I jus wan a peace of mind.

its a bad bad day
totally not my day
was it my moodswings

or was it tat matter which made me so moodless e whole day?
had a hard knock on my head against e door in school
lost e beads of e necklace from dearest
felt so bad about it

i've been avoiding very hard yet am thinking of you so often
ur only making me feel so weak again
i realized whenever i try to convince myself to forget
am actually unknowingly remind myself more of you
many times i tried so hard to fight back those tears but everytime i failed
i hate myself for believing in you thou i noe you lied
i even think tat i've only myself to blame for e way we are now
but come to think of it
tats e way u are
tats e way how you see to problems
sometimes i do detest e way u are
but i still hope u'll be happy always

有兩種遺憾最折騰人 一個是得不到自己心愛的人
另外一個是看到心愛的人得不到幸福

and for tat distressing matter. its e fact now
too late to say or do anything
circumstances dun allow neither

if only i cud jus runaway from all these
am mentally and emotionally worn out.

and not forgetting to wish e gers...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to LYN & WINNIE !!