Saturday, November 26, 2005

Its time to buck up for exams

Watched Harry Potter wif Mag, Catsy, Wanhua, Erica and one of their ger fren. Not say very nice but not tat bad either.

Went clubbing last wed wif Anne, Pauline, Marilyn, Andy, Xiao Sean, Chap, Royston, Swee leng & co. Da Sean last min cant join us. Nana worst de er xin. Thou we tried for days to 'psycho' her to join us but her determination darn strong. Met Marilyn to check out Black before joining e rest @ Devils. Din club for about 2 months alr and when we stepped into black. We were stunned. It was so darn unlike e usual black. No crowd till 12plus i guess. So many blangalahs. But the songs are nice la. Club hop to Devils but still went back to black at last cos Devils was playing trance! Omg. Cant stand it. Black is kuku la. Put a full house sign when its not even half full lor. -.-" Went back in but at least got a lil crowd. Chantel and Eddie & co. were dere too. And tat kuku Jacky & co. Lucky din getta see tat someone again. Its not tat i find fault at her but she's jus so immature and sucha bitch. I reali dislike her now. Got home by 3.45am. But only slept @ almost 7am after chatting on e fone. Slept for barely 2 hours and off to Queenstown for a its-a-waste-of-time course. Woke up e nex morning to noe tat my legs felt so wobbly. Its the after hav-not-been-clubbing-for-ages effect? LOL

Exams are reali fast approaching.. counting down.. 4 more days!! Study week is so darn short. And.. am reali not prepared for it. Gotta force myself to mug mug and mug. After exams shall busy myself wif work. I wanna get my curls. Yes. Been wanting the curls since months ago but my hair is growing reali slow. Finally the mimimal length is almost dere. And a shopping spree!!

Work is so the er xin dreadful. 3 torturing weekends. Darn E.G. Argh. I swear i'll never work for dem after dis very last project. Darn bloody pissed off. Cud only blame myself for not resisting the 'attractive' pay. And now i haf to and mus work wif dem else i gotta pay dem 60 bucks for a stupig useless course about rules & regulations and some common sense thingy. Darn it. Pray hard dey assign Nana and i to a good spot else i rather throw tat 60 bucks to dem. Thinking of it reali makes my blood boils. Wad the hell. Received a sms from one of e coordinaters jus now and it reali spoil my mood. I saw e word 'demo'. Yikesssss. I gotta do demo for tat product. Hate it. Ok. Enuff of it. I shall rant more on it after 3rd dec tat is when work starts. I noe i will.

Had been thinking for days if i shud convey tat msg to him. Even till now.. i still hav not decided wad shud i do so as not to regret on my action again. Well.. izit a good or bad thing for now? If only i cud hav a clue for his sudden actions... I wish we cud stay as frens yet its jus so hard for me at dis very moment. The heartaches are still dere. I dun wanna let go yet i cant make u stay. Too many beautiful memories are holding me back. Was it time not enuff or was it me being so stubborn? Am contented thou every conversation was very short. At least dere are.

*rolls off to tattyland*

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