Lovin' you.

Loving you
It's easy 'cause you're beautiful
And loving you
It's all I wanna do
Loving you
It's more than
Just a dream come true
And everything that I do
It's out of loving you

la la la la la la la... do do do do

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me
While we grow old
And we will live
Each day in springtime

Loving you
Has made my life so beautiful
And every day of my life
It's filled with loving you

Himself: I tot everything was going on fine and it was a new start for us. Getting myself used to the way you wanted us to be. I tot i cld do it well infront of you, lil did I know it was another way of hurting myself. All this while, I've heard so much and I've been handling it well till that very nite, seeing with my own eyes. Everything jus happened so suddenly, I simply donno how to react to your actions and behaviour. Never have I felt so lost when you were jus right beside me. You jus seem so unfamiliar to me. All I had in mind was, no matter what, I wld have you to rely on. As long you were ard, I need not be afraid of anything but that nite it din turn out that way. For the whole nite long, I self-consoled but it din make me feel any better instead you made it worst. Was it unknowingly or on purpose?

I shldnt be expecting anything nor relying on you anymore but noone else cld make me feel so protected and secured jus like how you did. Hence whenever I don feel right, I only want and need you to be ard. Your encouragement and concern meant so much to me. Whenever am happy, you're the very first one i wanna share my happiness with. Whenever am down, I think of you. Whenever am angry, I'd throw tantrums on you. Nevertheless, I'll be there for you whenever you want me to. Being loved by you made me the most blissful girl on earth. Sorry for being so wildful all this while. You never knew how much I needed you.

Those words were said in a fit of anger. A moment of impluse. I was exasperated. Guess you din even realise tat i was mad at you, thats how insensitive you are. How am i supposed to say everything that I feel? Sometimes its not as easy as you think. Even if so will you be there to listen? Maybe someday you'll know.

No matter what it takes, I'll be waiting till tat day comes.

Exams stress.

Its the exam period again.

31st.may to 2.june

cant wait for it to be over fast.

All the best peeps. and study superbly hard for the papers.

*back to mugging*

Soiled.Agitated.Madness.

Watched The Da Vinci Code at Great World City. Caught the 6pm slot. Almost 150 minutes.

I don even look like 16? Hahas.

Nana had read the book alr so I wasnt really kept in suspense cos she had told me who's the baddie, wad the nex scene wld be and the ending. Did enjoy the show except for tat "psychotic" scene.

During movie Flingy soil-ed unknowingly. Her bad habit is coming back. Few days back was sweets. Not once but twice in a day. Haiz.

After movie went for dinner-supper. The best part of it was the language thingy and making jokes outta it. Darn hilarious.

Yeh jor thin: Mingdelaba. Jayzoo. Jayzootimbatei. Hotei. Mahobu. Megnetpiedui!meh. Tadtar.

Clever Flingy and me. ROFL.

I wonder if SES is doing well. I missed my girlies and loving you always.

Last but not least...

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Jiangjiang~~~

:: Pix-of-the-day ::

Proudly present our ban hua (class beauty). Miss Mei Nuu. Spotted and snapped by Nana. She loves to sing and always has unlimited cold jokes to share. Has a pair of teeny weeny eyes. Very helpful and hardworking. Single and available. Shi shang jue zhong de hao "nuu ren". Chimpy is one of Mei Nuu's admirers. Don be shy to befriend wif her, she's very friendly. Ok. This is crazy. Thanks Chap. ^o^

3.49am. *yawns*

He's always there. Mei you li kai guo.

*rolls off to tattyland*

Not in a good mood.

Yes. Nowadays am jus plain lazy to blog. And nothing interesting to blog bcos everyday is jus a routine-d school day. Ok. I'll be real slow in updating cos am chatting on msn and on the phone.

Thu 18th.May
Went to Isetan private sales wif Nana, Kaili & Karen. Darn. Hungry-ed and somemore got alot of people. Kinda stuffy. Ok. I did put on a black face for a short short while. Sorry girls. Nana and I went into the wrong queue -_-" No wonder the queue don seems to move at all. After 3hrs of shopping finally can have dinner at Han's.

Mon 15th.May
Last monday went K wif Nana for nearly 5ive hours. Thanks to sis for getting special rates for us. Some Kbox outlets have changed their charges - 1 drink can only sing for 2 hours. Wth.

After all this while.. Well, it was so much beta to say it out rather than avoiding and stuffs. I do listen to others' opinions but convincing me is another thingy. Am not escaping from the reality. I can say am more clear than anyone else about it but maybe somehow am not convinced. Subconsciously, I think differently. Am jus plain stubborn. The problem lies wif me. Sometimes I regretted wad I've said and wanted to do sth about it. However my pride doesnt allow. I noe this time is for real. Many times I asked myself if this was the best way out. Some said I was right in my move. I oso tot it was good initially but sometimes its a torment.

Am greatly disturbed. Have been avoiding it for a couple of months and now the thingy snowballed. Given to others, wld u react jus like how I did? I tot I over-reacted but I don see any wrong for being upset, annoyed, frustrated, irritated, pissed-off. Any word tat cld describe my exasperation over tat thingy. If it was a white one I think I definitely wldn't got so worked up but its a soiled one. Darn. Even after ranting about it for days am still so agitated. Arrrghhhh.

I haven get over it. Close to hatred.

Anyway tmr will be watching The Da Vinci Code. Woots~

Its 3.24am alr. See!! Slow rite?!

Ok. Chimpy and Chap stop nagging. Updated alr.

*rolls off to tattyland*

End of projects.

Skipped three days of sch to do my BIS project. Stayed up the whole nite to complete the webby and a one-page report. Its a torment to face the comp for almost 24hrs. Hopefully nex sem wont have such project again. So nice of daddy to send me to sch else i'd be very late.

Finally left wif OTQM. Finished my part. Left wif the compilation.

Sat 6th.May
Mabel's birthday celebration @ pasir ris park. BBQ.

Supposed to be there ard 8pm but only reached at 9plus cos it was raining cats and dogs. Not a good choice to go to the park because everywhere got puddles of water and muddy.

Cabbed home wif Nana ard 2am.

I made my statement too early. I shudn't have.
And now i start to shun away.

A not-so-good day.

A moody day. Tired. Aching legs.

Tmr is this-is-yet-another-pissing-off OTQM lesson but i shall stay away from it to get my webby started. Yes. Finally am getting started bcos i hav to and i mus. It's due on nex wed.

This otqm lecturer really loves to pop stunt. Last tue lesson was cancelled last min bcos noone was informed tat the lesson has been changed to the morning. This has never happened till him. And i really wondered how many wud go online everyday to check the timetable when you had printed out ur timetable. He best liao lo.. Got replacement class which means that he wud eat up one of our pathetic study week (which is always not more than 5 days). Once, he even forgot tat he hav lesson wif us. And we hafta wait for him for almost 45mins. He wasted 45mins of our lesson time and still happily happily ended the lesson almost an hour earlier. Of all the lecturers, he really very stunt-ful. Aarrghh.

Wed 3rd.May
Momo-ed wif the girls - .nana .kylie .karen .catherine

I wudnt say momo was terrific but wif the girls around was definitely a great one. The stupig motive. Nana. Kiss. Knights. And the ultimate one - Kaili. Tat got all of us LOL.

Club-hopped. MOS. Mac brekkie.

They made my nite.

It wasnt jus another nite.
Things jus happened unexpectedly

And I found myself struggling within.

A day i used to love and anticipate

But changes made me hate it till tat very day.

Am falling in love wif it once again.

*rolls off to tattyland*

Lazy long weekend

It was nice to not have OTQM lesson on a sleepy saturday morning and BIS bcos of monday blues. I was glad to stay home on a sunday nite. And soon i'll be dead bcos of my BIS project. Oh well.. The webbie and tatty bears.

I planned to wakie early and go for a jog. Yes. I want to do some workout. Well, i din hear my alarm for the past 2 mornings. Today i did but! i went back to sleep bcos it almost 9 and the sun is shining bright and hot - i don wanna be burnt. OK. Tao was right. Getting myself outta bed early morning is already a very big problem, not to mention getting my lazy bones to work out.

Tmr is OTQM. The annoying-irritating-boring lecture.

*rolls off*