Where is she?

Life is getting so monotonous. Passing life day by day. The only day that I look forward to is Sunday when I can really sleep, sleep and sleep. Then it's the start of the weekly routine again. Monday tired. Tuesday boring. Wednesday finally in the mid week. Thursday one more day to the weekends. Friday no mood for work + shagged. Saturday energy recharge 50%. Sunday finally!

Maybe I should need to do something about it.

And I seem to be losing touch with my friends (especially those close ones). I'm becoming very antisocial and lazy to hang out with friends. Have I been living in my own world? I seem nonchalant to everything around me. I'm losing the 'kpo' attitude (updating myself with what my friends are up to lately). I'm losing myself.

I'm kind of guilty when I read an email from my bestie. And I felt alot after reading it. Many thoughts flooded my mind. Yes. Though we haven't been contacting for some time, I've never forgotten about her. Afterall, my secondary school life was interesting and crazy, partly because of her. Those days were really memorable. Not like we went through alot, but at least we managed to pull through those unhappy and down times together. We had our fair share of laughter and fun together as well. And probably she's one of the very few who really understands me. I really hope for the best for her and she'll be blissful always.

Vicious cycle

Sometimes when I choose to keep quiet, not because it doesn't matter. But what's the point of voicing it out? Even if so, it might not work out anyway. Yes. I know it's not always the case for all. But I'm sick and tired of going through all the crap again and again. It's a cycle. Maybe some kind of persistent flu virus that bug you for some time. Getting yourself in some crap. Then got all so troubled over it. And you keep thinking about it. Thinking of all the 'what-ifs', 'what's-nots', 'if-onlys' and blah blah blah. The possible solutions, consequences or maybe you even thought of running away from the problem. That's not all. There's side effects like losing appetite or sleep. Or maybe even cry yourself to sleep. Wake up and the first thing that came to your mind was the "problem" and your day repeat itself again.

Then at one point of time you start questioning yourself, "Why should I be the one going through all the emotional and mental torment? Do I deserve all these?". No. You think that you don't deserve all those but you still continue to let yourself drown in sorrow. Then here comes the struggle between the heart and mind. The mind is usually more rational but the heart gets all stubborn and doesn't listen to the mind.

And, I haven't even mention the part when your friends come in. They lend you a listening ear, console and give advices. You know they meant well. But you just ignore it. And you start to rant all over again and again and again for 971346285 times. And your bestest friends go over the process with you again and again and again. Aren't our friends great? That's what are friends for!

Do such symptoms happen to you, be it friendship/relationship problems? Just only visualising the whole process, I'm sick of it already. But you just can't get outta this. Unless, you don't feel a thing. That's part and parcel of life.

Movie marathon-ed again

It's been quite some time since I last tried movie marathon-ing.


Remember Me.
The beginning was quite boring.
And I almost doze off.
But the later half of the movie was much better.
I'm so envious of the little sister (Caroline).
She had sucha doting brother (Tyler).



Kidnapper (绑匪).

Movie Synopsis:
A woman who loses her husband is called a widow.
A man who loses his wife is called a widower
A child who loses his parents is called an orphan
What do you call a parent who loses his child?

Kidnapper tells the story of a father who defies all odds and moves heaven and earth to rescue his kidnapped son. In the process, he gives up everything in his life to raise the ransom, only to discover that the nefarious kidnapper wants even more money. Unable to raise the second ransom, Lim descends into madness as grief and self-doubt overwhelms him. His own morals were threatened when he flirts with the dark side in desperate attempt to get his son…

I thought this was really good.
Was darn gan chiong while watching.
The sound effects also startled me a little.
Kelvin Tong's film ain't that bad (remember his Rule #1?) .
It's really something different for a local production.
Go watch this!

Failure. It's Not The End.

Though failed again, but I'm not gonna give up.
I've tried my best but not at my very best. I could be better.
No doubt, there's a tinge of disappointment.
On a happier note, I wasn't as "traumatised" as the previous encounters.
In fact, I felt more encouraged and motivated.
The feeling was really indescribable.
I'll definitely put in more effort the next time.
And in the meantime, I'll prepare myself for the next battle.

Randomness @ KBox

Thursday 11th.March




Gathering cum pre-birthday celebration for Jean.

Happy Birthday Jean!

Alice In Wonderland

I seriously never read Alice In Wonderland before. My impression of this story since young was about a girl named Alice who wandered around in Wonderland and her many adventures. Even so, I was never keen to read up or know more about it. True enough, I'm not the least awed by the movie. In fact, I was kinda disappointed with the movie. I guess I had expected too much. Yes. No wonder I missed this out during my childhood days.

I Don't Care

2NE1 :: I Don't Care

[CL]
hey playboy
its about time
and your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
that's the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
ni otgise mudeun ripseutigeun naneun jeoldaero yongseomotae
maeil harue susipbeon kkeojyeoinneun haendeupon
byeonhaji anheulgeotman gata oh oh

[Dara]
geujeo chinguraneun sumanheun yeojachingu
nal ttokgachi saenggakhajima I won't let it fly
ije nimamdaerohae nan miryeoneul beorillae
hanttae jeongmal saranghaenneunde oh

[CL]
gakkeumssik sure chwihae jeonhwalgeoreo jigeumeun saebyeok daseossiban
neon tto dareun yeojaui ireumeul bulleo no

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
dareun yeojadeurui darireul humchyeoboneun
niga neomuneomu hansimhae
maeil ppaenonneun keopeulling na mollae han sogaeting
deoisang motchameulgeotgata oh oh oh

[Dara]
neon jeoldae aniraneun sumanheun nauichingu
neon neukdaeran chingudeulkkaji tailleotjiman
charari holgabunhae neoege nan gwabunhae
nae sarangira mideonneunde oh oh

[CL]
oneuldo bappeudago malhaneun neo hoksina jeonhwahaebwatjiman
yeoksi dwieseon yeoja useumsoriga deullyeo oh no

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
nan neottaeme ulmyeo jisaedeon bameul gieokhae boy
deo huhoehal neol saenggakhani mami swiwonne boy
nal nochigin akkapgo gatgien sisihajannni
isseulttae jalhaji neo wae ijewa maedallini

[CL]
sogajun geojitmalmanhaedo subaekbeon
oneul ihuro nan namja ullineun bad girl
ijen nunmul hanbangul eobsi neol biuseo
sarangiran geim sok loser
mureupkkurko jabeul su inni
anim nun apeseo dangjang kkeojyeo

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care


English translation

[CL]
Hey playboy
It's about time
And your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That's the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh

[Dara]
All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them, I won't let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I'm going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it's 5:30 am
Again you say another girl's name no

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Dara]
My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care