Cleared macro!

I've been so worried tat I'd fail again and hav to retake the whole module. Had problem getting myself to sleep last nite bcos I was practically thinking how did I fare for my supp. Thinking about the questions I did, the mistakes I made, the questions tat I din attempt bcos of insufficient time. Aaarggh.. It was hell. I was self-consoling myself to be mentally prepared for the worst like retaking the module, getting nagged by my parents, dragging myself to sch for 2 pathetic days every week, getting myself a sales job which can fit my schedule, support my expenses and prevent myself from idling for the other 5 days.

Just all these thots were really bad enuff. Plus tat idiotic Datou gave comments like he'll giv me tuiton for econs, I wont be lonely cos I'll hav A****. So mean right?!?! But his "good intention" is of no use!! *evil laughters*

Supp results were released this afternoon.

Yay!! Am so so so relieved and very happy tat I made it for my macroecons supp paper.

HOTCAKES ! HOTCAKES ! HOTCAKES ! *grins*

And now I've really started looking for jobs bcos before results were released I was worried tat I've to retake another sem thus cant commit.

Everything is good at the moment.

Lalalaaa~

*hops away*

Lethargy or moodswing?

Event @ Swissotel The Stamford :: LTA D&D.
Work was super slack compared to the past events.
Even when all the photos are printed out its only 9+pm.
Pack up and went back to central for dinner wif sis and Jean.
Met up wif Wentao & co. @ downtown east.
Though did nothing much at work but I jus feel so tired and moodless.

Something is not right wif me.
I guess its my moodswing again.

Today is a happy day!

Back from work. Event @ Orchard Hotel :: NBL D&D. Today's event can say more fun cos total got 8 coordinators. Usually only 4 or 5 of us. Even Jean's bf was there too. Entertaining us wif all his craps and jokes. Boss was generous today. He treated all of us lunch and supper. This time round my youngest sis joined us too. It was really great and enjoyable. Its been long since the 3 of us hav been so harmonious. No fights nor quarrels. YUP! Things between Sis and I hav slightly improved after 2+ mths of "cold war". How the cold war thingy started was kinda stupig and silly. Our cold war ended very unexpectedly too. I thot it wud still take another some time to end. We simply spent our whole thurday cleaning our own rooms and helping each other out. The cleaning almost killed me. I took 10 darn hours. But when everything was done, there was a great sense of satisfaction.

Sometimes its really hard for 2 stubborn and hot-tempered persons to get along. It was really miserable for not being able to talk nicely to each other all this while. We wud either exchange harsh words or start screaming at each other. Got once I even cried after our arguement but not bcos of the content of our arguement. Its jus so heartbreaking and tiring to quarrel every now and then. At times I feel so bad after quarrelling wif her and blamed myself for not giving in. But when I chose not to argue wif her and let her hav her way den why cant she also talk to me nicely instead of screaming at me. Since young we've been quarelling and making up again but never hav we gone thru such a long cold war. I think I'd taken her existence for granted all this years. I jus cant imagine as we grow older we wud still be quarrelling or having cold wars every now and then. When the cold war was still going on, many times I thot to myself how sad it wud be when I think back of those times spent wif my sis compared to frens. On the contrary, you can hav good relationship wif ur frens but why not ur own siblings. Anyway im really very glad and relieved tat things are doing fine now and I really don wanna hav another cold war again. I really hav to learn to giv in more and cherish my sis and family. Im jus so afraid one day I'd regret for not cherishing them. They are my loved ones too.

There's another event tmr @ Swissotel! I shud be feeling sleepy and tired after working plus I'd insomnia the night before. MAD.

*rolls off*

Finally supp is over

Studied for my macro paper the whole night.
Wanted to catch a short nap before going to sch
but guess I was too nervous and stressed till I cudnt get to sleep at all.
Too "excited" for the paper? -_-"
In fact I felt so energetic though I din catch any sleep.
Lucky my mind still able to function properly while doing the paper.
Hopefully I can make it this time round and I must.
Cant imagine myself going back to sch jus for tat ONE module if I were to fail.
NOOOOO~ *prays hard*

And thanks to Flingy and Datou for helping me wif my revision.

I wan my HOTCAKES !!

Results will be out on the 29th. *anticipating*

*yawns*

Im so so so tired.

GOOD NIGHT !

Results expected or unexpected?

Results released on 15.September. Initially very worried for IMEC only but kinda scare of Econs when tat kuku Datou keep saying about the results thingy. Argh. To make it worst, before checking my results I was worried tat I cant make it for BL too. Very paranoid till I received Flingy's sms saying tat she made it for IMEC. Guess alot of moderation was done. True enuff, I made it for IMEC too BUT flunked my Econs. The only thing I cud self-console is tat at least Econs still might be able to clear. But.. If I were to flunk my IMEC paper den I'd probably wont be able to make it for the supp too. So its not tat bad actually...... IMEC is really over. *phew*

After I got home from dinner wif my family, suddenly got the urge to pack my wardrobe. Cleared some space in my wardrobe to put the musical closet. Packed till 3+am. Crazy! But everything is neat and nice now. Whee~

*rolls off*

Feeling lousy

My agent arranged an interview for me wif Starhub ytd afternoon. Mainly on admin stuff. Chances are high but still looking for other jobs. Luckily the interviewer is nice and understanding thus I need not accept nor reject the job immediately cos im still waiting for news from Joey. And I've decided not to rely on my agent to look for jobs. Sometimes its just so annoying.


After the interview met up wif Nana and went to TM for lunch cum dinner. Had pastamania while waiting for Wentao to reach too. He treated us to movies. Watched The Host. Initially thot it was a ghostly kind of movie but it turned out to be something different. Its a creature not kaka. Overall I find it quite exciting and interesting. And some parts were funny. Nana and I think tat its really worth watching. Only Wentao says tat its boring and confusing.

Results will out tmr. Im very very worried for IMEC.

Lately am hooked on to this song.

不在乎有沒有以後

獨自在房間的角落
點根煙讓寂寞飄走
說起來失眠也不錯
至少可以不做夢

難道愛會漸漸折舊
連回憶也變成折磨
真心的想給你一切
你偏偏只想要自由
現在幾點鐘風
知不知道你睡了沒有
抬頭仰望著天空
一起擁有過的快樂
像斷了線的氣球

不在乎有沒有以後
愛你是活著的理由
緊緊的抱住跟你有關的一切
包括想著你的心痛
我們還有沒有以後
牽著手幸福的以後
在你的心中千萬記得還有我
永遠守著我的承諾
在等候

*rolls off*

Am cursed by a lazy spell

Was cooped at home for days and finally am out today.
Got my lazy bones out to look for job wif flingy. Actual fact was she accompanied me. So nice of her. Anyway faster get well laa.. Else how to go K.

Totally not my day. Went for my dental appt before meeting Flingy. And I was very late for my appt.
Waited very long for the bus and while at the bus stop I realised I forgot to bring my wallet out. KUKU.
After my dental went home to get my wallet then meet flingy.
Supposed to meet her ard 3pm but I met her at 4+pm.
Darn darn suay laa.. And whole day felt so tired and lazy.

Hopefully can get a job soon... Got tonnes of stuffs to buy.

*rolls off*

Suakus 4 spotted at Sentosa

Wed 6th.Sep
Seldom go to sentosa and even if I do, it will be going to the beach for some tanning but we did something different. Had a one-day tour ard sentosa wif Nana. Chimpy. Datou. It was kinda fun but 800 years visit once is enuff bcos the weather is freaking hot. And we were practically walking ard wif the island guide, "sight-seeing" and snapping. Watched the animal & bird encounters show. KUKU. Got one huge yellow snake and 2 i-donno-wad freaking ugly black lizards, eagle, siberian husky. I was expecting monkeys! Am amazed by the musical fountain. It was renovated for quite some time yet I've never seen it till tat nite. Beautiful! Wanted to explore the dragon trail but it was darn dark and eerie when we reached the entrance. Cant see a thing and only tat Chimpy so enthu. Madness.

Being a singaporean yet sound so suaku when comes to tourist attractions. LOL. Nevermind. I got 3 suaku kakis. Shall plan more excursion trips for the suakus. We got a list of places to explore!!

Snapshots at Sentosa
Touring ard Sentosa

Saw the dates of the flower clock? We're from the past, present & future.

The Musical Fountain wif the laser effect

Continued our trail after the musical fountain

Ended our Sentosa adventure at Siloso beach

*rolls off*

Dedicated to SIM peeps

Am officially 21st !! I cant deny anymore. My 21st birthday is over. Argh. Felt kinda old for being 21st. The only thing I can self-console is I don look like one. Hmm.. Nevermind.

Tue 29th.Aug - Sat 2nd.Sep
Busy wif my exams. MacroEcons, BL and IMEC. Finally am done wif it. Studied econs till very stressed out. Initially was very worried for econs till I saw the IMEC paper. KUKU. I donno wads wif the questions. Second encounter wif an alien-like paper other than MA. Well, I can only hope tat I do get a pass for it. The last paper was also the last day of sch. I'll miss the dumplings ban mian.

Helped Melissa & co. for an event on friday at Swissotel Merchant Court. They were nice enuff to let me off after the pre-events to study for my exams.

Sat 2nd.Sep
Celebrated my BIG 2-1 in advance wif SIM peeps (Nana. Anne. Mabel. Marilyn. Da Sean. Hanjun. Mcroy. Chap. Darren. Andy. Nicholas) @ Orchard PartyWorld.

Wif my lovely girls :: Marilyn. Nana. Mabel. Anne







Darren. Mcroy. Hanjun. Chap. Andy. Nicholas

Flingy & Da Sean

DA TOU JUN !! He hates it.


The guy who has the smallest eyes in our group :: CHAP

The cutesy birthday girl =p

*i wish i wish* May my wishes come true...

Second birthday kiss from her




Look at Da Sean's kuku expression


The musical closet

Thanks peeps for the cake, red roses and the princessy musical closet. And thanks to Anne for booking the room. Thanks so much to all for coming and making this day possible. Sad to say its also the day which marks the end of DMSFT. I guess having a full group gathering in future wud be so much lesser or maybe close to impossible. Time really flies. In a blink of an eye, we had spent 15 months tgt...

Everything seems like ytd. Those memories are still very vivid... Everything started during the orientation and gotta know my girls and how lucky we were to be allocated to the same class. But the amazing thing was the process of getting to know Helena and building the bonds. Everything jus started wif a smile. More than words cud express my thots and feelings to you. Ur definitely a fren whom I can trust and count on. You are always so willing and patient to hear my grumbles, rants, sorrows, whines and the list goes on. And also all the joy and unhappiness we shared. Cud still rmb how we used to dread on the thot of going back to sch after each holiday but hey we've survived thru. Like we had said, we might start to drift apart bcos seeing and spending time wif each other is so so so much lesser. But still we wud try to maintain this kind of closeness and both of us cannot be too passive ok. I LOVE YOU.

During the orientation, a sweet looking girl caught my attention. I don deny tat I kept looking in her direction. Yes. She's none other than Marilyn. Then, while playing the games, we were formed into groups and got to know Anne and Mabel. 5 of us clicked very fast. And so coincidentally both Nana & Anne lived in Tampines thus we wud meet up and travel the long journey to sch tgt. And it became a habit to hav breakfasts @ clementi market. Thou in the lata part only left Nana & I cos all started to get lazy and other reasons. But our Mabel joined us for brekkies less than 5 times becos she always OVERSLEPT. And when ur going for the degree course, PLEASE PLEASE be punctual for classes and don skip lessons. Mabel is one of the very few whom I know, has a very very good temper. So far I've only seen her show her temper twice bcos I irritated her on purpose. And to Anne I wanna say a BIG Thank You to u. You've been a great fren-cum-classmate. Being our efficient group leader, intro job lobangs, sharing privileges wif us, and not forgetting taking initiatives to celebrate one another's birthdays. THANK YOU, my dear fren. The 5 of us hang out almost everyday after sch. Can you believe it? We see one another 6 days a week. In sch - sit tgt in class, gossiped during breaks, self-break during lessons. After sch - clubbings, KTVs, chill outs.

Somehow bcos of Anne's friendliness, we gotta know the guys sitting on the same side of the lecture room as us. Slowly, we started to hang out as one BIG group. Initially I really cant stand Da Sean. His mouth is really darn evil. As if he will faint if he stop suaning someone for a day. But things got better as days go by, maybe we are used to it alr or maybe he's not too harsh on his words. However his presence always bring alot of laughters and fun to the group. Am always amused by his terminologies. And thanks for the free cab rides to Eunos. How and when did I really get to know Chap I really cudn't recall. All I cud rmb was he used to work @ Clementi PartyWorld thus whenever we wanna go ktv we wud frequent there. And till now I still donno isit becos of him we get cheaper rates or its alr so cheap. 10 bucks for 2 drinks. LOL. And also I really appreciate his help and time for being so patient and taught me BS when I had to take supp for it during the 2nd sem. He's always so willing and helpful to his frens and classmates. But the only thing he can change for the better is increasing the temperature of his jokes.

Din really hav a good impression of Mcroy aka my petpet Chimpy on the first day of sch. We barely talk to each other till the nite at the colorful bridge and Esplanade. And he's really a good listener, advisor and gossiper. His bitching skills doesn't lose out to a girl ok. Thanks for the late nite calls during exams to make sure tat I din fall asleep while studying. He's a sweet and caring fren. Its kinda pity tat we only started to hang out when its near the end of sem 4. And thanks to him, I see the other side of datou. The very unexpected was able to get along well wif Hanjun aka Datou. He's someone whom I really disliked initially. He's always so mean wif his words. He's super annoying. I keep thinking he's a baddie. Only till the very last sem then I realised tat it was a misunderstanding actually. Ta shi hao ren laa. These 2 kukus here are Nana & my adventurous kakis.
P.S. Contract renewed and Approved ok !!

And not forgetting the rest of the clique :: Darren. Andy. Xiao Sean & Royston. All the best in ur future endeavor.

All along I've been looking forward to finish this course ASAP but now tat it has come to an end, felt kinda sad bout it. No matter how much conflicts and unhappiness we had during the past year, its alr over. We too had fun and laughters wif one another. Thanks for all the joy u guys hav given and it was really great knowing each and everyone of you. Everyone wud be taking different paths and leading their own lives. But I do hope tat we wud still keep in contact wif one another.

I will be missing you guys...

時間已做了選擇
什麼人叫做朋友
偶而碰頭心情卻能一點就通
因為我們曾有過
理想類似的生活
太多感受絕非三言兩語能形容
可能有時我們顧慮太多
太多決定需要我們去選擇
擔心會犯錯
難免會受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
與你分享的快樂勝過獨自擁有
至今我仍深深感動
好友如同一扇窗
能讓視野不同
與你分享的快樂勝過獨自擁有
至今我仍深深感動
好友如同一扇門
讓世界(變)開闊