The ger.

She is contradicted. She seems to expect alot from him. She gets jealous easily. She's sensitive. She's petty. She's unreasonable. She throws tantrums as and when she likes. She's treating him not rite. And when da hell did she becum so possessive? She's changed. Did she change for da beta or worst?

Da happiness he once gave her was so much simpler and innocent. In da past.. It was insecurity. Now? It involves so much more den tat. But she's no longer afraid to face him and cud open up to him. She cud tell him her feelings more openly compared to da past. She feels more comfortable wif him now. Tinks between dem haf changed too. Wud it be beta if time cud turn back to months ago? Are tinks gettin beta compared to da past or did it get worse?

Seeing and hearing bout tinks turns her off. Wad she cud do is open one eye and close one eye. She's has been doin tat all along. But tinks seems to get out of control. Her emotions alwaz overcome her. Hence, she reacts in a way tat she herself din wanted it too. At times, she knew she's at fault but she's jus too stubborn to gib in.

Someone asked her, "Can u still tolerate?" Hah.. Tolerate? It sounds so miserable. Has she been doin tat all dis time? If it is so.. Wud she get mentally wear out one day? I guess she and he shud compromise.

Someone told her, "I tink u changed alot. Ur not tat innocent ger i used to noe. I guess u haf lotsa probs u kip to urself."

Innocent? How innocent can she be after all da tinks tat happened ard her? She has to grow up. She cant be tat weak ger no more. I tot she grew stronger alr. I was totally wrong.

He and she finally came dis far after all da hurdles. I guess dere's still more for dem.. He disappointed her twice. Told her da same tinks twice. The ger is jus so afraid to fall for da third time. She's jus a simple ger wants to be loved, pampered and a simple relationship. Da pain she felt wasnt a wound tat cud be healed as time goes by. For she's scarred badly. She's has fallen far too deep down alr. Perhaps rite from da start, she shud haf a limit for herself. But dere's no turning back for her. When she fell.. She fell apart and lived in total darkness. Nevertheless, she still held onto it, not willing to move on. Convincing herself dere's still hopes for dem. Believing tat he wudnt haf a change in feelings. How silly can she be.. Simply bcos notink can be compared to da happiness feeling when's she wif him. He's da source tat kips her goin all dis long..

Given her character.. She wudnt perserve for so long. She wudnt bother so much. She wudnt gib her all. Was it him or their love tat changed her?

She's no longer da ger whom i tot she was. I haf never understand her actually.