Saturday, September 23, 2006

Today is a happy day!

Back from work. Event @ Orchard Hotel :: NBL D&D. Today's event can say more fun cos total got 8 coordinators. Usually only 4 or 5 of us. Even Jean's bf was there too. Entertaining us wif all his craps and jokes. Boss was generous today. He treated all of us lunch and supper. This time round my youngest sis joined us too. It was really great and enjoyable. Its been long since the 3 of us hav been so harmonious. No fights nor quarrels. YUP! Things between Sis and I hav slightly improved after 2+ mths of "cold war". How the cold war thingy started was kinda stupig and silly. Our cold war ended very unexpectedly too. I thot it wud still take another some time to end. We simply spent our whole thurday cleaning our own rooms and helping each other out. The cleaning almost killed me. I took 10 darn hours. But when everything was done, there was a great sense of satisfaction.

Sometimes its really hard for 2 stubborn and hot-tempered persons to get along. It was really miserable for not being able to talk nicely to each other all this while. We wud either exchange harsh words or start screaming at each other. Got once I even cried after our arguement but not bcos of the content of our arguement. Its jus so heartbreaking and tiring to quarrel every now and then. At times I feel so bad after quarrelling wif her and blamed myself for not giving in. But when I chose not to argue wif her and let her hav her way den why cant she also talk to me nicely instead of screaming at me. Since young we've been quarelling and making up again but never hav we gone thru such a long cold war. I think I'd taken her existence for granted all this years. I jus cant imagine as we grow older we wud still be quarrelling or having cold wars every now and then. When the cold war was still going on, many times I thot to myself how sad it wud be when I think back of those times spent wif my sis compared to frens. On the contrary, you can hav good relationship wif ur frens but why not ur own siblings. Anyway im really very glad and relieved tat things are doing fine now and I really don wanna hav another cold war again. I really hav to learn to giv in more and cherish my sis and family. Im jus so afraid one day I'd regret for not cherishing them. They are my loved ones too.

There's another event tmr @ Swissotel! I shud be feeling sleepy and tired after working plus I'd insomnia the night before. MAD.

*rolls off*

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