its been years since i spent it with my sis
and so just nice she's back.
she's having a month off.
we spent nye together with the usual peeps.
well.. to avoid all the crowds, jams and squeezing
we went ktv.
ok. not much peektures.
not really in the mood.
not enough sleep again.
reached home ard 6am.
din went to bed after washing up
watch dvd instead.
i wasn't feeling very good already
kinda emotional in fact
plus watching the sad scenes
it kind of triggered the "button".
tears kept flowing down
bad memories came flooding my thoughts.
everything. him and tattyland.
and recent incidents.
yes. sounded very stupig and silly
but still i allowed myself to cry.
i just wanna cry everything all out.
this time i felt so not alright.
my first day of 2008 wasn't a good start.
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