Too late.

如果那時候沒放開手 現在的思念 還會那裡痛苦嗎?

Lately I've been struggling within.
To put my pride aside and gather my courage.
I almost and could have done it.
But... It's meaningless to you already.
Some things are better left unsaid.

I did say harsh things to you but I never meant it.
I've been trying to be happier all this while
but without you nothing seems right.
I jus don wanna be seen so weak in your eyes.

All the best to you and take real good care of yourself. Jia you~