人的性格大抵上是不會改變的，然而，我們愛上一個怎麼樣的人，就會受他影響，發生一種互動的關係。
某人激發我們的上進心，另一個人也許激發我們的虛榮心。某人激發我們的慷慨和仁慈，另一個人則激發我們的妒忌與慾望。某人對知識不舍的追求無疑令我們擔心自己才學不足，而另一個人對現狀的滿足也許使我們放棄對夢想的追尋。某人寬大為懷，我們會為自己的自私而慚愧。一個醉生夢死的人會使我們相信享樂自有其超凡的價值。
要是換了一個處境，換了另一個互動的人，我們所關切的東西會微妙地轉移到對方所關心的事情之上。
愛是專注力的移棲。在茫茫人海之中，有那麼一個人，使你不得不把所有的專注力放在他身上，使他有別于芸芸眾生。然後，這種專注力會慢慢移向這個人，就像離心力一樣。
兩個人專注力的移棲，變成兩個天地的交集，無可避免地，我們會影響彼此。一些我們以為自己沒有的個性，日漸會浮現。一些我們從未細想的東西突然變得新鮮和有趣。愛是一種互動的成長，比個人成長更精彩和燦爛。
在驚嘆這種互動的成長，我們禁不住會想： 要是今生只能跟這個人擦肩而過，遇上的是另一個人，那麼，我們自己又會變成一個怎樣的人？我們此生所追尋的東西和我們所有的希望，是否都會有另一個樣子？我們過的，會否是另一種人生？
chanced upon this article and pondered.
i had alot of "what ifs" running thru my mind.
people i had met. what if i hadn't met him/her?
people i hadn't met. what if i met him/her?
words i had said. what if i didn't say that?
words i didn't say. what if i had say this?
things i did. what if i didn't do that?
things i didn't do. what if i did this?
what if the people i met, the words i said, the things i did took place at an earlier or later time, would it still be the same?
every step you take in your life, writes a chapter of it.
and its irreversible.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Cookies day
Yes. I baked cookies today.
Got this sudden mood to bake cookies during the weekends
hence bought the ingredients few days back.
Everything was okie until the part when the first round cookies were taken out from the oven. It was my first time baking the mixture with the mini paper cases instead on the baking tray itself. AND it was bad. I overestimated the amount in each paper case. PLUS i din realise that i used self-raising flour. And i still add baking powder. The cookie rised double. It seems more like a cupcake rather than cookie. The top part was ok but the lower half was a'lil too soft for cookie and too hard for cupcake. Well, i tried adding lesser mixture for the second try. But still it rised too much laa.
In the end, I gave up on using the mini paper cases. ARGH.
Overall still quite successful except tat mommy said its a'lil too sweet.
Got this sudden mood to bake cookies during the weekends
hence bought the ingredients few days back.
Everything was okie until the part when the first round cookies were taken out from the oven. It was my first time baking the mixture with the mini paper cases instead on the baking tray itself. AND it was bad. I overestimated the amount in each paper case. PLUS i din realise that i used self-raising flour. And i still add baking powder. The cookie rised double. It seems more like a cupcake rather than cookie. The top part was ok but the lower half was a'lil too soft for cookie and too hard for cupcake. Well, i tried adding lesser mixture for the second try. But still it rised too much laa.
In the end, I gave up on using the mini paper cases. ARGH.
Overall still quite successful except tat mommy said its a'lil too sweet.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
ANGRY!
*shouts*
SIM clique
ADVANCE BOOKING!!!
So much of the planning and informed
you guys way before LNY to have a gathering
but still NOT all cud make it.
Hence we gotta postpone it.
Please do make a effort to turn up okies.
I'd love to see you guys. *miss miss*
Saturday 3rd.march evening.
Most prob atserangoon gardens river valley
will cfm with you guys again.
P/S: If you think this gathering is a waste of time and do not wish to turn up, then do NOT bother to give stupig excuses okies. BYE!
SIM clique
ADVANCE BOOKING!!!
So much of the planning and informed
you guys way before LNY to have a gathering
but still NOT all cud make it.
Hence we gotta postpone it.
Please do make a effort to turn up okies.
I'd love to see you guys. *miss miss*
Saturday 3rd.march evening.
Most prob at
will cfm with you guys again.
P/S: If you think this gathering is a waste of time and do not wish to turn up, then do NOT bother to give stupig excuses okies. BYE!
Friday, February 23, 2007
Happy Piggie Year!
Mon 19th.Jan
Steamboat-ed @ grandma's house with relatives.
Played crazy and brain-cells murdering card games with cousies.
*don ever let gwen & ada get hold of any powder*
they can get real mad ok.
Sun 18th.Jan
猪你新年快乐！
Its Lunar New Year. Hello Piggie~
Basically everything - the whole process was jus like the previous years.
But this time 3 vain pots (sis.s & i) took longer time to prepare than before.
I wore all black again (i thot i bought a white top). Hah.
And i guess this is the only time mommy & daddy won't make noise
for waiting too long cos they will try to avoid arguments on LNY day.
The only day of the year i get to eat homemake plain tang yuan
(i hate those with fillings. eeeks!)
and vegetarian yummies prepared by my greataunt.
Tats the part i loved and enjoyed most during LNY.
As usual, the adults played mahjong. 2 tables this time round.
Bcos my sis.s and younger cousies joined in. OMG.
Well, ktv-ed at Hilda's house with cousies
who weren't interested in mahjong.
The "karaoke player" is amazing. It works jus like those at ktvs.
It has 9k+ songs loaded in it.
The only downside bout it is the songs aren't the latest.
There goes the 1st day of LNY. Nothing special.
Its jus "the day of the year" for family and relatives' gathering.
Sat 17th.Jan
Spring-cleaned the house for hours.
Its been years since the whole family cleaned and packed the house tgt.
New curtains. New bedsheets (strawberry shortcake) and pillow. *grins*
How i wish i cud jus collapse on my bed and SLEEP! after the clean up.
BUT still gotta go over to grandma's house for reunion dinner.
The day din end well thou.
Im unreasonable when im very tired.
Fri 16th.Jan
Yeh! Last day of sch for the week
and here comes the LNY holidays. *high-ed*
No mood for lecture. Especially jus had the macro test.
I was practically waiting for 5pm.
Self-entertained so tat time is passing a'lil faster. Maybe.
Yes. Self. Bcos tat 3 - nana & chimpy staring at lecturer
and big monster darren in his own world.
Early reunion gathering with my big family
bcos some relatives cudn't make it on LNY eve.
Had buffet and ktv-ed @ The Chevrons.
This time we had the VIP room.
And of all places, of all time, i bumped into one of my sec sch mates.
And i think it was the first time we had a proper conversation. Duh.
Steamboat-ed @ grandma's house with relatives.
Played crazy and brain-cells murdering card games with cousies.
*don ever let gwen & ada get hold of any powder*
they can get real mad ok.
Sun 18th.Jan
猪你新年快乐！
Its Lunar New Year. Hello Piggie~
Basically everything - the whole process was jus like the previous years.
But this time 3 vain pots (sis.s & i) took longer time to prepare than before.
I wore all black again (i thot i bought a white top). Hah.
And i guess this is the only time mommy & daddy won't make noise
for waiting too long cos they will try to avoid arguments on LNY day.
The only day of the year i get to eat homemake plain tang yuan
(i hate those with fillings. eeeks!)
and vegetarian yummies prepared by my greataunt.
Tats the part i loved and enjoyed most during LNY.
As usual, the adults played mahjong. 2 tables this time round.
Bcos my sis.s and younger cousies joined in. OMG.
Well, ktv-ed at Hilda's house with cousies
who weren't interested in mahjong.
The "karaoke player" is amazing. It works jus like those at ktvs.
It has 9k+ songs loaded in it.
The only downside bout it is the songs aren't the latest.
There goes the 1st day of LNY. Nothing special.
Its jus "the day of the year" for family and relatives' gathering.
Sat 17th.Jan
Spring-cleaned the house for hours.
Its been years since the whole family cleaned and packed the house tgt.
New curtains. New bedsheets (strawberry shortcake) and pillow. *grins*
How i wish i cud jus collapse on my bed and SLEEP! after the clean up.
BUT still gotta go over to grandma's house for reunion dinner.
The day din end well thou.
Im unreasonable when im very tired.
Fri 16th.Jan
Yeh! Last day of sch for the week
and here comes the LNY holidays. *high-ed*
No mood for lecture. Especially jus had the macro test.
I was practically waiting for 5pm.
Self-entertained so tat time is passing a'lil faster. Maybe.
Yes. Self. Bcos tat 3 - nana & chimpy staring at lecturer
and big monster darren in his own world.
Early reunion gathering with my big family
bcos some relatives cudn't make it on LNY eve.
Had buffet and ktv-ed @ The Chevrons.
This time we had the VIP room.
And of all places, of all time, i bumped into one of my sec sch mates.
And i think it was the first time we had a proper conversation. Duh.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Valentine's!
No lectures today and tmr again.
I shud be studying for my macro test
but ended up tv'ing, sleeping, clearing up my room
and hand-washed my new clothes.
Thou not very productive but at least I did sth ya. *self-consolation*
Received a bouquet of roses last nite.
Bcos of some reasons, I was neither surprised nor happy on receiving it.
I wouldn't say I don feel anything at all thou.
But the feeling will be very different - blissful
if the person who sent the flowers is someone i adore.
I really appreciated his efforts for wanting to make me happy.
But I still prefer us to remain like how we were and always.
Thank you.
I shud be studying for my macro test
but ended up tv'ing, sleeping, clearing up my room
and hand-washed my new clothes.
Thou not very productive but at least I did sth ya. *self-consolation*
Received a bouquet of roses last nite.
Bcos of some reasons, I was neither surprised nor happy on receiving it.
I wouldn't say I don feel anything at all thou.
But the feeling will be very different - blissful
if the person who sent the flowers is someone i adore.
I really appreciated his efforts for wanting to make me happy.
But I still prefer us to remain like how we were and always.
Thank you.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Random post
This week gonna be very slack.
No classes tmr and thur.
Hah. It wont make any differences anyway
as most of the lectures are held in the afternoon.
I tried to make a point to wakie early even thou
am having afternoon lectures but FAILED.
I tend to wakie jus in time to have a quick brekkie
and then get myself prepared for sch.
And the thing is I sleep ard 12+ regardless of
having morning or afternoon lectures the next day.
Insufficient sleep makes me feel so sleepy
overdose of beauty sleep also tired.
DUH. Its not a big prob anyway.
Am jus being whiny. Lalala~
Calling out to the sim clique!
Shall we have a chill-out cum get-together session ??
We haven had a group outing since graduation
Will you guys be free during CNY?
Or majority busily gambling & mahjong'ing?
Most prob on the 3rd day of CNY.
*** Proudly organised by Mcroy Goh Hang Chye
*happily happily rolls off*
No classes tmr and thur.
Hah. It wont make any differences anyway
as most of the lectures are held in the afternoon.
I tried to make a point to wakie early even thou
am having afternoon lectures but FAILED.
I tend to wakie jus in time to have a quick brekkie
and then get myself prepared for sch.
And the thing is I sleep ard 12+ regardless of
having morning or afternoon lectures the next day.
Insufficient sleep makes me feel so sleepy
overdose of beauty sleep also tired.
DUH. Its not a big prob anyway.
Am jus being whiny. Lalala~
Calling out to the sim clique!
Shall we have a chill-out cum get-together session ??
We haven had a group outing since graduation
Will you guys be free during CNY?
Or majority busily gambling & mahjong'ing?
Most prob on the 3rd day of CNY.
*** Proudly organised by Mcroy Goh Hang Chye
*happily happily rolls off*
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