Where is she?

Life is getting so monotonous. Passing life day by day. The only day that I look forward to is Sunday when I can really sleep, sleep and sleep. Then it's the start of the weekly routine again. Monday tired. Tuesday boring. Wednesday finally in the mid week. Thursday one more day to the weekends. Friday no mood for work + shagged. Saturday energy recharge 50%. Sunday finally!

Maybe I should need to do something about it.

And I seem to be losing touch with my friends (especially those close ones). I'm becoming very antisocial and lazy to hang out with friends. Have I been living in my own world? I seem nonchalant to everything around me. I'm losing the 'kpo' attitude (updating myself with what my friends are up to lately). I'm losing myself.

I'm kind of guilty when I read an email from my bestie. And I felt alot after reading it. Many thoughts flooded my mind. Yes. Though we haven't been contacting for some time, I've never forgotten about her. Afterall, my secondary school life was interesting and crazy, partly because of her. Those days were really memorable. Not like we went through alot, but at least we managed to pull through those unhappy and down times together. We had our fair share of laughter and fun together as well. And probably she's one of the very few who really understands me. I really hope for the best for her and she'll be blissful always.