nor lies
i can see and feel the great difference now
no complications nor lies
i can see and feel the great difference now
c a n t . b e . b o t h e r e d . n o . m o r e
Received an unexpected and surprising phone call when i was about to go out. I was thinking who wud call my house to look for me. Kinda confused when i heard the caller's voice. Sounded so unfamiliar. Never tot he wud call when we hav lost contact for years. Somehow i felt kinda awkard chatting wif him and deres nothing much to tok about. As i was rushing for time so din chat for long too. Went to jalan kayu and ecp wif xiaobai and nick. Din enjoy my dinosaur in peace bcos of a irritating black cat. It kip running up and den slided down from the concrete slope which is jus a very short distance behind my seat. Dunno its playing or trying to balance itself on the concrete slope but failed each time. I find cats are so scary ever since the incident wif dumby. Darn. It frighten-ed the hell outta me.
*rolls off*
Received an unexpected and surprising phone call when i was about to go out. I was thinking who wud call my house to look for me. Kinda confused when i heard the caller's voice. Sounded so unfamiliar. Never tot he wud call when we hav lost contact for years. Somehow i felt kinda awkard chatting wif him and deres nothing much to tok about. As i was rushing for time so din chat for long too. Went to jalan kayu and ecp wif xiaobai and nick. Din enjoy my dinosaur in peace bcos of a irritating black cat. It kip running up and den slided down from the concrete slope which is jus a very short distance behind my seat. Dunno its playing or trying to balance itself on the concrete slope but failed each time. I find cats are so scary ever since the incident wif dumby. Darn. It frighten-ed the hell outta me.
*rolls off*
Saturday, October 01, 2005
deres so much ... in life.
人生難得是歡聚﹐唯有別離多 ……
離別是沒得練習的。
人生的乍然離別﹐常常殺我們一個措手不及。
有誰能夠為離別練習呢﹖
倘若可以練習﹐便不會有那麼多的眼淚和思念。
離別是沒得練習的。
人生的乍然離別﹐常常殺我們一個措手不及。
有誰能夠為離別練習呢﹖
倘若可以練習﹐便不會有那麼多的眼淚和思念。
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