Lovin' you.

Loving you
It's easy 'cause you're beautiful
And loving you
It's all I wanna do
Loving you
It's more than
Just a dream come true
And everything that I do
It's out of loving you

la la la la la la la... do do do do

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me
While we grow old
And we will live
Each day in springtime

Loving you
Has made my life so beautiful
And every day of my life
It's filled with loving you

Himself: I tot everything was going on fine and it was a new start for us. Getting myself used to the way you wanted us to be. I tot i cld do it well infront of you, lil did I know it was another way of hurting myself. All this while, I've heard so much and I've been handling it well till that very nite, seeing with my own eyes. Everything jus happened so suddenly, I simply donno how to react to your actions and behaviour. Never have I felt so lost when you were jus right beside me. You jus seem so unfamiliar to me. All I had in mind was, no matter what, I wld have you to rely on. As long you were ard, I need not be afraid of anything but that nite it din turn out that way. For the whole nite long, I self-consoled but it din make me feel any better instead you made it worst. Was it unknowingly or on purpose?

I shldnt be expecting anything nor relying on you anymore but noone else cld make me feel so protected and secured jus like how you did. Hence whenever I don feel right, I only want and need you to be ard. Your encouragement and concern meant so much to me. Whenever am happy, you're the very first one i wanna share my happiness with. Whenever am down, I think of you. Whenever am angry, I'd throw tantrums on you. Nevertheless, I'll be there for you whenever you want me to. Being loved by you made me the most blissful girl on earth. Sorry for being so wildful all this while. You never knew how much I needed you.

Those words were said in a fit of anger. A moment of impluse. I was exasperated. Guess you din even realise tat i was mad at you, thats how insensitive you are. How am i supposed to say everything that I feel? Sometimes its not as easy as you think. Even if so will you be there to listen? Maybe someday you'll know.

No matter what it takes, I'll be waiting till tat day comes.