i.miss.her

*yAwns* Din attend my BFA lec dis morning.. woke up at 8 but i juz cant drag my lazy bones down da bed.. called Jeselle to tell her i'll gib da lec a miss but guessed she was bathing cos she din ans my call.. wanted to call back again lata.. before i knew it.. i fell asleep n it was already 9:50am.. aHhh.. chop chop wash up n prepare to go sch..

Hanging around at da concourse wif yAn & co. before goin for lessons.. Suddenly.. i saw HER.. We had eye contact.. Deep in my heart, i was wondering if she will smile at me or juz walk past me pretending tat she din c me at all.. *sUrpriSe suRprisE* dis gal reali stunned me.. hehe.. tat is none other den QueeNie lYnie.. She approached me n chatted abit bit.. thou our conversation lasted not more den 5ive mins but i was very happy tat she talked to me.. da last few times when i saw her in sch she din even bother.. I tot dere will never be another chance to tok to her again.. Last nite whilst reading some online articles she came into my tots.. and.. i saw her dis morning.. *smiles* I used to call her huai nuu ren.. not bcos she's bad or notti.. cos she nick-named me ben nuu ren.. omg~ bu ben dou gei ta jiang ta ben.. haha.. but i juz loved da way she call me.. Initially we weren't tat close until once only da both of us went out.. We went to suntec n had delifrance.. tat day she was crazy playing wif her 6610 n camera.. She even took a pix of the potato which we were eating.. cos she said da potato looks retarded so she wans to snap it.. lol.. Ever since tat day she has been telling pple tat suntec delifrance's potatoes are retarded.. -.- Whenever i see da poster of milk, it reminds me of her.. she was da one who had a hard time carrying da big big framed poster to my house.. when she reached she was nagging on how stupig she look carrying da frame to n fro.. hee.. tat was oso da day we had greattt fun.. Energy Power concert.. and.. instead of paying FULL attention to da 4 cuties, we were bz wif our balloon thingy.. stupig~ till now.. i still dun understand how did we end up dis way.. im sorry if i had hurt u in any ways.. Perhaps i made da same mistake again.. not voicing out my inner tots when tinks go wrong n i wud juz bottled up inside me..

Dere's smt u shud noe.. ya certainly a fren whom i cherish n cherished.. our frenship was more than words.. i remember how u picked me up when i was down n showed me da door of happiness.. ya alwaz so understanding n tolerating my nonsense.. Perhaps dere might be a day when u cud forget all da unhappiness n return to 2475.. dearest lYn.. 2475 miss u badly.. dun u?


I miss the way things were
I miss the happy times
I miss the social life
I miss the peace of mind

I miss when things made sense
I miss the long talks
I miss the joyous hours
I miss my confidant

I miss giving surprise visits
I miss sleeping on her comfy sofa
I miss hearing her call me ben nuu ren
I miss her naggings n nagging at her

I miss the sarcastic remarks
I miss the midnite talks
I miss the childish giggles
I miss sharing wadz on my mind

I miss feeling like I matter
I miss not having to pretend
I miss alot of things
But most, I miss my friend.


2:40am - juz hanged up da phone wif Eric.. We haf not been in contact since he graduated.. woO~ He reali changed alot sia.. Mayb guys reali noe how to tink after their NS.. He's soo0 much different from da Eric whom i noe few years back.. More matured le.. noe how to plan for his future liao.. ta kai qiao le.. haha.. he was like preaching throughtout da conversations.. telling me ren sheng da dao li.. it made sense actually.. such tinks will never come out from his mouth in da past.. and now he's da one giving me advices.. cant believe it~ Sakae sushi on Monday?? wahahaha.. gReatt.. n i can get to mit up wif my dearest Sharon too.. *gRins