Sunday, May 21, 2006

Not in a good mood.

Yes. Nowadays am jus plain lazy to blog. And nothing interesting to blog bcos everyday is jus a routine-d school day. Ok. I'll be real slow in updating cos am chatting on msn and on the phone.

Thu 18th.May
Went to Isetan private sales wif Nana, Kaili & Karen. Darn. Hungry-ed and somemore got alot of people. Kinda stuffy. Ok. I did put on a black face for a short short while. Sorry girls. Nana and I went into the wrong queue -_-" No wonder the queue don seems to move at all. After 3hrs of shopping finally can have dinner at Han's.

Mon 15th.May
Last monday went K wif Nana for nearly 5ive hours. Thanks to sis for getting special rates for us. Some Kbox outlets have changed their charges - 1 drink can only sing for 2 hours. Wth.

After all this while.. Well, it was so much beta to say it out rather than avoiding and stuffs. I do listen to others' opinions but convincing me is another thingy. Am not escaping from the reality. I can say am more clear than anyone else about it but maybe somehow am not convinced. Subconsciously, I think differently. Am jus plain stubborn. The problem lies wif me. Sometimes I regretted wad I've said and wanted to do sth about it. However my pride doesnt allow. I noe this time is for real. Many times I asked myself if this was the best way out. Some said I was right in my move. I oso tot it was good initially but sometimes its a torment.

Am greatly disturbed. Have been avoiding it for a couple of months and now the thingy snowballed. Given to others, wld u react jus like how I did? I tot I over-reacted but I don see any wrong for being upset, annoyed, frustrated, irritated, pissed-off. Any word tat cld describe my exasperation over tat thingy. If it was a white one I think I definitely wldn't got so worked up but its a soiled one. Darn. Even after ranting about it for days am still so agitated. Arrrghhhh.

I haven get over it. Close to hatred.

Anyway tmr will be watching The Da Vinci Code. Woots~

Its 3.24am alr. See!! Slow rite?!

Ok. Chimpy and Chap stop nagging. Updated alr.

*rolls off to tattyland*

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