Beautiful nite scenery

Only till today den i noe tat somewhere in Jurong, dere's a nice scenery viewing spot.. Can feel da cool breeze.. very very relaxing oso.. Standing dere machiam seeing a peaceful city.. da lighting oso very nice.. We stood dere enjoying da nite n scenery.. chatted abit.. I noe he's trying to distract me from tinking tinks tat i shudnt b.. Well.. He did succeed.. hee.. Dere's a restaurant which serves Japanese n Indonesian cusine.. Lol.. It was da restaurant tat Froggy mentioned d other time.. I even commented tat da restaurant muz b very eerie n mayb only he n his family can c da retaurant.. cos froggy said da restaurant has been opened for two decades n everytime he visit alwaz very lil customers.. Sometimes nobodi.. Itz amazing tat it is still open for biz.. whereas when it opened a branch in orchard it din manage to stay for long.. very fast closed down le.. Funni rite.. Jurong dere so pian pi n orchard so fan mang but da branch in jurong was a success.. Kept smelling da aroma of yummy food.. But.. im not da least tempted at all.. my stomach has been resisting food for days.. can't believe it.. alwaz so glutton.. -.- thanz for bringing me dere n keeping me accompanied.. (^^,)

Around nine plus, we went to his godma's stall for supper.. ban mian.. lol.. shud b my breakfast-lunch-dinner-cum-supper.. finally having a proper meal.. but still cant finish.. cos his godma added alot of ingredients.. got sliced fish, mushrooms, dumplings, egg, ikan bilis, vegetables.. woO~ alot rite.. is eat till ceng ar.. last few days was like having half portion of noodles for da whole day.. no wonder my weight has dropped too.. but my fats r still wif me.. g0sh.. losing fats at wrong place? or my bones weigh lighter le? o.0??

It was nice of him to go a longer way cos i say wanna enjoy da nite scenery.. da cool breeze tat swept thru my face.. wEee.. machiam open space wif aircon.. da journey is so peaceful but my mind is in a whirl.. throughout da whole journey i was tinking of someone.. i juz cudnt get u outta my mind when every lil tink seems to remind me of u..

U dun nidda go to such extent.. reali dun.. u've got wad u wanted.. i haf deleted our pix in my gallery n anytink tat has gotta do wif u.. happy? satisfied? u shud.. u haf hurt me _deep enuff.. enuff for me to cry to sleep every nite.. enuff for me to fill da pain n letting my tears down wheneva i tot of da happy times we spent together n da tinks u said to me.. wad u said is juz da opposite of wad ya doin.. 'bu fen bu fen, yao zi si' sounds familiar? *sobs* im juz so weak..

I noe i gotta wake up n move on.. but.. honestly, i still cant accept da fact tat we r no longer together.. i dun wish to face da reality.. its so heart-rending.. i dream of living in our Tattyland with u.. im still pinning on hopes tat u'll cum back eventually.. someday..

*im missing u*