Her Letter to Me

Reading her letter again and again...
It was a really touching and long letter.
I teared while reading her words to me.
I never expect to be able to revive this broken friendship.
I thought I'd lost her then due to some reasons.


now i just hope that my dearest friend will wake up from her sleep... i will not force her to wake up but i want her to know that i am angry and disappointed with what she have land herself in. i will wait for this dear friend of mine to wake up and get back on track. i know she needs time but she have been sleeping for too long and i am afraid that she is missing out e fun. i just want to tell her this: "darling... it's ok to be sleeping. everyone gets tired once in e while with what is going on with life. but you have been sleeping for too long darling... 5 years... you have been sleeping for 5 years and its time to wake up darling. it's time to love yourself more and truly be happy. time to stand up and make e rest of our life a beautiful one. i can only do some much... you have to help yourself. you are e master of your life... e key is in your hand. do you want to live like this for e rest of your life? i believe you will say no... you will stand up again and be strong for yourself. not for anyone else but for yourself... when you wake up you will be able to see that there are actually many people who truly love and care about you. you have to spend time loving them else you would be a lousy and selfish person."

i have said whatever i want to say... and it is really something from my heart. as for now... i can only pray that she will wake up and sleep no more. i will wait for my dear friend to wake up... i will be there for her. i want her to be back on track for good because she is my friend.


I can't help but felt guilty for disappointing and upsetting her.
I'm sorry... I will try to walk out of the bad dream.
I want you to see a happier and better me.