Monday, January 31, 2005

Long Update...

Finally! saw my new layout? simple but i lovEe it.. simple is nice.. for da past two days i was rotting at home editing da template n adding stuff.. not bad ba.. althou i noe i abit s.l.o.w la.. all thanz to xia0gUiguii ya.. =.= influenced me to blog again after abandoning my bloggie for almost a year.. and i decided to re-design my bloggie juz to past time n kip my mind occupied.. ya.. it did help.. haha..

Went to orchard in da evening to mit xiaoguigui n beary.. On walking to far east, we met xz, bu n 2 other frens.. dey were waiting for B.A.D.. haha.. so qiao.. missed dem sia.. very very longg din mit up wif dem le.. and da nex tink i did was to gif xz a big hug.. hee.. i noe she misses me alot too..

As planned for today was to visit Botanical Garden wif xiaoguigui, beary n jas.. haha.. excited.. my first time to botanical garden.. cos xia0gUigui wanted to snap some pix of da plants and nidda identify their names for her sch proj.. We went. but.. only halfway.. we reached da bus stop ard 0910pm.. haha.. cant believe it rite.. so late still go dere for wad.. worm already told me it will b very dark but i din listen anyway.. da road to botanical garden is damn long.. nidda walk about 30mins.. g0sh.. da road so dark.. summore so late.. den da surroundings all big big trees, bungalows.. abit eerie.. so we decided to go back to orchard for our dinner..
while walking back, saw some nice plants so had some shots of it.. Lucky her.. at least can start drawing some of it le.. sad.. she's staying up tonite to do her drawing.. my daRliNg xiaogUiguIi, jiA y0u~ keEp it uP! lol.. u noe wad i meant rite..

27th Jan Thursday
Went back to sch to do my csad assignment.. did abit only.. finished designing da necessary windows.. not done wif da codes yet.. dUh~ gotta stay in sch to continue da nex day.. sianzation~ lucky is bcos friday got my BFA quiz.. so dun nidda purposely cum back to sch.. still say is one week break.. more like an assignment-completion-week.. but i haven complete any.. got csad, swen, wbat, bbFin, intrEcon n da most waste time n stupig cmsk3.. hate it to da core..

Left sch at 5plus den called xiaoguigui to mit her at orchard to accompany her to shop for cny clothes.. ended up she bought all those cha-pa-lang clothes.. not even one is for cny.. =.= we had dinner at Subway @ Far East.. my first time.. lol.. den we were craving for fruits.. wanted to go cineleisure to buy fruits but bought seedless grapes at 7-11 instead.. whilst walking n chatting, xiaoguigui n i realised smt.. tatz was da First Time only da both of us go orchard gai gai.. so many first time-s wif her.. LOL.. had a great nite wif her..

26th Jan Wednesday
Actually planned to mit froggy & co. at orchard in da evening but only to find out tat he's already at chinatown when i reached orchard.. jokes.. i din call him so he tot i not mitting le.. lucky worm oso at orchard shopping for clothes so decided to mit him else gotta rot till 1130pm.. whilst goin to mit him, dropped by at taka to look for my xiaoguigui.. hee.. she came to starbucks to look for us after her work.. actually she din wanted to join us cos she said she's shy~ =.= had a hard time to bring her back to her seat after goin to da ladies.. we were seen pulling n dragging by worm's 2 frens.. =.= sia suayed.. den worm & co. went to chinablack.. xiaoguigui accompanied me to wait for stephie to mit me after her work.. we sat somewhere at wheelock n crapped again.. lol..

After tat mit up wif steph, cheryl, geraldine n emily to go Black de.. but my dear stephie din bring her ic out.. haha.. cant go in.. security very strict.. so steph n i went to boat quay instead.. haha.. not bad lo.. did enjoy la.. went home @ 6am.. headache n tired.. but i noe after my bath sure cant slp again.. poor worm chatted wif me till almost da sun fully rise den he buay tahan.. cos he's a vampire worm.. muz slp before da sun comes out.. haha..

4:57am - See! Im still here.. Not sleepy at all.. Lata got sch summore.. =.= Saturday nite was a beta nite for me.. Slept longer n soundly compared to last few nites.. cos stupig worm amused me wif all his expressions.. but.. He frightened me suddenly when he said smt wif his expression.. I oso dunno y.. but i juz screamed n look straight in front.. den he tot behind him got smt.. LOL.. Tat sharp n loud scream of mine scared him too.. But i din did it on purpose wor.. hee..

I noe u gals reali cared alot for me.. thanz for all da concern n da accompany.. Felt much much beta le.. I'll be fine.. cos i dun wanna u all to worry for me..

Da past few days n nites were darn bad for me.. When i woke up, i felt so lost n my heart so heavy as if i had lost smt so important to me.. At nite, when i close my eyes, he wud appear on my mind n again, cried to slp.. din sleep well at all.. slept at 5 or 6 plus but nex day 12plus will auto wake up.. tatz unlike me.. worst still.. I din feel any hunger da whole day..

Stress as a reason to breakup is ridiculous but i chose to believe it.. cos i juz cant accept da fact tat he had a change of heart n a third party was involved.. Haf been tinking so much recently.. and i did xiang tong alot le.. I cant let myself carry on like dis.. Not bcos i no longer love him.. Honestly, i still love him as much as i did.. I still tink of him every now n then.. My heart still care for him n wondering if he's doin fine.. But.. its pointless.. He's not worth it..? (everyone is telling me dis) His heart is no longer wif me.. Once feelings haf faded, i cant possibly insist to hold on.. It will only make him hate me.. I wudnt wan it to turn out tat way.. I wan him to be happy alwaz.. Mayb some time down da road we wud still b frens.. chattin anytink under da sun.. laffin at da silly tinks we did.. exchanging da "happenings" in our unpredictable lives.. Maybe.. But.. For now.. I noe i juz cant bring myself to face u.. Im not prepared yet.. Not till da day my heart has let u go..

Every breakup is juz only a process of growing up in life.. it allows u to noe yaself beta n noe exactly wad u wan..
anyway, thanz dear.. i learnt alot from dis relationship n grew stronger..

i cherished you n those happy memories u haf given me..
those moments spent together were wonderful and unforgettable..
xie xie ni rang wo chang dao xing fu de wei dao..


Dere's still alot of tinks for me to accomplish n learn ya.. Im accepting da fact.. Im learning to let go.. Im learning to forget.. I gotta b true to myself.. he's already a past.. no longer mine.. Itz time for me to wake up from da once-used-to-be-our tatty land.. No use makin myself feelin so miserable when he dun gif a damn at all.. Said is easier den Done~ but I juz gotta move on without him.. I have to.. Juz bcos im left wif no choice.. So wad if i haf fallen? Life goes on..

6:10am

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Meaningful

放棄你

好多次都想放棄 這一段糾結的感情
一直不願說服自己 你早已變了心
你變的不可理喻 連神也猜不透你的心
曾經相愛的人說變就變 你對我好不公平
不想要放棄 我不願意放棄 我情願放棄自己
不想要相信 我不願意相信 最愛的人就是最無情
不想要放棄 我不願意放棄 我不是你的一步棋
不想要相信 我不願意相信 最後放棄的竟是你

abstracted from deyb's bloggie..
fang qi ni.. bu xiang que mei you xuan ze.. No Choice..

愛一個人,

要了解,也要開解;要道歉,也要道謝;
要認錯,也要改錯;要體貼,也要體諒;
是接受,而不是忍受;是寬容,而不是縱容;
是支持,而不是支配;是慰問,而不是質問;
是傾訴,而不是控訴;是難忘,而不是遺忘;
是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代;
是為對方默默祈求,而不是向對方諸多要求;
可以浪漫,但不要浪費;可以隨時牽手, 但不要隨便分手。

一切只因為愛你...

因為愛你....所以放手讓你自由...
因為愛你....所以不在讓你困擾...
因為愛你....所以寧願自己難過...
因為愛你....所以我逼我自己離開...

credits to beary.. very meaningful n sweet..

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Beautiful nite scenery

Only till today den i noe tat somewhere in Jurong, dere's a nice scenery viewing spot.. Can feel da cool breeze.. very very relaxing oso.. Standing dere machiam seeing a peaceful city.. da lighting oso very nice.. We stood dere enjoying da nite n scenery.. chatted abit.. I noe he's trying to distract me from tinking tinks tat i shudnt b.. Well.. He did succeed.. hee.. Dere's a restaurant which serves Japanese n Indonesian cusine.. Lol.. It was da restaurant tat Froggy mentioned d other time.. I even commented tat da restaurant muz b very eerie n mayb only he n his family can c da retaurant.. cos froggy said da restaurant has been opened for two decades n everytime he visit alwaz very lil customers.. Sometimes nobodi.. Itz amazing tat it is still open for biz.. whereas when it opened a branch in orchard it din manage to stay for long.. very fast closed down le.. Funni rite.. Jurong dere so pian pi n orchard so fan mang but da branch in jurong was a success.. Kept smelling da aroma of yummy food.. But.. im not da least tempted at all.. my stomach has been resisting food for days.. can't believe it.. alwaz so glutton.. -.- thanz for bringing me dere n keeping me accompanied.. (^^,)

Around nine plus, we went to his godma's stall for supper.. ban mian.. lol.. shud b my breakfast-lunch-dinner-cum-supper.. finally having a proper meal.. but still cant finish.. cos his godma added alot of ingredients.. got sliced fish, mushrooms, dumplings, egg, ikan bilis, vegetables.. woO~ alot rite.. is eat till ceng ar.. last few days was like having half portion of noodles for da whole day.. no wonder my weight has dropped too.. but my fats r still wif me.. g0sh.. losing fats at wrong place? or my bones weigh lighter le? o.0??

It was nice of him to go a longer way cos i say wanna enjoy da nite scenery.. da cool breeze tat swept thru my face.. wEee.. machiam open space wif aircon.. da journey is so peaceful but my mind is in a whirl.. throughout da whole journey i was tinking of someone.. i juz cudnt get u outta my mind when every lil tink seems to remind me of u..

U dun nidda go to such extent.. reali dun.. u've got wad u wanted.. i haf deleted our pix in my gallery n anytink tat has gotta do wif u.. happy? satisfied? u shud.. u haf hurt me deep enuff.. enuff for me to cry to sleep every nite.. enuff for me to fill da pain n letting my tears down wheneva i tot of da happy times we spent together n da tinks u said to me.. wad u said is juz da opposite of wad ya doin.. 'bu fen bu fen, yao zi si' sounds familiar? *sobs* im juz so weak..

I noe i gotta wake up n move on.. but.. honestly, i still cant accept da fact tat we r no longer together.. i dun wish to face da reality.. its so heart-rending.. i dream of living in our Tattyland with u.. im still pinning on hopes tat u'll cum back eventually.. someday..

*im missing u*

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

everything.is.over ??

Day 4 = Breakup

Barely slept for 5ive hours n im awake.. tired but cudnt sleep at all..

Finally.. i've got da answer to my doubts.. But da outcome isnt wad i wanted nor hoped for.. we r over.. everything is over.. juz bcos u said ya tired of everything and u juz wanna b alone all by yaself.. i dun expect u to change for me.. i juz only wan to stay by ya side.. but.. u said u wont b happy.. wont b satisfied.. so im da one so stupig.. so irritating.. clinging onto u and wudnt let go.. but i juz cudnt let go.. i dun bear to let go.. i dun wanna let go.. but.. now u left me wif no choice.. i juz gotta do it ya way.. u juz dun wanna kip me waiting rite.. i tot wad i said to u last nite cud change ya mind.. but ya juz so so so stubborn.. wad a stubborn piG.. i meant every word i said.. but everything is useless.. for now only?

Wadz most hurting was u said u dun love me anymore.. ren bian le.. xin ye bian le.. n dere's a third party.. i wan my life to b filled wif memories of u and me.. ya da one i wanna spend da rest of my life wif.. mayb.. tell me dey r all lies.. tell me everything has not cum to d end.. tell me itz juz oni temporary.. tell me u dun mean wad u said.. tell me i still haf a place in ya heart.. i dream for tat day when u cud tell me all dis.. we had a past.. no present.. wad bout our future? It was juz my wishful thinking rite from da start.. mayb u haf never tot da same way like i do at all.. mayb u juz take me as another item adding on to ya ex-gf list.. ya heart juz cudnt settled down.. mayb im not da rite one for u.. mayb..

If only wad u said wasnt wad u meant.. hope everything tat u said was juz bcos ya so stressed up.. tatz y u cudnt tink properly now.. i dun wanna end everything.. Never..

Wad can i do to change ya mind? wad can i do to make u cum back to me? im so lost without u wif me.. my life is so incomplete wif u missing from it.. do u noe all dis? u dun.. and u'll never noe.. im feeling darn miserable.. u turned my world upside down.. Tatty Land is so lifeless without u.. i dun enjoy goin dere without u..

imu imu imu.. remember? u said tatz our language.. imu..

Feeling so xin ku now.. but i gotta b strong n stand up again.. else how to win ya heart back.. (^@^)

Monday, January 24, 2005

Enjoyed!!

y0ohoO..

So refreshed now.. took my bbFin paper.. and.. im only left wif da last paper BFA.. haha.. den gotta rush wif my assignments.. assignments again.. Sianzation~

After my paper went to mit gwen and jean to TM.. den went to Storm to trim our hair.. all hairstylists r busy.. so gotta walk around first.. bought Loreal 3D Feria hair dye.. D.I.Y. yea.. waited barely 30mins da receptionist called.. hehe.. reali trimmed abit bit nia.. hairstylist who served me.. Candy.. very very friendly.. we were like yan jiu-ing make-up n eyebrow embroidery.. i oso wanna do leh.. den dun nidda alwaz go eyebrow shaping.. haha.. wan mei mei oso so lazy.. lol.. haiyo.. gwen, as usual, crapping wif her hairstylist.. rubbishhh.. jean's hairstylist like very xi xin leh.. reali is cut bit by bit.. trimmed away all her split ends.. oh ya.. their fren, luke came to mit us too.. and he waited for us outside da salon.. paiseh sia..

den.. we went to loyang point's Party World.. and i din noe tat dere was one.. ahHh.. mountain tortoise.. hehe.. first time go k songs wif gwen.. unbelievable~ sang bout two hours.. not enuff~ haha.. i still wanna torture other peeps' ears.. yea!! reali muz ask 2475 go KBox again.. luke very very shy.. he din even sing finish a song.. gwen most active de.. kip wanting to sing her fave hit.. hahaha..

a day passed so fast.. hee.. but did enjoyed.. reali muz kip myself bUsy Busy buSy..

Day 3

i did sms-ed him.. but no reply.. so disappointed.. u reali so heck care ar.. mayb u too busy to reply? mayb u din received my sms? mayb ya.. u wanna avoid me till how longgg?? dear.. can u please at least lemme noe wad ya thinking..? do u still care bout me? or u haf forgotten my existence already..

1:11am - sleeping? doin ya assignments? chatting? watching tv? i got no idea.. da feeling u gave seems to b very very far away from me.. so far tat i felt as if we dunno each other at all.. but im missing dis stranger someone so badly..

even if u nidda a break from da relationship.. cant u even show a lil concern for me.. for da coldness u gave.. is dere a hidden msg? telling me not to bother u anymore? telling me to let go? i dun wanna guess.. if u reali wan a clean breakup.. juz tell me straight.. dun kip me hanging like a stupig.. well.. i tink u wont even bother if im suffering emotionally caused by ya icy actions.. mayb im rite ya.. but.. i seriously hope itz not liddat.. u wouldnt treat me so coldly.. tatz not wad u would do.. arghz.. am i self-consoling?

Sunday, January 23, 2005

a.nite.out.at.fisherman.village

2pm - Woke up by my radio.. heard dJ zhiyong saying da word Energy.. Yesh! sensitive to dis word sia.. dey haf juz left Changi Aiport on da way to 933.. woO~ so i juz happily happily laze in my bed waiting for da interview..

Finally~ 4 cuties reached.. da very first voice i heard was milk!! yesh yesh!! haha.. madness.. ahdi know suan-ing le? zhiyong told them tat 933 dJ felt tat the style of kunkun's new song is quite similar to ken zhu.. den ahdi indirectly say tat ken's singing wasnt tat good when asked to comment on kunkun's vocal.. bad bad.. haha..

Concert ? milk say dere mite b a concert somwhere in da second half of 2005.. orh.. we shall c den.. on da very day of 130903 he said every year oso will hold a concert in sG.. dUh~ dere wasn't one last year. bei pian le..

Energy goin to da zoo zo0 zoo.. LOL.. 2475 enjoying le ba.. xiaoguigui.. beta take lotsa pix back for me to c wor.. dun only snap snap da nature n sceneries.. i wanna c my milk milk n kunkun.. heehee..

Day 2

another day passed again..

so much wanted to sms u.. wanna noe how ya doing.. im missing u dearly.. saw u online but juz gotta refrain myself from clicking onto ya nick n send u a msg.. cos u mite not even reply..

hope ya taking good care of yaself..

wad m i supposed to do?

can i still shower u wif care n concern as a fren?

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2:20am - Finish pom pom lo~ Backie from Fisherman Village.. Had lotsa fun yea..

Adventurous 4 @ Fisherman Village

Had a delicious dinner.. Salad YouTiao. White Rice. Ginger Chicken. ZhaoPai ToFu. VodkaLimee haha.. my darling xiaoguigui n i stupigly played da 5-10 game after our meal.. Loser drink.. We took turns losing like at least 3-times in a row.. Drink till so bloated.. Felt like vomitting too.. Near d end.. both of us like very blur lo.. Seems like stoning dere thou playing.. Funni~ beary still commented tat we actually played in english version.. haha..

We walked to d other end juz to sit @ da rock.. Unknowingly, we went to tat particular rock.. dots.. ya.. I tot of u again.. Do u still remember tat rock when we first went to da beach together..? ok.. nvm.. We sat at dere enjoying da breeze.. Crapping.. Vandalising a teeny weeny part of da rock.. Suddenly, we witnessed an enormous black snake gliding out from da sea.. g0sh.. Dere were many pple camping dere.. dunno for wad leh.. families.. fishing or catching snake? Dey seem so pro in catching tat snake but failed.. It turned aggressive when they caught its tail but lata it glided back into da sea.. haiyo.. I tink tonite those campers dere quite dangerous leh.. da timid 4 of us faster run away but went back to kaypoh.. stupig~


our lil jing xin jie zuo.. LOL

Den we continued to walk back.. n.. we witnessed pple letting live fishes onto da ground struggling.. machiam at da fish market.. so many fishes.. fascinated sia.. we stood dere for quite awhile.. haha.. reali like going ard F.V looking for adventures.. while walking out tat place, xiaoguigui n me saw smt so eerie.. tot saw 2 ghostly figures.. gRr.. but.. turned out to b a signboard wif 2 pple in da picture but it was covered by a green cloth so it had da ghostly effect.. wahahaha.. we oso realised outside tat place got a tail of a whale-alike wif its body made wif grass n soil.. n both of us looked at it n said whale at da same time.. hee.. reali got mo qi sia.. we said da same tink twice or thrice in a nite.. so, my darling xiaoguigui ar.. rmb to make a wish after we uttered da same word ya.. hee..

Next, we went to another big rock.. woO~ sat dere crap crap crap.. but dis time da wind very cold.. shared xiaoguigui's jacket wif her.. beary culd only wear da t-shirt tat she bought for papa for warmth.. papa like dun feel cold at all leh.. eeE.. he cold-blooded.. xiaoguigui n i snuggled together for warmth.. chatting between ourselves.. as if i haf bought her into to my NyLevE's World n shared some lil tok n reminiscing some fond memories.. tat was a great chat.. Seems like i haf never had a hearty tok wif her before.. dere were many first times for xiaoguigui n me tonite.. We held hands n hugged.. So Sweet~ haha.. She reali machiam emits heat.. but poor her.. Gritting her teeth n shivering le.. She emitted all her heat to me? so wei da sia.. lol.. da wind was like getting stronger.. So cold le.. But we were dere sharing cold jokes.. wa~ leng dao ji xian le..

Its time to go home lo.. papa gotta return da bike to his fren.. lucky xiaoguigui n beary.. they hailed a cab shortly.. den papa gave me a ride home.. initially, it was freaking scary.. haha.. cos i've not taken any ride since ten years ago.. but soon, i got da hang of it.. n i enjoyed it especially when da breeze blew against my face.. shiok.. haha.. i wanna get a ride again..

Poor papa waited for us @ pasir ris park for an hour.. paiseh.. seems tat whenever got me n my darling mittin him sure late for an hour.. LOL..

darling xiaoguigui.. i loveee u.. huggies


Catsy drew this on msn when i told him i saw a snake @ F.V

6.47am - im still wide awake? ya.. -.- da sun has risen le..

Wondering if ya sleeping soundly now or preparing to go work le.. whole nite reali din received ya msg or hear ya voice at all.. ='( sent u a msg earlier on n even said "dun nidda reply" stupig me.. so much wanted u to reply.. even if i din add tat statement, u wont even bother to reply too.. juz consoling myself tat u din reply bcos i added tat.. but i din feel any beta actually.. dear.. imu..

Energy will b in town in less den 6hrs? woO! but.. im not goin to airport.. n dun intend to go anyway.. cos i nidda slp.. haha.. so long din c milk le.. haha.. nvm.. i nid my cutie sleep now.. nitez..

Saturday, January 22, 2005

happiness.found.n.lost

Day 1 of A Break from Our Relationship

Breakup
or a break from relationship ? i cant differentiate da difference between dis two.. he said he needed a break not breakup.. but da tinks he did made me feel like is a clean breakup.. he's single now? OK.. mayb i get ya msg le.. Nice one.. so.. he returned me da status of being single n available? oh well.. im not available.. cos my heart is still wif him..

As expected.. no msg or wadsoeva i wud get from him.. but.. juz a msg asking "u called ?" funny.. how cud i possibly gather da courage to call even if i wanted to..

So long he's not running in my mind, i feel so peaceful n calm.. da tot of him, i feel so lost n confused.. wadz worst was.. my tears juz unknowingly flow down.. i simply dunno wad went wrong.. Stressed? No conversations? Drifted apart? Excuses!! In life, dere will b tonnes n tonnes of tinkz for one to accomplish.. somehow or rather dere will b stress.. so when's dere stress, u chose to leave me.. no conversations? i oso hope to improve on tat thou i seriously haf no idea wad to do bout it.. but.. im still learning to improve.. Drifted apart bcos u were busy wif ya assignments n din haf da time for me? u felt tat u din play ya role well as a bf bcos u kept me waiting.. u felt tatz unfair for me n u cant b selfish.. faints~

gRrrr~ stupig reasons which seems like excuses-to-me u can tot of ya.. i dun mind dis at all.. i can wait for u to finish all ya assignments n all tat..

Initially, my intuition told me smt wasnt rite.. since monday.. i wondered when did all dis craps started in u.. but lata i tot tat u were neglecting me bcos of ya assignments n after some thinking, i told myself u cant possibly kip me accompanied 24/7.. u still gotta haf some time for ya own.. ok.. i tried to b understanding but u din wanna gimme a chance to do so..

Well.. mayb im juz being naive.. mayb those r simply reasons from u to me to initiate a breakup.. juz tat u wanna make it sounds so nice.. But.. It din sound Nice At All.. Absoultely No! u're juz making me felt like a fool for not even knowing wadz da real REASON for us to come to dis ending point.. or mayb ya facing alot of probz tat lead u to dis decision den y wont u share them wif me? u told me before not to bottled up my unhappiness.. but arent u doing da same? i juz wanna stay by ya side sharing both weals n woes.. Do u understand?

First, it was my intuition.. den.. i had dis weird n ridiculous dream on thursday nite.. i dreamt of u initiating a breakup bcos u chose to b wif ya ex-gf.. fine.. but.. it turned out to b tat ya ex-gf is 59-year-old.. oh my.. in da dream i tot how cud u possibly chose her over me.. den i found out tat she's blardly rich.. n u used to cohabit wif her.. tat was totally unbelievable when i woke up tinking of wad an imaginative dream i've got.. LOL.. ta-dah.. den i got ya msg a few hours lata.. So its was actually a premonition? *shrugs

And all i cud do now is.. Wait, wait n still wait.. Wait till u haf finished all ya assignments.. Wait till ya ready to tok.. I wanna solve dis out wif u.. I still cant believe tat i had actually lost u, dear..

Boringgg Saturday ??

Spent a lazy afternoon at home after my Introductory Economics test.. 25 MCQ qns.. duh~ I was on da phone wif my darling xiaoguigui helping her out wif Web Publishing test lata @ 7pm.. den i chatted wif my baobei sista Stephie, Sharon, Beary n Papa.. Haha.. papa very onz lo.. Initially, we were chatting bout where i stayed.. den he asked if i stayed near Fisherman Village.. Haha.. *ting ting ting* I wanna go dere to eat n slack at da beach.. so i chop chop get papa, xiaoguigui n beary to go wif me.. muahahaha.. stupig tang-ge last minute backed out n my doggie terry gotta attend a dinner..

Off to Fisherman Village~ *yUm yUm*