U beautify my life.

wHee~

Had an enjoyable nite wif my sis. Not only tat. My mood is super great. Hahas. Silly me still tink too much before i went to bed last nite. And got abit emotional. Heh heh. Everytink seems to be beautiful to me now. My mood wasnt da least affected by tat particular issue. Bring it on~

I went neither Black nor Zouk. Am a good ger. I went to K-Box instead. Madness. Den went to mit my slacking groupie. I din had supper too!! Hahas. On diet jus for today bcos am gonna hav BAH KUT TEH tmr. 0h yummie yummie.. Cant wait for it. Eh. Provided someone is not gonna be a pilot tmr else i gonna smack U.

Poor me gotta wakie as early as se7en. Dead.

*rolling to yummieland*

Entertaining myself.

You Are the Girl Next Door!

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U gers made me go gaga.

Watched Initial D today wif Mag, Yan and Jingfang. It has been quite some time since we hang out tgt again. Finally ya. Sadly, i missed da first 1o mins bcos i was late for my dental appt. 0h man.. And it was da scene showing EDISON and Shawn. Arg. I still enjoyed da movie. I wanna buy da dvd and watch it over and over again. Hahas. Edison's cutie smile and Jay's small lil eyes hav a mesmeric charm. LOL

Went for dinner and slacked at mac awhile before heading home. Surprisingly, we saw Giles at mac too. He was working nearby and came over to eat snake. Hahas. I missed those bitching sessions wif my dearies.

Lisa: Pls show up for da nex mitting. I miss u loads. U mus hav miss me so much too.. Hahas. Da moment u answered my call u kept goin on and on. Am so happy for u now.

Mag: U still owe me one!! Hahas. Mousey isnt lousy afterall eh.

Yan: Pls dun make me repeat everytink i say again and again. Its veri energy consuming leh and am veri lazy lately. Lalalaa..

Jingfang: Mus seriously consider wad we said to u jus now. Dun shy la. Heh..

I wanna watch...


It takes some people years to fall in love at first sight… A LOT LIKE LOVE is a romantic comedy about destiny, connection and the frequently fuzzy line between chance friendships and happily ever after.

A LOT LIKE LOVE traces the relationship of Oliver (ASHTON KUTCHER) and Emily (AMANDA PEET) who meet on a flight from Los Angeles to New York seven years ago – each of them declaring that they couldn't be more wrong for each other. Life keeps bringing them back together over the next seven years, but the timing never seems right. As they struggle with their different partners, careers and breakups, they turn from casual acquaintances into trusted friends who can say anything to one another.

As they each search for love and a relationship that's not fated for disaster, it takes seven years for Oliver and Emily to figure out that maybe what they really have is something…a lot like love.

Boring.. Bored.. Am so b.o.r.e.d. Because ......... Tats y its a b.o.r.i.n.g nite.

Time will tell.

wHEe~ my new bloggie layout. It drove me crazy while changing da colors and background. Madness. Change till i veri pek cek and my back aches. Worst, all da nonsensical sms-es kip coming in. And. I switched off my hp. Hahas. But looking at da new layout feel so much beta den da previous one. Too DULL alr. Dis one is more lively. Still got my fave Tatty bears. Am feeling a tinge of sweetness.

I was annoyed in da afternoon. Damn tat irritating bloodly arsehole. Ya la. I haf changed. Only u remained da same. BULLSHIT!!

Din feel ok in da evening. Suddenly.. dere's dis feeling in me.

For a moment. I jus feel like breaking down and cry for all i cud. Everyone has been asking me da same tink, Are u ok? I was. Initially. Now am contradicted.

Maybe some thinks aren't as beautiful as i tot.

Am onli askin for s i m p l i c i t y.

Arg. I mus be crazy after cooping myself at home for 2 days. It mus be my mood swings acting up again.

Jus cant get enuff of U.

Went to partyworld @ shenton. Vivi, Winnie, Joey, Kimmy, Ivory, Nixion, Zhaoz, Andy and Beng. Finally met up wif dem after soooo longgg. Ivory drove me crazy wif her nonsensical reasonings and assumptions. She nearly confused me and made me contradicted for tat moment. Someday am gonna prove it to her tat its not my illusion. Its reality. And i dunno why did mr.Kevin appeared oni after we ended our ktv session. Met him at da carpark and jus say BYE to all of us. And home sweet home. Yeah! We din go for supper tonite.

I nidda go on Diet~! Been having suppers @ 444. Hidden fats accumulating.. I tot i wudnt haf supper tonite. But! Am so wrong. Had 3 mini steamed mantous while chatting wif xiao kangkang on msn. 0mg~ kkisi. Dun ever tempt me wif food at nite again. Else i gonna make u finish a BIG portion of egg prata wif lotsa sugar. Fei si ni ~ Thanks for da powerpuff girls' song.. It sounds cuteee.. Hahas.

I wanna haf SAKAE BUFFET !!

Joey dearie: Congrats. Xing fu xiao nuu ren. U finally waited for tat day to come.

Warforge: Try harder in overdosing Davidoff. Mission failed. Hahas. Maybe can try soaking yaself in Ocean of Davidoff instead.

Met up wif Vivi, Nixion and Andy on thur. And all were for ONE main motive. PASTAMANIA. After tat went to far east plaza to look for my black pumps. Den walked over to DFS galleria. Tat was crazy when we were at da perfume section. It made me go gaga. Hahas. Chilled awhile @ Rocky Master den home sweet home.


Tats my yummie pasta. My fave.. Spicy chic wif loads 'n' loads of cheese


My lesbie.Rae. Taken before she left for her tw trip last mth.
Da ger in da pix. Yes. U. Ur on my WANTED list. Faster make yaself free and mit me.


The colleagues @ watsons. Elaine . Debbie . Kristine

Jessica & me on da way to sentosa. Me wif Mei's specs.Ugly

Hopefully its all digested by now.

*rolling to yummieland*

Davidoff.overloaded

HAPPY BURP DAY to KOR and

my qing ai de JESELLE !!

U. Yes U. U turn me ON.

Davidoff.overloaded.

I love Davidoff to bits.

Am goin gaga over Davidoff.

Davidoff madness.

U make me wanna fall in love...

Back for more.. Meeting my sweetie babes tonite.. KTV !! Muahaha..

Mixed.feelings.in.a.nite

Arg~! Please DUN lemme label ya as
_ _ _ _ _.

No eyes to see. And i dun wanna see!!

excited
disappointment
joy
sweet.sour
happy

anticipating

Is dis feeling real?

its not jus another day.

am in doubt of myself. feelings. behaviour.

its jus sounds so silly smiling to myself.

never tot i wud feel it again.

wad is dis feeling taking over?

when and how did it start?

a whole new beginning.

B o r i n g.Nite

HOME!! Yea. Din go to my sweetie's place to stay over. Guessed she fell asleep while waiting for me to go over. So sorry sweetie.

Reached home and realised tat dere's no lighting. 0h dear~ And i pom pom without da lights on, scary. Chop chop took my shower.

Met up wif my slacking groupie and off to Macpherson for dinner den to Kent Ridge Park. Nice scenery but too bad got alot of trees blocking da view oso. Was deciding whth to go np or bonkers to drink but ended up at orchard. Drank jasmine green tea instead. LOL

Surprising, i saw Huai nan ren @ mechmaster. 0mg~ Luckily he still recog me else i wudnt realise his presence.

Tonite was super b o r i n g. Shag-ed.

Lata nidda wakie early. 10am. dUh~ Its a big prob for me. I nid morning calls!!

*rolls off to yummieland*

Ooooh ooh..

gRrrr!

WhEee~ My bloggie is back!! Thanks to a t r o u b l e s o m e request. I temp close it till i haf made da necessary changes and updated.

Went into a long deep coma. Left yummieland @ 7pm. Shiok. Heh heh..

And everyone seems to be in da clubbing mood tonite. dUh. Diff groupies goin to diff clubs.. Devil's Bar, Black and Thumper. Am so tempted to go but cannot. Its Friday nite again. Boring B O R I N G boring~

F*CK.

Felt so annoyed and cheated. Damnit. AhHHHhhhHHHhhhHHHhhhHHHhhhHH~ All da long i was kept in da dark. Thanks SO MUCH. ARSEHOLE.

8:58pm

*** *** ***

w0o~ So refreshed after pom pom. Msn-ing wif dabianbian and da tiny eyes wizard. And both asked exactly da same qns wif da same words "go where hiao?" Stunned. Hmm.. Is dis sentence in da latest trend of asking pple where u went? I learnt sth. ROFL~

Clubbing nite again. dbl O. Went for da sake to mit up wif my colleagues - Winnie, Erienne and Linda. I tot it gonna be gers' nite out.. BUT it turned out to be couples' nite out.. All brought their boy along. Luckily Pauline & co. went wif me else am like super brite lightbulb.. Its weird rite?! 3 couples and me. dUh~

Still, i enjoyed myself. Its so much beta den black. Its rnb nite. Da songs so much nicer too. And i gotta noe 2 babes - Charlotte and Judy at da platform.. LOL. Charlotte was dead drunk. She drank 8 tequila shots at one go. Seh-ed.

Winnie, Linda and their boy left early cos K.O alr. Left ard 245am den went for supper wif Erienne and da rest. My fave. Bak kut teh. I even had it for dinner wif my family earlier on. Haha. While eating, saw Mingfeng. So darn long din see him alr.

Went to 444 to slack wif da usual peeps. Left ard 630am. Shag-ed. I nid at least 12 hours of sleep.

Pauline is goin to Devil's Bar tonite. w0o~ But i gonna giv it a miss la. I received alot of naggings alr. And someone is so nosey to tell ah gong my on-doings.. Nearly got scoldings from him. Thanks ar.

Gonna go into deep coma. Hee. Mite not be home tonite cos i wanna go over to my sweetie's house.

Felt so p a m p e r e d and l o v e d by my sweeties and sista. *Muackies*

*1,2 step, rocking off to yummieland*

Dun.phunk.wif.my.h e a r t

Back from Black.

Tonite's music wasnt tat nice. Quite b o r e d.

Met Kor & co. ard 11. Went up but da music sux so decided to go mac to chill awhile. As usual, Pauline never fails to suan and irritate me. A veri 'nice' sista i haf. Went up again and stayed awhile. Kor & co. left quite early bcos xn nidda buy mc. Left me dere to wait for Pauline to fetch me home. Saw da same crowd. Hana was dead drunk till she almost cudnt recog me. Jiefeng, his gf, Kenny & co. were at black too. Joined dem for some drinks.

As promised, Pauline came back to fetch me @ 3am. wHee~ First time got a bike ride home.

Tmr gonna be a good ger and accom mommy till nite. Heh heh.. Most prob gers' nite out wif my colleagues - Winnie & co. dbl O. Winnie jio-ed club momo on sat. Cute name.. Its a new club. She emphasized to me tat its 3 times bigger den chinablack. Interesting. Worm jio-ed black on sat and mr.Ivan will be celebrating his bdae @ black on sat too. Happening black on sat?

No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart

No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart

I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)

And its early Morning 6 o'clock!!

I nid my yummie sleep.

*crawls off to yummieland*

Recalling...

Quick recap for da past week..

Tue: Shag-ed and moody nite. Sleep sleep and sleep. As if i haf been casted by a sleeping spell. Supposed to go to da pub wif Mei & co. but i felt so jellish da whole day. Alas, stayed home to rot. Wakie by Shar @ 6pm. Chatted on da fone and at da same time surprised me wif her new updates. I missed her. And i noe wif her around, everytink seems so rite. Thou at times she reali irritates me alot but at da end of day, i still love her. While chatting wif her, i rmb her advices she gave me months ago. Diff pple, same advices but still i din heed. I shud haf listened to her long ago. Her reasonings and reassurance reali helped me alot. Nex wed gonna mit up wif her & co. I got so much to tell her and she nids some naggings from me. wHee~ Had my dinner den went back to sleep again till midnite. Went to 444 for supper again.

Mon: Met Dal in da afternoon and went for dental appt. Ice-skating. Thanks to my 2 coaches - Weijie and Ian, else i'll be falling umpteen times. The rest were having ice war and falling war. Tried veri hard to avoid dem but still, i was invoved in da lata part. Damnit. Bruises everywhere. But luckily my face not swollen. Nex, dinner @ chomp chomp. Had satay, wu xiang, stingray, veggie, cockles, and i-dunno-wads-it-called. But da last dish was a disappointment. Jason say its not fresh at all so da uncle prepared another plate for us but still da same. First time eat cockles feel so pampered. Vanessa and Jason were busy un-shelling da cockles for all of us. And of cos, not forgetting da super BIG cup of sugercane. Super thirsty too.
Y u m m i e l i c i o u s dinner.

Sun: Wakie by my sweetie at 2pm. Wash up and prepared den off to compass point to mit up wif Mei, Weijie and Dada. Went to work after tat. Super cocked up at work. Felt so bad to trouble rin, dada and my other 2 colleagues. Phew. Nearly missed da last bus. Thanks to my 2 colleagues. Reached pasir ris safely and waited for my job consultant. So n i c e of him to get da timesheets from me. Finally passed him my timesheet so tat i dun nidda travel all da way down to raffles. Heh heh.. Supper @ 444. Super hungry after work. Only had mac for da whole day. duh..

Sat: Mit Rinz @ orchard and accompany her to far east to trim her hair. Den off to mit Dada to report for work. First day. So nervous. Luckily got dem to guide me thru. Everytink went well. After work, i was super duper hungry and shag-ed. Supper @ hougang. Lastly, off to my sweetie's house. Cudnt slp thou veri tired. Thanks to da fone call and happily drifted to tattyland.

Fri: Celebrated Wentao and Dada's bdae. Dinner @ marina south den ktv @ ecp. Peeps present - Rinz, Dada, Roland, Wentao, Dickson, Weijie, Jason, Vanessa, Chantel, Ian, Zan, Verlin, Jiewei, David. Supposed to be a veri happy occasion but turned out to be quite an emo one. Overall, everyone still enjoyed i guessed. LOL. I mus refrain from listening tat song boy.. Initially, everytink was so fine till tat very moment, i jus cudn't control myself. Rinz was rite. I love ya huggies. And thanks peeps (u noe who ur), i'll bear tat in mind. *winks*

Thu: Not a good day. Rotted whole day den went downstairs to slack. Rant and rant till morning...

Wed: Played pool wif Dal, Chantel and Jason. I mus say i've a veri good teacher. LOL. Met up wif Kyle & co. and off to Black. Quite boring thou. Chantel went to Devil's for awhile to drink. 0mg~ I tink her body consists more of alcohol den water. Had ba chor mee for supper.

Tue: After some time, finally met up wif Vivi and Andy. Went to coffeebean to slack. Listened alot. Crapped alot. Laffed alot.

It doesnt matter anymore

So much feelings bottled up inside and i nidda vent it all out..

For da past 2 weeks.. My emotions are so unstable. Unpredictable. I may be laffing dis moment and tearing da nex moment. Oh b0y.. Its driving me mad. Cant even control myself. Tinks are getting beta now after all da advices and long toks. Come to tink of it, wad am goin thru now is all bcos of my obstinacy.

Well.. But i definitely dun deserve all dis from U. Wad wrong haf i done to receive all dis craps from U?! U din even bother to tell me. U jus kept silent. Till da extent tat i wondered if u still rmb my existence. I've been self-consoling myself for da state we're in now. Maybe ya contradicted now. Maybe u dun wanna hurt me no more. And u gotta make a choice. A choice which u yaself dunno if u will ever regret in future. Notink from u for da past 3 days. I supposed today will be da fourth day too. Are u giving yaself time to tink bout us? Or so happily happily enjoying yaself? And u jus gonna kept me dangling in da middle of nowhere for all u like? Its so tiring to guess wads actually on ya mind. Wadeva ya choice is, thou i noe da outcome gonna be a negative one, dis time round am gonna accept it. Its jus only a matter of time when u gonna initiate it again. Not gonna react like how i did for da past 2 times. Its useless and pointless. Only a fool wud make da same mistake twice. I was. But i wont allow myself to be a fool again. Perhaps u were right in da past tat we're not meant to be but i wasnt convinced. For da past few days, i've been tinking back.. So much memories of us.. Replaying and replaying on my mind. Be it happy or sad. Those were da days.. Da times on how we gotta noe each other and got together eventually. Stupig-idiot smses and mms. Late nite chats on msn. Mac tv. McCafe @ ecp. Love contract. Gu dan bei ban qiu. My 19th bday. Ya kun toast. 150904. Somerset. Tatty e-cards. Ur warm hugs. Sweet lil'morning smses which never failed to brighten up my day. Lil'encouragement wheneva dere's exams or tests. Midnite movies @ tm. 100 ferrero rocher. Sakae sushi. Changi. Our first month. Ben. Dan. Tattyland. And i loved wednesdays ever since.

I realised all dis time i was so naive. I tot we can go back to wad we were during da 4mths togther. Those were da happiest moments of my life. It was like a fairytale tat happened to me. In actual fact, we werent like before and will never be da same again. It was da old U whom i've been waiting and missing all along. Sadly, he never came back and will never be back ever since he walked away da very first time. People reali do change. U and me are no exceptions. We haf changed too. U haf successfully convinced me tat we are not meant to be afterall and it will never gonna work out for us. For all da pain u gave reali taught me alot. Ur da one who held me up and let me fall again and again. Wad u said in msn da day before we got back again is so irony. I dun feel secure. I dun get attention from u. U've got a new lifestyle and simply enjoying it. We dun haf basic mutual communication.

So glad tat Tattyland once existed. It will be one of my important chapters learnt in life. Thanks for everytink. Everytink.

The ger.

She is contradicted. She seems to expect alot from him. She gets jealous easily. She's sensitive. She's petty. She's unreasonable. She throws tantrums as and when she likes. She's treating him not rite. And when da hell did she becum so possessive? She's changed. Did she change for da beta or worst?

Da happiness he once gave her was so much simpler and innocent. In da past.. It was insecurity. Now? It involves so much more den tat. But she's no longer afraid to face him and cud open up to him. She cud tell him her feelings more openly compared to da past. She feels more comfortable wif him now. Tinks between dem haf changed too. Wud it be beta if time cud turn back to months ago? Are tinks gettin beta compared to da past or did it get worse?

Seeing and hearing bout tinks turns her off. Wad she cud do is open one eye and close one eye. She's has been doin tat all along. But tinks seems to get out of control. Her emotions alwaz overcome her. Hence, she reacts in a way tat she herself din wanted it too. At times, she knew she's at fault but she's jus too stubborn to gib in.

Someone asked her, "Can u still tolerate?" Hah.. Tolerate? It sounds so miserable. Has she been doin tat all dis time? If it is so.. Wud she get mentally wear out one day? I guess she and he shud compromise.

Someone told her, "I tink u changed alot. Ur not tat innocent ger i used to noe. I guess u haf lotsa probs u kip to urself."

Innocent? How innocent can she be after all da tinks tat happened ard her? She has to grow up. She cant be tat weak ger no more. I tot she grew stronger alr. I was totally wrong.

He and she finally came dis far after all da hurdles. I guess dere's still more for dem.. He disappointed her twice. Told her da same tinks twice. The ger is jus so afraid to fall for da third time. She's jus a simple ger wants to be loved, pampered and a simple relationship. Da pain she felt wasnt a wound tat cud be healed as time goes by. For she's scarred badly. She's has fallen far too deep down alr. Perhaps rite from da start, she shud haf a limit for herself. But dere's no turning back for her. When she fell.. She fell apart and lived in total darkness. Nevertheless, she still held onto it, not willing to move on. Convincing herself dere's still hopes for dem. Believing tat he wudnt haf a change in feelings. How silly can she be.. Simply bcos notink can be compared to da happiness feeling when's she wif him. He's da source tat kips her goin all dis long..

Given her character.. She wudnt perserve for so long. She wudnt bother so much. She wudnt gib her all. Was it him or their love tat changed her?

She's no longer da ger whom i tot she was. I haf never understand her actually.

Finally!!

Hohoho.. Da loreal job has finally came to an end. Can stay home shake leg for da time being den look for another job. Heh heh..

Ytd was Waffle's Day! Met up wif Winnie, Vivi, Kim and Andy @ Ajisen. Becos got 2 yao gui.. Vivi and Winnie.. den proceed to Gelare @ TM. Cookies and cream ice-cream.. Yummy.. Slacked for awhile at Mac den Marcus send us home..

Last weekend wasnt tat bad thou my fever was on and off. Worst.. My boy happily happily went for holiday. Still enjoyed myself thanks to my sweeetie Joey.. Went to her fren's ktv pub at bq on friday.. Opening day. Still having a'lil fever tatz y din even touch a single drop of alcohol. Sang a few songs nia. Quite paiseh.. Hahas. Den Vivi, Nixion, Andy and Beng came. Da pub was veri crowded so da foursome went to Eski bar to chill instead. It was cool.. Temperature more cool.. Its negative. Hahas.. While waiting for Tony and Champ to reach. Dere was quite a number of cops along da road. Joey and i din realised it till 'He' asked one of da waitresses for her IC. Was kinda surprised thou cos Joey and i noticed dis guy. Tot he's one of those hooligans. Lil did we noe he was a cop actually. And.. da nex moment.. Joey was mad.. LOL. Left da pub @ 3am den went for supper. Pathetic supper. Shud haf gone for bak kut teh instead of prata. I regretted it. Seriously. And we din haf prata. Oni went to da prata shop and ate sth else. Joey and da 2 guys were crappy. Lame to da max. Hahas. So long my dear enjoyed herself is good enuff. I wan her to be happy everyday.

KTV on sat. Chantel, Dal, Wentao, Dickson, Zan and me. My dear din go bcos it was kinda inconvenient for her. After da ktv session we went to lailai. Saw Jenny, Jasmine and Binghan dere too. Dal taught me how to play pool. Learn so many times still not up to standard. Hungry and super tired. Went back to pasir ris to mit Jason and had our BREAKFAST before heading home. Reached home ard 630. Seh-ed. Slept for bout 5ive hours and left for work. Cud hardly open my eyes at work tat day. Saw Chantel at her workplace too.. Her eyes oso super small. LOL. After work chop chop went home and SLEEP.

Black tonite!!